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Maybe it’s the disorder talking but fasting kinda makes me feels euphoric…I like the feeling of being not quite “all there”.
I know this sounds insane, but I hate when other people say they’re not hungry. Stop it! That's my thing!
It’s me and my diet coke against the world! Starving myself may not be the most effective coping mechanism but it’s the best I can do
IRL meanspo when my brother said to me “maybe if you weren’t so fat you could breathe better” after I sighed because he (a 26 year old man living at home) was throwing a tantrum.
I’m contemplating downing all my pills and taking a nap face down in my bathtub!
My roommate canceled on me a week before school starts. My first reaction was “maybe if I were skinnier…”
Idk how I connected those dots!
I hate meeting new people when I’ve gained weight. I feel like it makes a bad impression
Guess who got their grubby hands on some more Cherry Coke Zero? I honestly treat diet sodas like anti-depressants.
Oh to be a “starves when they’re sad” person instead of a “binges when they’re sad” person because I’m sad all the time.
This is crazy! I feel like I started posting out of nowhere even though I've had a blog since I was 14.
So, I think I should finally introduce myself.
Thank you for reading my ramblings!
Genuinely kind of tweaking because I'm taking a nutrition course this semester. I have no excuse not to lock in on this disorder.
why do laxatives make you feel like your insides are tearing apart? I just wanted to shit...I did NOT sign up for a heart attack!
it’s another type of competition when you suspect your sibling also has an eating disorder
movies about eating disorders are like baby sensory videos for me
I've never seriously considered doing drugs BUT sometimes I find myself thinking about how quickly I would get to my ugw if I just...
shout out pickles, for being the safe food that keeps me from killing myself
Got an assignment for my nutrition class to track what I eat for 3 days…this is a dream and a nightmare for me
saw an impossibly thin girl who was also tall, had longer hair, and prettier curls than I did
about to starting gnawing at my desk out of jealousy
anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny
I'm gonna go rabid, I need to be skinny NOW!
I can't stand the waiting that comes with starving
got asked, "did you lose some weight?"
this will keep me from killing myself for the next few days