Emotion - Tumblr Posts
I’m so tired of giving all the love I have and it never being reciprocated. I try so hard, yet always fall so short. Guess that’s to be expected when the broken end up together.
Sometimes there are no words... The Royal Road (2018) sophia D. S. wright Composition on #ipadpro Made with #procreate Original 5050x5050 #art #art🎨 #newmediaart #digitalart #contemporaryart #artnow #applepencil #shamanicart #emotion #dream #symbolicart #medieval #prettyexpressionism #sophiadswright
the last two weeks in a nutshell
TRIGGER WARNING -suicidal thoughts- People think it's just the thought of no meaning in life, that they end it, feeling no colours or pain. But it hurts. These thoughts are burning and chasing me everywhere i go. There is still that one voice pulling me back from the edge of the bridge or laying the knive back down. It's the knowledge of how far my mind/ body would go, that terrifies me the most. I never choosed to become like that, but there are times, when that one thing inside me, cries for the pain to stop. It are those times, i am ending up on the ground of a unknown meadow or stop myself from crying in public, because these voices keep telling me to finally end the pain, that i carry since my past and erase these horrible memories, that keep me awake at night. Everyone keeps telling me that it's going to be better soon. I am sick of taking all those meds, which make me more sick than i was before. It's not the end, yet. I would never know if it got better, when i don't try till the very last. There won't be a finish line, when i stop running and stay at the ground. It's my life and my choices. The past is something to learn of and not to get guided by it. I will get back up and be stronger than before. Fu@# those voices and all the people passing their problems to the other, cause they don't want to handle it. We got this only chance. Only one. Use it. Because some people would really wish to have onther. *this is text is based on my own experience and opinion. Not everyone feels the same way i do. I respect that. No, i don't want to kill myself anymore. Drawing helps me to deal with my disorders and traumatic experiences. Stay safe and if you have suicidal thoughts, then please get help of professionals to talk about them! **my english may have some... Or much errors. I'll blame the memes for that. :D #suicide #depression #disorder #suicidalthoughts #mentalhealth #anxiety #saddrawing #deepthoughts #help #scars #death #trauma #pastlife #childhood #crying #tears #sadart #pain #emotion #feelings #sadness #helpless #nolove #loveyourself #life #lifechoices #lovelife #smile #nevergiveup #fightforlife #artwork #coaldrawing #macabreart #lizzyeatsart
"In diesem Haus, wo ich wohn Ist alles so gewohnt So zum Kotzen vertraut Mann, jeder Tag ist so gleich Ich zieh Runden durch mein' Teich Ich will nur noch hier raus Ich brauch mehr Platz und frischen Wind Ich muss schnell woanders hin Sonst wachs ich hier fest Ich mach 'nen Kopfsprung durch die Tür Ich lass alles hinter mir Hab was Großes im Visier Ich komm nie zurück zu mir Es gibt nichts, was mich hält, au revoir Vergesst, wer ich war Vergesst meinen Nam'n Es wird nie mehr sein, wie es war Ich bin weg, au au Au revoir" ~ Au Revoir by Mark Forster . • • • • • #markforster #aurevoir #freedom #free #jumping #girl #love #drawing #art #artwork #youngartist #pencildrawing #graphiteart #blackandwhite #adventure #followyourheart #roadtrip #sunny #life #smile #happy #happiness #joy #enjoy #paper #emotion #artsy #music #lizzyeatsart https://www.instagram.com/p/BwZZ0z-hgbU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ssc7tpnimfh4
Burning Brain Advantage(?) . . . . . . . . . . #fire #burnt #art #burning #brain #giftorcurse #marks #expressiveart #coalart #artwork #pencilart #emotion https://www.instagram.com/p/CALAKgygH4k/?igshid=mzhai4qf88t7
"But,We make the same mistake. Couse, We are one in the same But, We leave behind the stain That cannot separate." Been a while since i uploaded something! :D Hope everyone is alright and wash your pencils! 🌶 Song: How Can I Live from Ill Nino . . . . . . . . . . . Boring Hashtags: #drawing #coal #scream #chaos #insanity #pencil #emotion #trapped #bound #blackandwhite #IllNino #torn #art https://www.instagram.com/p/B-2cKTOAUAt/?igshid=1e3s2xs5f4wgz
Burning Brain Advantage(?) . . . . . . . . . . #fire #burnt #art #burning #brain #giftorcurse #marks #expressiveart #coalart #artwork #pencilart #emotion https://www.instagram.com/p/CALAKgygH4k/?igshid=bwdbimqoybql
Day 23 - Horror
When you're confronted with the very thing you've fought so hard to deny...
This shouldn't count as an ink. It really shouldn't XD I took a 2 or 3 month old drawing and splatted some ink on it e3e this should not count... XD But I'm desperate to get caught up, so whatever... eAe
‘The Funeral’ - Band of Horses
The depth of emotion fantasy can invoke is sometimes overwhelming, especially when coupled with a good soundtrack. Love and hate and fear and peace, longing and comfort, shame and pride, pain and satisfaction, to know it so profoundly through the eyes of words or colors weaved into lies is to know humanity. You’re in physical pain, aching for a world that doesn’t exist, a home you’ve never seen, and a life you’ve never lived. You tremble when something goes horribly wrong, and gasp when something goes amazingly right. You squeal when a relationship works because you know and love them and you know they’ll make each other happy.
They’re not real. They can never exist. But to watch a situation fall apart makes you sob until your core feels empty and you want to curl up and pray that things will be alright. And then to finally feel that victory makes you cry in joy and relief, makes you fall over and laugh as you hug the book close to your chest or clutch the edge of the computer as you lay there for a while to just exist and know what it is to live.
And months later, when you pick it up once more, you can fall in love all over again.
How cool is that?
Too much studying tonight 😝 going crazy 😫... For being psychologically and physically anchored and focused, you need a stable routine. A regular rhythm in your life. Even if it is super stressful. It is essential. . . . #psychology #fitness #mind #body #anchor #wisdom #psycho #eyes #beauty #malemodel #gaymodel #emotionalbalance #emotion #attractive #guy #sexy #model #male #skin #body #face #hair #selfie #love #fashion #style (presso FRIBOURG REGION)
Too much studying tonight 😝 going crazy 😫... For being psychologically and physically anchored and focused, you need a stable routine. A regular rhythm in your life. Even if it is super stressful. It is essential. . . . #psychology #fitness #mind #body #anchor #wisdom #psycho #eyes #beauty #malemodel #gaymodel #emotionalbalance #emotion #attractive #guy #sexy #model #male #skin #body #face #hair #selfie #love #fashion #style
Every damn time I want a specific art meme they never 100% fit what i want and i end up being a dumbass and going to the extra trouble to just make one myself to fit my own needs and wants
anyways color pallet meme! most of the pallets come courtesy of my own ocs/designs so thats a lil fun touch
Send a pallete+emoji+character and ill draw them in reply!
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My art series about love (2020)
I might post higher quality images later and more pieces from the series