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Too numb for this shit

Too alive to be this numb

Too ugly to enjoy summer

I... i give up

if there was somewhere i could h@ng myself from in my house? I'd do it. If I had bl@d£s sh@rp enough to cvt past cat scratches and minor styros i'd make myself bl££d out. I'd cvt away all the ugly fat from my stomach until i'm pretty and thin-

no wait- DEAD

one of my camp counselors had sh scars and it was lowk inspiring lol

oc nette (they/it) ! cw . blood

twt

bleughhh

twt post

anybody else paint in their sketchbook w their blood after sh

How's life going? (You can be as vague or as detailed as you want/are comfortable with)

My legs have large amounts of texture now

i will not explain further

What level of confidence/delusional behaviour is it to be in bed, with an adult man holding you, and sleeping on your shoulder while scrolling sh/ed posts on Twitter?

Idk guys I wanna jump off a cliff but it "gets better" so I just gotta wait ig💜

I kept the shirt and wore it to my mom's meeting and I got told by my sister literally the one that gave me the shirt that I'm built weird like girl stfu😭

Also guys look we have baby birds in the back yard we started giving them little snacks so the parents could feed the baby's !! The one thing I'm excited for🥳🥳

Went shopping today I got a bunch of clothes 🙈 guysss I need motivation I've been getting so big recently and this is not the timese ‼️‼️ love you guys💜

Shsh don't report just block yk you guys love me don't do it 🙏

hi guysss sooo everything has been okay I think it's been stressful and hard but I've been doing it I didn't go to school today which isn't good but it's okayy but my life's a mess rn Soo here you go

Guys gimmie motivation to loose I've been gaining to much recently shhh warning scroll pleaseee don't report justtt block

I haven't for a while and it's driving me crazy I think I'm just gonna do it

I miss when I was really deep in my sh addiction tbh

hi pooksss I've been thinking tooo much I needed a little relief but I haven't ate today so I've been doing good🙏🙏

Shsh SFX makeup block don't report you guys know you don't want me to disappear againnn so just scroll 😠

Ik I need to shavee

People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.

If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.

Im so fucking pissed rn, but i cant even beat up my relatives so i have to cvt to deal with my anger

My razor arent sharp enough to cvt my arms, but they're sharp enough to cut my thighs so i been cutting my thighs n hipz the whole summer. tho since i dont cut deep..my old scars are faded :P

Anyways, i have lik a picture some that i did today. they cleaned up cuz i took an shower right after. I dont know if i should post. I dont want it to be taken down..so ig dm me(つ︿◕｡)

Ngl. I miss bruising myself. I used to do it a lot cuz i was so scared of cvttin but now i miss it...tf is wrong with me??

ow ow ow

I didn't even go deep

Tried my wrists for the first time yesterday and it stings like hell

🍁There’s a quiet strength in just existing. It’s easy to overlook, especially when everything feels awful, but simply getting through each day is a huge accomplishment. You might not always see it, but just by being here, you’re adding something uniquely important to the world. It’s not about doing something extraordinary or being the best; it’s about continuing on, even when things are tough. Your presence matters, and it has a positive impact in ways you might not notice, but others do. Give yourself credit for the small victories, the moments when you keep going despite it all. Those moments show just how strong you are, even if it doesn’t feel that way. Hang on to that thought, because it’s a truth worth holding onto as you face whatever comes your way.🍁

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