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Opinions and analysis of Illumi Zoldyck
Does he feel emotions, feelings and sensations?
A popular opinion in HxH community is that Illumi doesn’t feel any emotion because, as he says, in the Zoldyck family they are raised only as killing machines (even if they have other roles too: Illumi has an educational and training role and Killua is designed to be the future patriarch of the Zoldycks), but in the story he actually has a different behaviour.
Let’s just concentrate on his actions, not only on his facial espressions and on what he says.
We know that sometimes Illumi gives his victims the possibility to ask for a last wish. We know it because of the guy in the Hunter exam, Illumi’s target, that asked him to let him fight Hisoka before dying and Illumi accepted his wish, letting him go (and letting him try to fight him until the guy was about to hit Hisoka). Hisoka than says that Illumi of course accepted his last wish and the other says that it’s true because he had pity of him.
So Illumi feels pity.
Next he says, during his transformation from Gittarackur to his real appearance, that isn’t a nice sensation, but he’s glad Hisoka is enjoying it.
So he can actually feel discomfort and feeling glad that other people enjoy something about him.
He is proud of his brother reaching the last part of his exam and feeling annoyed because of his willingness to be with Gon instead of him and the family.
He can feel proud and annoyance.
He thinks that Hisoka is fully trustworthy or wouldn’t explain him the secret of Nanika (something that Zoldycks don’t want people to know outside the family) and, even if his family says Illumi never works with others, before doing anything on his own he usually asks Hisoka for help.
So Illumi feels trustful towards Hisoka.
He gets really angry when Killua doesn’t obey him because he thinks he’s doing the right thing to protect everyone in his family.
Illumi feels even anger.
And when Hisoka does his joke (joke? 🤨) about you-know Killua Illumi basically explodes in a homicidal rage and is about to kill Hisoka instantly.
So he has problems to control his emotions sometimes (angry issues?) and his homicidal instincts. He even cares a lot about Killua.
This is another point. Illumi acts against Killua, true, but because he thinks that what he’s doing is the best thing for Killua and the family. Even Bisky said that Illumi loves his younger brother a lot, a sick and perverse love, but still love.
Illumi even feels love.
That’s why i think that Illumi can actually feel anything like a normal person, but since he’s trained to be a machine has a tendency to not show emotions and ignore them if they goes against his goals and orders (but he still has problems to control anger when is about Killua) and experiences his emotions in an atypical way compared to ordinary people.
Anyway, that was my analysis and thank you for reading! I wish you all a nice day!
[thank you @suckitdeku for helping me with the grammar corrections]
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