Marks - Tumblr Posts
people on the outside looking in can be confused by my desire to be treated with utmost reverence and love and to be coddled while also being ruthlessly and relentlessly hurt. i don’t necessarily want to be humiliated or for pain to be a punishment. sometimes it’s about someone whispering sweet nothings in my ear while they make me scream, you know? sometimes i want someone to tell me they know i can take it and that they think i look so pretty like this and they’re going to push me a little more, just a little farther for them, even as i fight against the bindings. because they love me and they want to hurt me so, so bad. you know? 🙂
cherishing the fact that i currently bruise very easily because literally anybody can put hands on me and it will leave a mark (: i hope it never goes away but i’m aware that over time your body stops bruising as much if you keep doing it
Uhhh I’ve been rly into people who are sort of quiet, nerdy, very put together very calm and caring. And then they turn out to also be the most relentless, merciless, sadistic doms on the planet. Smile at me in your stupid ass sweater vest and tell me about the book you are reading. And then fuck me on the floor while cutting off my air supply because you like to feel me thrash and hear me get desperate. Kiss the tears off my cheek when you make me cry and bury your teeth in my shoulder. Then clean me up and go back to talking about your research interests. You guys know what I’m saying. Do you share my vision
