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[03:08] walking home with ryuguji ken
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it's cold, like, fucking cold. and your ass is about to fall off, who the hell let you wear such thin clothing in winter time because it sure as hell wasn't you (yes it was).
it's nearing four in the afternoon but the sky is already dimming followed up by the most blistering weather you feel you've ever experienced in the entire universe.
"holy shit it's so cold how could you just wait outside for me?" your words are let out as a shiver when you approach your good friend, draken, standing outside of your school, with his hands buried in his pockets.
"i don't mind waiting, the weather isn't horrible." you knew he was lying, you could see the goosebumps arise on his forearms and chose to ignore it, maybe to save the spat that would follow up if you'd chosen to bring it up.
"well then, thank you draken my dear, shall we get going?" despite your lips beginning to chap from the merciless temperatures of january, you're plastering a bright smile onto your face and maybe it'll warm up the muscles.
but before you continue to walk, a weight on your shoulders is placed, and you turn around to notice that draken's placed his coat on top of your uniform.
"so you won't be cold." you're bewildered and he only gives you a sheepish smile before walking on. what are you supposed to do when your crush gives you his coat, what does it mean?
it's a peaceful walk and there's nothing more to it, only comfortable silence flowing through the atmosphere, and you're basking in it. walking home with draken is your favourite time of day, it was the only time you could have him to yourself, even if it was for twenty minutes.
but today, home felt like an hour away, and it's probably because draken's stopped walking behind you, and is underneath the climbing net at the park, staring at his feet.
"draken, you've been so weird the entire day, what's wrong?" you're walking back to him and look up at his pondering expression.
"fuck it." he mutters. "i like you."
it's an awkwardly, painfully, loud silence. not even the wind from the mean weather is helping and draken sighs dejectedly.
"sorry, i shouldn't have-" and you jump into his arms, suffocating him in an expression of your reciprocation.
"god, i'm so glad you said that, i thought it was one sided." draken sighs in relief, and melts into your hold, smiling.
"i'm just happy you liked me back." he mumbles into the crook of your neck. "why are you holding me so tight, i'll die before we even have our first date."
"you're really warm." you snuggle up to him closer and chuckle as his body is warming up yours. wait. does this mean you have a boyfriend now? "draken. are you my boyfriend?"
he bursts into laughter and looks at your face, with genuine curiosity staring up hopefully into his eyes.
"no, i just wanted to tell you," and it's like he's staring at a puppy whose treats were taken away, "i was kidding, of course i am."
you let go from the hug, and transfer your hands to intertwine, and it just felt so natural. like he was always meant to be in your arms, and it was happiness for a lifetime as you know it.
"i'm going to annoy you more than i already do, you know." you kick a rock towards his direction and he squeezes your hand in reassurance.
"i hope you do." unhappy with his plain reaction, you frown and kick another rock in his way.
"and we have to see each other more and more every day."
"that's good."
"and i can hang out with your friends too."
"no, they'll take away our time together." he stops walking, finally, a worthy reaction. laughing, you back off, and the rest of the journey home was bliss.
"l/n y/n! you're forty minutes late home, where have you been you imbeci- oh, ryuguji kun. thank you for taking y/n home." your mother pinches you as she pulls you back to her side, and you whine annoyingly.
"mom! that really hurt."
draken bows down to a full 90ยฐ degree angle, and your eyes widen. you've never seen draken bow down so respectfully before, and little did you know, he did it to impress your parents.
"thank you for letting me take them home. i will head back now. goodbye y/n." your mother coos, as if draken was her child and not you.
"bye draken!" you wave him off until you couldn't see his silhouette walking down the street of your neighbourhood.
"ryuguji is a very nice boy, you should date him."
a/n: very quick brainrot !!
โ โโ ๐ฐ๐ฐ โทโท โปใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คโ๏ฝก๏พโ๏ธ๏ฝกโ๏ฝก ๏พโพ ๏พ๏ฝกโ
ใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คใ คโฐโฐ'ยฒโต โโโโโโโโโโ โฐยฒ'โฐโธ
โฐโโค characters...โข`S. MANJIRO [MIKEY], R. KEN [DRAKEN], M. TAKASHI, M CHIFUYUยดโข.
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โโญห๏ฝกโ โ๐ฒโโ๐ฆโโ๐ณโโ๐ฏโโ๐ฎโโ๐ทโโ๐ดโ. [โ๐ฒโโ๐ฎโโ๐ฐโโ๐ชโโ๐พโ] ๐ฉโค๏ธ๐ช
'๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ '
โthey induce mental trauma into their love interestโs head in order to push them away from others. they make themselves out to be their love interestโs best option, making the love interest believe that all the others will betray them and that the yandere is the only one who can be trusted, but they actually just want to isolate their love interest. they destroy relationships and ruin families to get their love interest as isolated and vulnerable as possible.โ
โtrust in meโฆ you trust in me, y/nโฆ right?โ mikeyโs dark orb fixated on your face, seeking out your reply. little nod. he smiled. โthatโs my girl.. i just want whatโs best for you..โ you push your face in his firm chest, the cloth of his shirt sticking to your face thanks to your fresh tears, smudged across your face.
โthe wordโs cruel, darlinโโฆ and iโm the only one, who wants your well-being..โ mikey cooed, his palm glided across your -compared to his- small back over and over again.
in his point of view, he had to cut you away from everything that isnโt him and everything that could make you leave him. to accomplish this nothing was too much, no money and no time mattered. only you. he would rather die, than paint his hands with the crimson fluid and you knew about this. we all know how much power and influence he held at his service, and so it was piece of cake to get done easily anything, without him getting involved. minions were perfect to do the work for him. take someoneโs life and then have your dear father take the case? crashing down your family into pieces? they did it for mikey within a whistle. youโve drifted away from one friend after another. they were bad people, the news and rumors about them was unstoppable. it left you shocked, they would never do this.. right?
it felt like he was all you had, no family, no friend.. you changed they changed for the bad. and mikey was the one who brought spotlight to it. his being was better than anything, the way he cared about youโฆ made you forget about his manipulation.
but mikey never failed you, he was the one. always. just stay still and look as pretty and vulnerable as you can so he can save you from those filthy people you call your โrelativesโ, it would be such a damn shame you getting involved with them.
โheโs badโ they say. โheโs manipulating youโ. liars. mikey wouldnโt do that. you are so grateful for him in your life. heโs like a guiding light, day after day, heโs the only person in your life you trust to the end and back.
as you hug your one, face buried in the crook of his neck seeking out safety, his lips slightly curve into smile. he holds your body against his. โiโll always be here.. pretty girl...โ
โโญห๏ฝกโ ๐ฐโโ๐ชโโ๐ณโ. [โ๐ฉโโ๐ทโโ๐ฆโโ๐ฐโโ๐ชโโ๐ณโ] ๐ฉโค๏ธ๐ช
'๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ '
โthey will punish and torture their love interest if they think they did something they shouldnโt or when they donโt act like wanted to give them a lesson. these yanderes use methods that are usually pretty morbid and painful, some could even leave permanent damage to the love interest. they will then โrewardโ the love interest when they finally do something wanted of them.โ
he takes ahold of your chin, pressing a quick smooch on your skin.
โiโm so, so, so proud of you, love..โ he leaves those soothing words hanging in the air. draken took special care to praise you for every little gesture that brought him joy in your behavior. it filled his heart with pure loving, knowing you were so obedient and faithful. it took him so damned long time and so much effort to form you this way. dealing with you was hard at first, the way you would make the typical teenager and draken would be the worrying mom.
he wasn't afraid to punish. punishment meant new lesson for you and like that, slowly and steadily you grew into what you are now. a dog. a respectful and respected human being. they looked at you, they thought you are weird. they thought he's weird. oh how much they were wrong, he did everything for your sake. it was painful, but it served your progression. bruises covered your neck, down to your ankles. others weren't allowed to see it. those bruises were only for his eyes, it was like trophies. he knew he had forged you into what you are now, and it made him proud.
even so, he wasn't cruel. rewards was also something he loved giving to you and did with so much happiness. you meant the literal word for him, he would do everything that he's capable of, now listen to him and everything will be so happy around you and not a single problem in your life will be left. the fantasy of leaving him got pushed out of your mind at the very beginning. it's a topic you don't want to bring up again, for your sake. blaming others for laying a hand on you? the best solution would be to train you to avoid contact with everyone but him. this way, he doesn't have to hurt them and the 'losing you' thought would be solved too. everyone's happy!
draken kisses your lips softly. you loved this side, when all he did was praising you for your good work. you learned with time that obeying is so much effective, than resisting. resting in his strong embrace, forgetting everything and everyone that isn't him was the best decision.
โโโญห๏ฝกโ ๐นโโ๐ฆโโ๐ฐโโ๐ฆโโ๐ธโโ๐ญโโ๐ฎโ. ๐ฉโค๏ธ๐ช
'๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ '
โthey see everything and everyone as a threat for the love interest. they will use extreme methods to get rid of other โdangerousโ people permanently, and even punish and torture them for the harm they did to the love interest, even if they didnโt really do all that much. feeling that the love interest is fragile, pure or vulnerable, and that everyone else can taint or hurt them, the yanderes finally decide to take care of it themselves and protect the love interest, getting rid of all โbad peopleโ near them for the sake of their love interest and at any cost.โ
the doors clicking sound could be heard only in the nightโs darkness. it was 2:05am, -you glanced at the clock- blankets were all over your body, that was the only thing keeping you warm by the lack of his body next to yours. small steps echoed in the house, it was him. he finally arrived home. you exhaled a long breath of relief.
while you tried to find peace in your mind to get at least a blink of sleep, takashi furiously and hastily dragged out the contents of the black bag, dropped over his shoulder. drenched white shirt landed on the bathroom floor along with a few metal stool. how he had to take matters into his own hand, made him go nuts, what a nuisance to take care of, instead of being next to you on the soft sheets, having heartfelt conversations and talking all night long, his body perfectly fitting with yours in his arms. his lavender locks tangling into yours, his chest softly rising up and down under you head.
you just waited patiently for takashi all day and night, to return back from his work and finally be with you. and so you did now too, eyes now got used to the dark, staring at the door, counting the seconds and minutes till he steps inside.
hand stinging through the gloves from the bleach, slowly burning holes in the fabric and scratching the very skin. eyebrows furrowed at first in concentration, now from pain. he squeezed the remaining water out of the cloth. hopeless. better get rid of it all tomorrow morning, before you get any hint of what could have happened. the lilac tip of his hair now red, rosy cheeks now bloodstained. dragging his tired legs over to a quick shower. the dried fluid now snaking its way down the drain, a grunt falls from his chapped lips. a few minutes after, stopping the tap, he steps out of the shower. he feels new and fresh, the metallic smell now completely gone.
by 2:54am he happily climbs beside you in gray sweatpants, the hem of it sitting lowly at his waist, shoving his v-line. you immediately rolled over to face him, steam still covering his whole, without a thought of where had he been, with a delighted smile, you place your head to his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. strong fingers curling the strands of your hair, drifting off to sleep. he humms deeply. this was what he wanted to protect at all cost.
โโญห๏ฝกโ โ๐จโโ๐ญโโ๐ฎโโ๐ซโโ๐บโโ๐พโโ๐บโ.โ ๐ฉโค๏ธ๐ช
' ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ '
โwishing for their love interest to be able to know that they make a difference in the lives of their dependence yandere partner/spouse, they seek to be vulnerable around their love interest by depending on them. this can range from stupidly simple things, like constantly dropping or forgetting something, behaving like an idiot โ often times subconsciously so, to claiming that theyโd die without their love interest (although thatโs obviously false)..โ
โshe wonโt leave meโฆ she wonโt leave me.. she wonโt leave me.. she wonโt-โ the words echoed in chifuyuโs head, like a broken record. his orbs staring into the void,- sitting on the edge of the bed, knuckles white from the way he gripped the sheets next to him.
โchifuyu!โ you exclaimed, entering the room. as if all the life came back to his soul, he shot up his head to turn his attention towards you.
"my sunshine..โ the boy muttered. he didnโt realize the moment he felt your presence next to his body. warm fingers grazed the line of his face. somehow he seemed ever so sad, just like on other days, when you werenโt in his company. those moments were suffocating for chifuyu. without your loving and caring soul, heart and body, his life felt empty and pointless. it was a hassle to get you in his possession, now he has to make sure to keep you. he canโt lose you. he has to keep you beside him. the constant fear of losing you would never leave his mind free, the uncontrollable clinging to you has turned into madness and so the self-pitying had started.
his voice dropped to a raspy tone. โiโฆโ breathing out, chifuyu intentionally turns his head away from your gaze. with your palm, you made him facing you. โi.. donโt want to lose you..โ green eyes filled with forged sorrow, you wrap your gentle arms around his neck, pulling him closer to your chest in a comforting manner. in his sitting position and how you stand in front of him, between his legs, he closes them, trapping you in. you ignore it, placing your chin on top of his head. now his lips has curled into a grin from ear to ear. he runs his arms around your waist, you donโt struggle in his clasp. it seems so welcoming to you, as if heโs manipulating your mind and body, you feel attached to him-but not as much as he is to you.- you have to take care of him, not in a child-like way. he craved your love, he was so sweet, you just couldn't deny it from him.
you never saw harm in him, he wouldnโt be able to hurt anybody, and especially not you. he makes the perfect boyfriend and significant other in your eyes. -and thatโs exactly he want you to think.- chifuyu is fragile without you, do NOT even think about leaving or breaking up. and if you do, to your regret the anguish, bitterness and agony will swallow you up whole. he will make sure it does.
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