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1 year ago

almost!!! a year!!! clean!!!

it will be one year on 12/28 ♡


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4 months ago
Smth Quick And Easy As I'm Working On Smth Bigger :3c This Is My Old Dnd Oc, But That Campaign Died So

smth quick and easy as I'm working on smth bigger :3c this is my old dnd oc, but that campaign died so she's getting reworked


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3 months ago

Alternatives to Self Harm

Please use discretion and don't do something that will trigger you further, including triggering trauma or sensory issues!

Aggressive activities (Adrenaline-focused): Do not use sharp objects if you can't trust yourself around them in that moment.

Tear apart paper or napkins

Cut up boxes, plastic, or paper

Stab boxes or foam

Angrily scribble

Throw rocks at the ground

Scream into a pillow, or punch it

Passive activities (Adrenaline-focused):

Watch something scary (scary game, thriller movie)

Watch someone get angry (Youtube react videos, gamer rage)

Watch an action movie

Watch a fails video compilation

Sensory grounding

Hold an ice cube or splash cold water on your face - take a cold shower if you're really feeling it

Smell a strong scent, even an unpleasant one

Have a nice warm or cool drink

Any kind of strong pressure that won't injure you (weighted blanket, cuddle with your dog)

Listen to music or white noise

Use a heating pad or take a warm shower/bath

Creative outlets: (if you need the similarity, use red ink)

Draw on yourself or body paint

Do SFX makeup

Finger paint

Journal about your feelings honestly, even if they're negative

Make a moodboard

That's all my ideas for now, so if anyone has any more, feel free to add on.


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4 years ago

Manic thoughts fo tonight:

-The world is mine and I can do whatever I want

-I hate you guys you just ruin my fun by getting all worried

-I SWEAR the trees are speaking to me amidst this midnight walk

-Why is everyone trying to kill me

-I’m so under-desired for a person who’s completely superior

-I’m going to break the world record for smartest person alive, just let me get my textbooks

-I’m going to spend my money on crack, clothes, and coffee

-My manic anthem playlist is on full fuckinf blast and I don’t want to turn it down

-My heartbeat is rocking me back and forth very very notably which is entertaining

-Speaking of entertainment OH MY GOD THINGS ARE FUNNY

-Why are all my friends asleep :( FAKE* friends

-I want to s/h because it is fun and so damn enlivening :-)))))


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1 year ago

⚠️tw sh

I had a dream where I hit beans !

But like my leg was almost torn open in two

So it was more than beans

And I found nurse who agreed to stitch it and I btw met my classmates...and a handsome doctor

But I don't know how this ended because I was in short coma and then I woke up


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1 year ago

My rehabilitator made styros on my belly with just his fingernails

How the fuck?


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8 months ago

Got myself a scalpel and a brief top surgery tutorial video. Next? I'll turn the fat tissue into soap fight club style


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3 weeks ago

I haven’t have sh urges in a while, but today isn’t going well and I just feel like shit. I want to hurt myself so bad but I’m for once really trying not too

Reminds me that the thoughts will never go awey no matter how much I try


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1 year ago

en man i sina sämsta år

my old(er) cry of fear fanart, huge trigger warning for self harm and drug use.

En Man I Sina Smsta R
En Man I Sina Smsta R

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