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NCT 127 MTL to Say ‘I Love You’ First
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Taeyong
Yoonoh
Yuta
Dongyoung
Donghyuck
Johnny
Mark
Sicheng
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NCT Dream MTL to Date Someone with Blonde Hair
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Jisung
Jaemin
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Renjun
Chenle
Jeno
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Tulips and Tears || Lee Jeno
⇢ summary: life was normal. life was decent. that was all until a certain, non-normal, young boy came barging into your life whilst you were minding your own normal, decent business. this one interaction, which brought many more, sparked something in you that you never thought would exist. (high school au; fake dating au)
⇢ genre: fluff; romance; angst; alternate universe; one shot
⇢ word count: 5430
⇢ warnings: uwu dropping; lots of tears; mild swearing
⇢ note: this is my first one shot so bare with me here. i’m also not original so here goes nothing.
“Y/n, come on, you never do anything fun with us.”
Your closest friend, Huang Renjun, was calling you one Sunday afternoon. The two of you first met in your shared art class when your teacher decided to partner the two of you up for a project. While working, you happened to click easily. Sure, you had your differences like everyone else, but you seemed a bit relaxed with him, and he with you. That’s when a small friendship blossomed in your boring, monotone life.
“Jun, it’s okay. I don’t want to show up and just make the atmosphere uncomfortable. Please, it’s fine.” You switched your phone from your right ear to your left in the middle of your sentence. Cramps on any body part just made life horred.
You heard the elder sigh in defeat. Pure annoyance from your reply could be heard as he spoke. “Fine. But next time, you have to meet the others. You’d love them. I have to go Y/n. See ya.”
The line ended before you could reply. You placed your phone on your desk while staring at your history notes. Perhaps a break really was needed. Perhaps you should’ve gone with Renjun. Or, perhaps your decision was for the better.
Whether you made the right decision or not, the decision was made. Nothing could be done.
You turned your head and glanced at the electronic clock on your nightstand. It read 2:56 p.m.
Groaning, you threw your head on the desk in front of you. A soft boom echoing in your seemingly empty room.
Perhaps it was for the best?
You slowly opened your eyes. Light from your open windows blinding you. You slowly picked your head up from your desk, disoriented. While scratching your head, further messing up your hair, you looked at the clock. It read 4:34 p.m.
Shit. I’m already so far behind. Great. You thought to yourself. Life can’t get any better than this.
Finally finding the strength to get up, you walked towards the bathroom. Slightly wobbling as you did so.
You looked at your face in the mirror. You looked like you just came out of a horror movie. Eyes dark and tired, hair flying everywhere. You looked almost identical to Anna in Frozen. Sighing, you fixed yourself up and went back into your room to grab your laptop, shoving it into a bag.
Bag around your shoulders, you walked into the living room, seeing that your parents weren’t home. Instead a small note was left on the coffee table.
Left for the store, be back later. Don’t get into any trouble.
XOXO, Mom
A small smile left your lips as you opened the front door to your house. Your feet carried you to your favorite quiet café. You didn’t have to walk far because it was so close to your home.
The café had small, cute tables outside, and since it was such a nice day, you decided to sit out there. Of course after you got your drink and snack first.
You were just about to open the door to the café when you felt an arm wrap itself around your neck. Startled, you turned your head in a panic and saw a sight you didn’t think that you would see.
A teenage boy with black, messy hair and sharp features had wrapped his arm around your shoulders. You had to admit, he was pretty handsome, but you were confused as to what he was doing exactly. A young girl stood nearby. You recognized her from your home ec. class. Kim Jisu was her name.
“See, this is my girlfriend. Jisu, meet Y/n. Y/n, meet Jisu.” His voice was rough and yet sweet as he spoke.
You looked up at him, confused by his manor. He looked at you with eyes that screamed ‘help me’.
“I’m sure she’s your girlfriend. I don’t believe you Jeno, my sweet. So, when this sore joke of a ‘girlfriend’ gets more boring than she already is, then call me.” She blew him a kiss before glaring at you and walking away; dramatically swaying her hips in desperation to be noticed.
As soon as she was out of sight, the teen pulled away from you and bowed so low that you were concerned for his back. “I’m so, so, so, so, so, so, so sorry for putting you in such a situation, Y/n. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?”
You were startled by his off behavior yet again. You looked at him with curiosity and asked a question that happened to pop up first. “I’m sorry, do I know you?”
The boy looked up at you, his face flushed pink. His eyes were wide and heartbroken. He stood up straight and dusted his pants off a bit.
“S-sorry. I should’ve known you wouldn’t recognize me. I’m Jeno. L-lee Jeno. I’m in your biology class.” He scratched the back of his neck nervously.
That’s when you remembered, “Oh! You’re the kid who’s frog exploded during dissection!” You smiled up at him, remembering the fond moment of all your fellow classmates screaming in fear when it’s guts landed on their skin.
“Oh. Um, you remembered that. I really didn’t mean for that to happen. I didn’t even know how that could happen.”
“The frogs were pretty old, and they were in glass jars for the most time. They also happened to be rotting so much that when they came into contact with the oxygen in the air, that the frog’s stomach swelled and exploded. A common mistake that teachers will do. I mean, all the teachers we’ve ever had had bachelors degrees from online, so of course they wouldn’t know the basic fundamentals of decomposition.” You didn’t realize that you were rambling on and on until Jeno’s mouth was hanging wide open. “S-sorry.”
“No! No, it’s alright. I knew you were really smart, but I don’t know you were that smart!” His face lit up like a Christmas tree. His dark eyes sparked and you forgot that you were staring at them.
You snapped out of your daze when you felt your stomach growl. “Sorry, Jeno. It was nice meeting you, but I’ve got to eat.” You turned to open the door yet again when you were stopped, but this time, it was a strong hand that grabbed your wrist.
You turned around to see a large veiny hand holding your wrist. That hand was connected to a very fit Jeno. His eyes widened in shock at his own actions.
He pulled back immediately. “S-sorry. Um, I need your help.” His gaze was down at his hands, which were now fiddling with each other. He seemed uncomfortable being in your presence, yet his aura was so confident that you couldn’t help but hold your breath.
You didn’t reply to his statement, which made him look up. He searched your face for a motivation to continue. His gaze fell on your glittering, y/e/c eyes. The two of you stood like that, in front of the coffee shop for about a minute before he shook his head and continued himself.
“Listen, I’m so sorry for immediately pretending like we were dating, but I had to get myself out of that fast. She’s been following me around since the third grade and I can’t stand it anymore. She’s never left me alone, I think that was the first time in a long time. Listen, I need you to continue this for just a month or so, so that she can leave me alone. I can’t sleep at night anymore. I…I need your help.” He looked at you with pleading eyes.
You were shocked at the words that came out of his mouth. You had only really just gotten to know him, and now he’s asking for you to be his fake girlfriend. You felt your heart beat faster and faster, your chest swelled, you couldn’t breathe.
“I’m…I’m sorry. Excuse me.” You opened the door to the empty café, but was stopped by something in the corner of your eyes. You looked back at your classmate in horror.
Lee Jeno, one of the hottest guys at your school (even considered by teachers), was sitting on his knees, hands folded in front of his chest in a pleading manner. He was begging you, begging you for you to go along with being his ‘girlfriend’.
You couldn’t believe his childish manner, and ushered him to stand up.
“Fine! Fine! I’ll do it, just stop it before someone sees wh--”
A pair of strong arms wrapped around your waist before pulling towards a very firm chest. You were being hugged, by Lee Jeno. Lee Jeno! Before you could react, he pulled away with an adorable eye smile. “Oh my god, thank you so much Y/n, you won’t regret this!”
He looked at you for another second before running off to the right. He had just hit the corner and was about to turn, when he stopped, looked back at you and ran back to you.
Confused, you stared at his bizarre manner until he reached you. When he caught up to you, he placed his hands on his knees and panted for about a minute, catching his breath. He finally looked back at you, “Hey, I...I forgot to ask you, but, can I ask you for your number, I mean, I don’t know how else I can be able to contact you. So...um…”
Yeah, here, let me just ge--” You froze, hand in your back pocket. “I forgot my phone at home. B-but I remember my number, so I can write it down for you.” You let go of the door and walked back to your outdoors table, surprised that your laptop and belongings still there.
You grabbed a notebook, scribbled your number onto a random page, ripped it out, folded it and gave it to the dark haired teen.
“Thanks Y/n. I’ll see you around.” And with that, he was gone.
~The Next Day~
The hallways were filled with high school students with a purpose, to either graduate, or to find a significant other. Sometimes both, sometimes neither. It just depends on the person. Some kids wanted to get to the top of the social status, but that didn’t always happen. There was one certain kid though, who walked the halls with another purpose: to somehow sell that she was somehow dating one of the most popular kids at school. That kid was you, and you were lost.
Telling your mother would not be the best idea, for she would probably treat him like her future son-in-law. You considered asking Renjun, but you knew that he was just an acquaintance and that he probably couldn’t help you. So, you kept it in, watching videos online for some dating tips. However, the biggest thing is kissing. Of course, the thing to sell that you were dating him was for you to kiss him, and that was a big problem.
You’ve never kissed anyone before.
Naturally, you were sure that he’s had experience before, so this would be super awkward for you and hilarious for him. You were sure to be the laughing stock of the school. Only, there was something worse. Kim Jisu was a b+ student, loved by most of the school’s faculty, which meant that when she beat up someone for no concrete reason, she would be given a two minute talk and no referrals, detentions, or suspensions of any kind.
You would be dead meat by the end of the week.
Fumbling with your locker, you felt a hand on your shoulder, which made you jump.
“Renjun! You scared me! Don’t do that!” You gripped your backpacks’ strap tightly, trying to calm your racing heart.
He cackled loudly, leaning on the locker beside yours. He wiped a tear from his eyes, “Oh, that was too much. Sorry Y/n, I just had too, you know how much that brightens my day. Anyway, have you seen Mr. Seo’s work assignments? I swear he’s going to kill me before the holidays.”
You grabbed your bag before closing the locker door with a BANG!
“Yeah. Why in the world does he need us to write a twenty page biography on Shakespeare? And couldn’t he have made the deadline in two weeks and not in three days? I’m swamped enough as it is.” The two of you walked to your third class of the day, art.
“I get it. And Mr. Moon had to give us a whole thirty page math packet due this friday. We just got back from our weekend break. Come on.”
The elder opened the door for you before you walked inside. The room was arranged with the teacher’s desk at the front of the room, with a chalkboard behind it. The student desks were in pairs, where you and Renjun walked to the middle of the room for your next assignment. Hopefully it wouldn’t be anything too crazy.
When Mr. Qian walked into the room, your crazy class started yet again.
“Alright class, your new assignment is due Thursday, and be sure to team up with your partners and not copy anything from online. Do you hear me Mr. Park?” Your teacher questioned the blonde freshman at the front of the room.
“Yes sir.”
The bell rang, indicating that class was now over, and into your fourth period, which was luckily a free period.
You were gathering your stuff when the chinese boy who sat next to you asked, “So, Y/n, when are you going to come with my friends and I? There’s only four of us in total and I’m sure you’d love them. Please? I promise you, you won’t regret it.”
You sighed, accepting defeat. You have refused to keep your life an open book for the longest time, and finally, it caught up to you.
“Sure. I can hang out with you soon.” You smiled sweetly before watching your friend jump up and down in joy.
“Yes! Finally! The guys have been dying to meet you! How about this weekend? If you don’t have any plans of course.” The warning bell rang.
“Sure, sure! Now hurry up and get to class before you’re tardy.” You put your bag on your shoulders, leaving the room without another word.
The hallways were somewhat crowded. Fourth period was the one just before lunch, so most kids were hiding in the bathrooms eating lunch so that they could use their actual lunch time to catch up on homework and assignments. Sure it was gross, but you have to do what you have to do.
The hallways began to narrow as you walked to the more abandoned side of the school, the one where druggies and burn outs would stay for ninety percent of the day. There was one room that no one dared to enter because a science teacher stabbed himself in the heart in the middle of class back in 1987. Everyone believed that the room was haunted, so that left you an empty classroom to do your assignments.
The classroom was somewhat clean besides the thick layer of dust on the desks and the bleach stain in the carpet near the chalkboard.
You sat at the only non-dusty desk in the room and opened up your laptop, starting on Mr. Seo’s project. You had just gotten done with the first page when the door opened, startling you.
You hid your face behind the screen of the laptop, refusing to meet eyes with the figure at the door. Just because you stayed in a haunted classroom for and hour and a half every day doesn’t mean that you don’t believe in them.
Hesitantly, you looked up from the screen to see something you weren’t expecting.
“Y/n? Is that you?” Lee Jeno.
“O-oh.” You straightened your posture before tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “Yeah. I guess you found my hiding place.”
“Is this where you stay all period?” He silently closed the door behind him before brushing the desk in front of you and making himself comfortable upon the wood.
“Pretty much. I never really get any peace and quiet so, this is the best option.” You gazed into his eyes, dark brown orbs that couldn’t be read. What was he thinking?
“Well, can I join you for a little?” He shifted a little bit, making sure that the structure beneath him wouldn’t give in at the last moment.
“I guess, I mean, you’re already sitting down.” You closed your laptop, interested in the conversation at hand. Your hands supported your head while your elbows rested on the device. You tilted your head at him, indirectly asking him, ‘So what are you doing here exactly?’.
He noticed your action. “Oh, sorry. I was looking for you, um, I kind of wanted to ask you if you could sit with me at lunch, just pretend that we’re dating. That might start it off. She’ll get off my back if you’re a bit clingy, so...clingy is good. B-but not too clingy.” He let his feet dangle off the edge of the desk, kicking them. “So, maybe I can go to my friends and you can walk in after and sit down where Jisu usually sits. She’ll get the picture.”
“I think I’ve got this. I mean, I used to take acting lessons in junior high, so I think I can do this. You can count on me, I guess.” You scratched the back of your neck.
He grinned at you, “I know. Trust me, I honestly think that you’re the perfect girl for the job, hands down.”
You sat there, staring at him, you’re heartbeat getting louder and louder by the second. This has never happened to you before. Why was you’re nervous and circulatory systems going out of wack?
“Are you alright? You don’t look so good.” Jeno stood up from his seat, walked over to you and placed his hand on your forehead, checking your temperature. “You’re kind of warm. Do you want me to take you to the nurse’s office?”
You stood up abruptly, “N-no! I’m fine, I swear.”
The bell rang.
Shit, this is really going to happen. Gathering your belongings, you walked over to the door, the boy behind you.
“So, I know this is going to be tough, so I’ll make it up to you when this passes, okay? I feel really bad.” Jeno walked beside you, hands in his pockets, his bag slung over his shoulder. The first button to his uniform was undone, his tie loose around his neck.
“Oh, you don’t have to do that. It’s nothing re-” A finger placed itself softly on your lips.
“Hey, I insist. If you don’t take this, I’ll never forgive you.” His finger removed itself from your pink lips.
“If you say so Je-no-fun.” You smiled at your little joke before your face dropped at the sight of him.
His mouth was left open in shock, tears welled up in his eyes. He quickly wiped them before they fell down his cheeks. “That is the first time anyone has ever said a joke that golden before. Bless your heart Y/n.”
You chuckled silently, “Come on dork.”
The two of you reached the lunchroom, which consisted of half the population eating and the other half working on assignments. Jeno looked at you before shooting two thumbs up before sitting down with his friends. You looked over and saw Jisu getting her lunch. You usually bring your food from home, so before she left to sit down with him, you took a deep breath and strutted over to him.
When you were sure she was watching you from behind you, you went up to Jeno and pecked him. Right on the cheek. You could feel the atmosphere darken as you sat down to his right.
“Hi baby.” You smiled at him and winked. You could feel your ears redden a bit at your own actions, but what else could you do in that moment to ‘claim your territory’?
You were just getting your lunch out when you heard a female voice clear her throat behind you. Nervous, the whole table, including you, turned to Jisu, who had a few veins popping out of her forehead and neck.
“Sorry to bother you, but I sit there. Not you.” She may have tried to say a sweet sentence, but she spat it out at you like you were a rodent.
“Oh, well, I kind of want to sit next to my boyfriend. You can sit across from us though.” You tried to keep your voice steady and calm, but felt more reassured when Jeno placed his hand on yours.
“It’s fine Jis. Just sit across from us.” Jeno looked at her with innocent eyes, which you noticed. Sneaky little bastard.
She clenched her jaw in annoyance and placed her food across from the elder. You had survived the first few minutes and it was already too much. You have to go through a whole month or more of this.
The brunette took a seat across from you guys. She was pretty tiny, around 5’2”. Her dark brown hair came all the way down to her waist. Jisu’s hands were littered with rings and bracelets. The hot pink nail polish hurt your eyes.
Her gaze pierced into your soul, making everyone at the table uncomfortable.
The lunchroom went silent for a few moments, a single pin could be heard at all corners. The noises resumed after someone coughed in the very back.
Jisu never softened or lowered her gaze on you, making you turn to Jeno, trying to look away from her. “Did you get the text I sent you? About my parents going on a business trip this weekend?” You looked at the teen with innocent eyes, trying to see if he could tell where you were going with the conversation.
He smiled at you, eyes shaping into half moons, “Yeah, I talked to my mom and she said it was fine that you could stay over.”
“Oh, you’re a lifesaver!” You pecked his cheek, confused at your actions once again. This whole lying this was coming way too natural.
You could see his cheeks get pink, “Anything for you baby.”
You’re heart fluttered at his words. No one has ever said something like this to you. You gazed at him a few seconds more. He had just became engaged in another conversation across the table. His eyelashes were so long and dark, the mole under his eye fit so perfectly on his face. His nose was the perfect size. His li-- no. Stop.
You looked back at your food, ready to eat, when you noticed that Jeno’s hand was still clutching onto yours. Silently, you removed your hand from his, feeling the warmth leave yours. He noticed, but didn’t draw any attention to it, placing his hand on the table.
You started on your food when someone ran over to the table. He was around the same size as Jeno, perhaps a little chubbier. His hair was a bright orange, which shockingly complemented his lightly sun kissed skin. “Hey, gonna borrow this a bit bro, sorry. Nice chick.”
He winked at you before grabbing Jeno’s backpack. Within second of him arriving, he left.
The boy who was just stollen from shook his head and laughed. “Hyuck probably didn’t do his assignment again. Typical.”
Lunch had just ended and you were grabbing your stuff, but you were interrupted by a voice.
“Hey, Y/n,” You looked up at Jeno when he covered his voice, “Nice acting today. I owe you. Coffee after school?”
You stood up, backpack wrapped around your shoulders. Is he being serious? If anything, you need a break before your head implodes from stress, then explodes from the stress of imploding.
However, you nodded, “Sure. The coffee shop from yesterday?” You had to strain your neck to look up at him.
“Sure. Just meet me at the school’s front doors. Bye Y/n.” He winked before running off in the opposite direction.
It’s been a month. A month since you and Jeno started ‘dating’, and life honestly couldn’t be any better. The two of you would study together and pretend that it would be a date so people didn’t think it was too suspicious. Both of you were brought up to the top of the school, academically and socially.
Renjun introduced you to his friends Jaemin, Donghyuck(the guy from lunch), and surprisingly Jeno. All the more reason to keep pretend dating. However, you and Jeno agreed that when the dating contract ends, that you’d end it on good terms from Renjun’s sake.
However, since this whole secret came about, you couldn’t help but fall for Jeno more and more everyday. It’s been tough keeping it in when the only thing you would do was flirt and share quick pecks on anything but your lips. You both agreed that too much PDA would be unnecessary, and since you weren’t really dating, that fully kissing was too much. Especially since you were only faking it.
Since it’s been a month and because Jisu has cut herself out of Jeno’s life, you believed that it was time for the two of you to end what was happening. Sure it would be hard for you, but he couldn’t like you back. He’s a god in an eighteen-year-old’s body.
Sighing, you looked at yourself in the mirror, fitted for the last month of spring. You couldn’t help but feel your chest falling. Never in the world did you imagine falling in love in high school. It was too cliché for you, but yet here you are, in love with the kid you never imagined you could talk to.
Taking a deep breath in, you walked to school, cherry blossoms finally falling off their trees, expressing that their time was up. Perhaps you were a cherry blossom too, finishing your journey. Perhaps this would be the only thing in life for you. This might be the only spontaneous thing for you. How could you go on after this? Could you go on after this? You never realized how much he meant to your life. He became closer to you than Renjun, you’re first friend.
“She doesn’t mean anything.”
You stopped in your tracks. Imagining him expressing his true feelings for you. He never felt anything for you. You were just a hunk of meet to be tossed around. This was nothing for him. Your only job was to do his dirty work.
“I’m serious. Nothing at all.”
That wasn’t your head imagining things, that was someone talking. The voice sounded so much like his though. You were on the main road, where anyone could walk and talk about how ‘she was nothing at all’; but only one person that you knew of had a similar voice and situation as your fake boyfriend. He was your fake boyfriend.
Looking around, you didn’t see anyone on a call, until you say a figure in front of you. He wasn’t facing you, but you knew it was him.
“Will you fucking listen to me for once! Just accept it and leave it alone.” He hung up.
Before you could react, he turned around, making direct eye contact with him. You were angry, sad, betrayed, rejected. Tears welled up in your eyes, but you get more angry at how even blurry, he looked handsome. You felt tears stream down your cheeks.
Jen started back at you, shocked that you were there. You usually arrive later, however today was not the case.
Overwhelmed by emotions, you turned around and ran back home, regretting even looking at him. You wished everything was normal, that you were back to only talking to Renjun, that you had never met Donghyuck, Jaemin, and especially Jeno.
God, Jeno. The name made you gag in disgust. How could you even imagine falling for him? You knew you were smarter than that. Life was so much better without them. No having to worry about Jisu ever beating you up. Never having to take time out of your day to hang out with Jeno’s obnoxious friends. No Jeno.
If only you could go back in time with Doc Brown’s Delorean and fix everything.
You reached home and slammed the door shut. Leaning on the back of the door and crying. You cried until it hurt to continue. You cried so much that you became Alice. You cried so much that you ran out of tears to cry with.
Hours had passed when you remembered that you had school that day. Standing up, you grabbed a tissue before calling your school, claiming that you were sick, just so that they knew why you weren’t there that day. How could you tell your mom? She’d flip if she found out you stayed home.
After hanging up on the faculty, you turned on the television, playing your favorite telenovela. You had just grabbed a bucket of your favorite dessert when there was a knock at the door.
You weren’t going to answer it until you remembered that you ordered another BTS album and that it was suppose to be here today.
Openning the door, you didn’t come face to face with the mailman, but to the last face you wanted to see.
Lee Jeno.
Frowning, you slammed the door in his face, but he stopped it before it could close. “Listen Y/n, please. I messed up.”
You opened the door again, arms crossed at your chest. “What do you want.”
He gulped before shoving a bouquet of yellow tulips in your face. “Their your favorite. So is strawberry shortcakes and watching Teresa when you need to cry. I know that you only love the the fourth, fifth, and sixth Star Wars movies. The new ones and prequels were terrible so you don’t associate with them. It’s the same thing with the Percy Jackson movies. You call them ‘Perry Johnson’, or something. What I’m trying to get at here is that we may have started this whole thing to get Jisu off my back, but I’ve had a crush on you since the third grade. Nothing can compare to you Y/n. God, every time I look at you, I have to restrain myself from kissing you. You’re beautiful, sparkly eyes; your silly habit of sticking your tongue out when you’re concentrated; how your eyebrow twitches slightly when you lie. Every little flaw and perfection about you makes me fall in love with you a hundred times more. You are my world.
“I didn’t mean for you to hear that. Donghyuck knew about our secret and I had to play that I didn’t like you. Please Y/n, believe me. God, please, forgive me. I love you too much to let go of you. I love you, Y/n.”
You felt the tears spring again to your eyes.
“I love you too, Jeno. I can’t believe that this whole thing has gotten to me. I’m sorry.” You wiped your tears, grabbing the flowers and smelling their sweetness.
“No, it was me. I was an asshole. Also, this was at the door, so.” He held up an Amazon package.
You smiled, “My album. Want to open it with me you cheesy pizza?”
He chuckled at your new nickname for him, “Only if you put subtitles on Teresa, you know I don’t understand Spanish.”
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NCT Dream as Stray Kids Songs
A/N: I am waiting for this interaction, so yeah.
Mark Lee: District 9
Huang Renjun: Mirror
Lee Jeno: Grrr
Lee Donghyuck: Hellevator
Na Jaemin: YAYAYA
Zhong Chenle: Young Wings
Park Jisung: Grow Up
NCT MTL to Confess Their Feelings First
Disclaimer: This is all based on my personal opinion. Thank you.
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Yuta
Lucas
Taeil
Jaemin
Donghyuck
Taeyong
Yangyang
Yoonoh
Jeno
Hendery
Johnny
Mark
Chittaphon
Dongyoung
Chenle
Sicheng
Xiaojun
Jungwoo
Jisung
Renjun
Kun
Least
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NCT Dream Reaction | You (crush) Are Their Newest Member
Warnings: Fluff?, We Go Up is the shit, NCT Dream is cute.
Mark
When the eldest found out that you were becoming the newest member of NCT Dream, he freaked out a bit.
Mark being Mark, he’s pretty awkward around the opposite gender, so when he found out that you, his crush, was joining, he got a rush of complicated feelings.
This boy is a sucker for you, and keeps you close to him at all times.
He makes sure the others don’t get too close to you in fear that you fall for someone else rather than you.
Really, Mark Lee is your biggest fan and constantly cheers you on when you’re on stage or on a television show with the rest of the dreamies.
Renjun
This art god is really surprised at your beauty and cannot believe that you’re actually joining the group.
When he heard there was a new member, he was a bit nervous, but when he saw you for the first time, he got super shy.
Every time you remotely tried to talk to the Chinese member, he would chicken out and run in the opposite direction.
Once the other members finally convinced him to talk to you, he found out about a lot of similarities and his crush on you grew stronger yet.
He’s completely open with you being in platonic relationships with the other members, but grows slightly jealous when you hang out with Jeno a bit too much.
However, this cutie still loves you for you and he can’t wait for the rest of the NCTzens to see your talent.
Jeno
The cutest omg
He’s actually super happy about you joining and loves the cute interactions you have with the rest of the members.
Jeno is pure sunshine and loves you for who you are, so naturally he’d be entirely okay with whatever you decide to do.
His favorite parts of the music videos have to be the dance breaks where you center because he feels you become yourself on stage when you dance.
Always gives you high fives during any transition.
The two of you have your own handshake which is more legendary than the Markhyuck handshake.
This fluffy baby can’t contain his feelings for you when you do aegyo which is why everyone ships the two of you.
Haechan
He hates you for challenging him in a game of cuteness, but he low key loves you for it.
This teen can’t stop staring at you across the room during vlives which freaks the rest of the dreamies out.
His favorite parts are when he harmonizes with you during songs.
He refuses to sit away from you at fan meets, afraid that the male fans would take you away from him.
He’s extremely open about his feelings for you, but you never really thought he likes you because he does the same thing to the rest of the dreamies.
Jealous whenever someone looks at you for longer than three seconds.
Jaemin
This kid openly flirts with you every single day.
“When I was young, my mom told me to follow my dreams, so where to next?”
Nana made you a cute nickname involving your name which he can only use for you, meaning that if the other members tried to use it as well that they would be beat.
Makes sure you have as many lines as possible in the songs and even lets you rap his parts during a concert from time to time.
Is determined to have you become the face of the group.
Always has an arm around your shoulders or back.
Chenle
This kid is the holy name of uwu and makes sure you are the yin to his yang.
You complement him perfectly which is what made him fall for you in the first place.
When he first heard about you joining, he tho it you would be mean to him for looking childish, but when you complemented him for it, he fell in love with you.
Chenle and you are the dream ship and every NCTzen is jealous of your closeness to the Chinese member.
Screams whenever you act cute.
Constantly brags about how cute you two are to Jisung.
Jisung
Omg when he heard about you he completely shunned himself from the dorms.
He stayed in his room for the longest time because of you being the cutest thing he’d ever seen.
Refused to make eye contact for decades.
However the Maknae finally gained the confidence to talk to you, but he still acts very flustered whenever you talk to him.
Can’t stand how you can be so hot but cute at the same time.
It physically hurts him.
He loves it when you sing/rap with him around the dorms.
Constantly sneaks out with you at night to eat Oreo cookies.
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NCT Dream Reaction | You’re Good at Singing but You’re Shy
Warnings: Fluff?, We Go Up is the shit pt.2, NCT Dream is cute.
Mark
Dude he’d scold you for decades for not singing in public.
He’d encourage you to sing as much as possible because he’s an angel.
He’d probably sing a small part from one of your favorite songs to make you join in without realizing it.
NCTzens thank him for it all day everyday.
He cheers you on all the time but understands when enough is enough.
Renjun
He’d completely understand, but he’d sill silently cheer you on.
Always has his phone ready to record when you’re singing with your headphones in, unaware of the teen.
Invokes you in art projects where he paints something that represents your favorite song only if you sing it for him.
Lies his head on your lap when you are in a decent singing mood and he can never stop smiling the whole time.
He’d make sure that you sing the bridge with him in the songs so that you’re not that embarrassed.
Jeno
He’s so soft when you sing that it makes you bust an uwu.
Physically picks you up and places you in front of everyone and sings duets from high school musical to help you gain confidence.
Can’t contain his excitement when you sing.
He claps the loudest when you finish, and he claps near a mic to prove to people that he’s your biggest fan.
Engulfs you in a hug when you’re done singing. I’m so soft
Haechan
This boy fights you when it comes to singing.
“I bet you can’t hit a higher note than me.”
Since everything between you is competitive and since you are shy with singing, he purposely sings worse to make you win without you knowing.
Falls for you all over again when he catches you singing in the shower.
Harmonizes with you when you’re all alone in the dorms because you’ve become most comfortable with him with singing.
Jaemin
Finds soft romantic songs to sing with you because this boy is a classic flirt.
Always ruffles your hair when you hum to yourself in the car.
He’s very understanding with your fear of singing, however he still encourages you once in a while.
Writes songs with you to help you expand your vocal range.
Truely wants to help you become the best you you can be.
Chenle
This baby is so supportive.
If you don’t want to sing, he sings your parts for you (unless it’s a recording).
He addresses this to fans almost every vlive so no one bashes you for not singing your own part.
Trusts your decision on not singing even though he things your perfect in every way.
Busts an uwu when you do sing.
Jisung
Helps you dance to take off stress, so when you’re being pressured by the members with your singing, he takes you to an empty room and the two of you dance.
However, he plays most of the songs on your playlist so that you can be more happy with what you’re doing.
He mostly helps you with dancing because you mindlessly sing when you practice and Jisung really loves it when you do so.
Doesn’t try to push you to sing because he knows how much you hate it.
Can’t help but smile at your entranced self in the studio’s mirror.
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Go to Sleep || Lee Donghyuck
⇢ summary: you were never one to scold your boyfriend for working too hard, but you couldn’t help yourself as he came home from practice, sweaty and exhausted.
⇢ requested: could you do a nct haechan fluff of cuddly!haechan? maybe like when he just came back home practice and he’s tired and all he wants to do is just relax and cuddle? :3
⇢ genre: fluff; romance; drabble
⇢ word count: 706
⇢ warnings: uwu droppings; some cursing; kinda sad but don't worry; sm needs to let my children sleep.
⇢ note: this is so cute and i’ve been dying to try a haechan au
You paced back and forth in your apartment. Worry, fear and dread clearly plastered on your face. Nervously, you glanced back to your phone every minute or so that went by.
10:45 p.m.
11:07 p.m.
11:34 p.m.
12:12 p.m.
You tried as best as you could to keep your mind off of it but you just couldn’t. The love of your life, Lee Donghyuck, was still working his ass off trying to perfect his dancing back at SM. You couldn't help yourself and enough was enough. You called him.
One ring.
Two rings.
Five rings.
Leave a voicemail after the beep.
You didn’t.
Accepting the pain, you hurried over to your freezer, pulling out a tub of ice cream and the largest spoon you could find. You planned on sharing it with your boyfriend but he was too little too late. The television turned on, another episode of The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina to take your mind off of him, but the more you watched, the more Sabrina and Harvey became lovey-dovey. As you watched, the screen blurred up. Tears. That’s what it was. You were crying. This routine of his had become a daily thing, with him coming home at one in the morning on a good day. He was being worked too much for your liking.
The tears kept coming. Faster and faster, they streamed down your face. Your chest was heaving, your sniffles became louder. The more you cried, the more Harvey and Sabrina kissed. The more you wished it all to be over.
The television turned off.
“Baby, why are you crying?”
You looked up. Those chocolate-brown eyes, that caramel hair. You shoved your face into your hands, you couldn’t bear to face him.
An arm wrapped around your shoulder, pulling you into a sweaty chest. You felt gross by the stench of his hard work but couldn’t muster any energy to tell him to shower.
“Y/n, tell me what’s wrong. Please?” He pushed a strand of hair out of your eyes, turning your head towards his with a gentle hand.
You looked into those beautiful, concerned eyes of his. All of your worries began to disappear. You cupped his cheek with your hand, bushing his soft skin with the pad of your thumb.
“I love you, you know that right?” You whispered quietly into the air. The apartment fell silent again.
He placed his own hand over yours, “Of course sunshine. I love you too, despite me coming home late almost every night, just remember that I’ll always love you.”
You smiled, standing up. You tugged on Donghyuck’s hand lightly, but he didn’t move.
You looked down at him yawning, “You have to shower, you stink.” A smirk slowly creeping its way onto your face.
He chuckled to himself, “Yeah, yeah. Can I just skip it tonight? I’m too tired.”
You looked at him rolling your eyes, "You're going to stink tomorrow and since you have an interview to attend to, I wouldn't recommend it."
You were about to walk away when he looked up.
Those chocolate eyes of his were big and bright, tears threatening to exit. A pout plastered onto his face, bottom lip trembling. You let your guard down and hugged him tight despite that feeling in the back of your head telling you to leave him to decide for himself. However, you wouldn’t let it overcome you.
You kissed his cheek lightly, watching the tips of his ears turn a shade of bright pink. You held his head in his hands. Smiling, he leaned in for a kiss.
You backed away, teasing him. Donghyuck’s eyebrows furrowed together, and within a split second, your back was against the couch, him over top of you, his hands tickling your tummy. You began to kick and scream, tear streaming down your face as you tried to get out from under him. His tickle fights always killed you.
“You can’t escape Y/n!” A smirk played on his lips as he wrapped his hands around your waist, keeping you close to him. His head resting on your chest. You laughed for a little bit before calming down, the two of you lying on the couch in silence. You felt your eyelids get heavy.
Donghyuck moved a bit, startling you. His finger moved to your lips, a shhhhh admitting from his plump lips. “Go to sleep, baby.”
And that’s exactly what the two of you did.
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NCT as Things my Art Teacher has Said/Done
Warnings: My art teacher is the best everyone can fight me.
Taeil: Just start your projects already I don’t care anymore.
Johnny: *rides a bike around the classroom*
Taeyong: There are too many names in my head, what make you think I’ll remember yours?
Yuta: Don’t ask me questions because I probably won’t know the answer.
Kun: He’s a retard and everyone in the art industry knew that but they honestly didn’t care.
Doyoung: *on Friday* Guess what day it is todayyyy!!!
Ten: Now let me interrupt my lesson to deal with an idiot late for class.
Jaehyun: I don’t know what else to call them so now we’re calling them snails.
Winwin: Seriously why did I even become a teacher.
Jungwoo: What the fuck is that word? oooo-wooooo? [uwu]
Lucas: Jesus Christ you have to be kidding me.
Mark: Do I seriously have to do this right now?
Xiaojun: Elementary students are easier to teach than you guys.
Hendery: Fuck.
Renjun: *plays mission impossible theme*
Jeno: This school doesn’t know what the heck they want.
Haechan: You dont want to keep the clay dry like this idiot did or you’ll have to restart your project. You hear that?
Jaemin: All of you should be thankful that someone as handsome as me is here to teach you guys.
Yangyang: You all need to shut up.
Chenle: *plays screamo music first thing in the morning*
Jisung: *long ass sigh*
Y’all who aren’t Kpop stans are missing out on some comedy gold like the random shit idols do is funnier than like 90% of the shit Western artists do like if anything stan Kpop for the meme worthy things they do
Shortest Male Kpop Idols
Woozi, (Seventeen) - 165 cm
Jay, (iKON) - 165 cm
Sungwoon, (Hotshot/Wanna One) - 167 cm
Taeil, (Block B) - 167 cm
Changbin, (Stray Kids) - 167 cm
Taehyun, (Hotshot) - 168 cm
Jinho, (Pentagon) - 168 cm
Han, (Stray Kids) - 168 cm
Kyung, (Block B) - 170 cm
Jeup, (Imfact) - 170 cm
Taeho, (Imfact) - 170 cm
Ten, (NCT) - 170 cm
I.N, (Stray Kids) - 170 cm
Manny, (Varsity) - 170 cm
Is Moon Taeil the only man that deserves rights? Discuss
Jisung: I find that not killing people is very easy
Renjun: Well we all have our dry spells kid
{nct!moodboard} ❝ you are my best memory ❞
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENJUN!
{nct!moodboard} ❝ The stars would be so proud to know their atoms created someone like you ❞
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENO!
rainy days | jaehyun
↳ "your lips are like wine and i want to get drunk”
genre: mainly fluff and a little smut,, just a tad bit though if you squint hard enough you can see the smut.
pairing: jaehyun x reader
word count : 1,823
I quickened my pace as the clouds began to gather in the sky. The once bright and blue sky was darkening to a gravel grey as thunder roared across the sky and i picked up my pace.
The first splatter of rain hit me which caused me to give a deep exasperated sigh.
The rain began to get heavier and heavier with every second which gave me struggles of looking straight ahead, as a result of the rain pelting against my eyes. I folded my arms close to me, trying to stay as warm as possible.
I was listening to the pattern of the rain and the places it landed. It heavily hit on the roofs of buildings and the roofs of cars danced with spray. I focused my hearing on how my shoes come in contact with the concrete and the splashing sound my foot made when i stepped in a puddle to distract me from the current situation.
My concentration was broken when an all too familiar car pulled up besides, I looked over to the car which slowed down completely and the windows rolled down revealing my boyfriend Jaehyun of almost a year now.
“Wow, so not only do you like the rain, but you even love walking in it? You’re insane babe,” he spoke to me jokingly which caused him to get a deadpan look from me.
“Are you going to offer me a ride, or just going to mock me?” I told him, “And, yes I do like the rain. But only when i’m inside, where it’s warm.” His cocky facial expression went away for a split second and turned into a face of disbelief at my snarky remark.
“I guess I can give you a ride” I smiled at him and tried to open the door until he spoke again “If only you come back to my place.” he winked at me,
“I really hate you sometimes,” I rolled my eyes and opened the door and sat on the warm seat that was now becoming drenched.
“Sorry about getting your seat wet,” I sent him an apologetic look.
“Its fine,” he told me and his eyes sparkled just a little. “And you actually love me so I don’t know why you would say such a thing,” He dramatically put a hand over his heart.
“You’re such a big baby,” I responded to him while reaching my hand over to pinch his cheeks.
His face turned a light shade of red and he smiled which caused his dimples to show. Before he could say anything else the question of how Jaehyun knew where I was came to mind. Was it a coincidence and he was just in the area or is my boyfriend a stalker?
“Jaehyun, how’d you know where I was and how did you just so happen to be in the same place as me when it started raining?” I asked amusingly as I watch his face turn into a more dark shade of red, which was darker then before.
“Well, I checked the weather today and I knew it was going to rain, so I was just on my way to your house so we could uh cuddle. But then I saw you,” He awkwardly scratched the back of his neck. Jaehyun was never the one to admit that he wanted to cuddle, because he didn’t want to “lower his manly” pride as he would say. But I know that he’s actually the biggest baby and melts on the inside whenever we cuddled on the couch.
“Awe, the little baby wanted to cuddle,” I teasingly cooed at him.
Jaehyun blushed even more and didn’t even acknowledge my teasing instead he just pulled off and started to drive to his place. I rested my head on the window and listened to the sound of the rain draining out the low sound of the radio.
Every now and then I would glance at Jaehyun. I couldn’t help but to notice all his anomalous features., and I couldn’t help but to notice how when he drives, he taps his thumb on the wheel to the beat of the song. The littlest things about him, make him so exquisite in my eyes. It just makes me so happy to have an actual god as my boyfriend.
In my eyes Jaehyun was everything to me.
I smiled at him and looked away.
“Why are you so smiley,” he asked me while looking over at me. He smiled and his dimples were more noticeable. I felt the car stop and looked around. We were in his driveway, I must’ve been deep in thought.
“Answer my question beautiful,” I blushed at his comment.
“Oh, i was just thinking about you and how perfect you are,” I told him with complete honesty. I looked into my lap and fiddled with the cold and damp fabric of my sweater. Even though i’ve been with Jaehyun for a while now, I’m always afraid of his responses when I give him certain praise. It just usually makes him blush and hug me while he puts his head in the crook of my neck just so that I don’t see him blush but I always do. I mean he looks like a tomato, so its hard not to see that. But still, I don’t want to say something that makes him uncomfortable I suppose.
I felt his hands cup my cheek so that I would look at him and my heart skipped a few beats. I always melt at his touch.
“You’re so sweet Y/N, but i’m not the perfect one. The perfect one is right in front of me,” He grinned.
I looked into his eyes as they glanced down to my lips and I felt him lean in. I started to lean in aswell,practically feeling his breath on my lips. His lips brushed against mine, until a bolt of thunder erupted into the sky making us both jump at the sudden sound.
“Maybe we should get inside.” He suggested and I nodded.
We both got out of the car and basically ran to his front door to avoid getting drenched by the rain. With his key Jaehyun unlocked the front door and I walked in before him soon being hit with the warmth of his living room against my cold and wet skin.
The door shut behind me and Jaehyun spoke to me, “Okay, lets go upstairs. You can wear one of my hoodies to get out of those wet clothes.” He took my hand and lead me upstairs. Meanwhile on the inside I was jumping with joy because I love his hoodies and they’re so soft and they smell like him.
Once we reached his room he immediately went to his dressers to get me the hoodie as he promised and some of his sweat pants aswell.
“Here, you can go change in the bathroom if you want,” He said.
“Its fine i’ll just change in here. Just don’t look at me, weirdo,” I teased him once again.
“Okay Y/N,” He laughed before turning the other way.
I quickly stripped out of my wet clothes and put on the clothes Jaehyun gave me. They were of course to baggy, but extremely comfortable.
“I’m done now,” I announced so Jaehyun could turn back around but he was to busy looking out the window.
I sat on the edge of his bed while he focused his attention on the weather outside.
“The weather is getting worse,” He told me before taking a seat next to me.
“Yeah you’re right” I responded followed by a yawn. I usually get tired from the rain,especially from a thunder storm.
i layed across the soft and warm bed and it smelled like him. I felt comfortable here, not just because of his bed, but because of him. He gave me a feeling of safety and coziness.
I layed on my side and tried to keep my eyes open but I was failing horribly. I knew Jaehyun probably wanted me to stay awake and maybe watch a movie with him since the weather is a perfect reason just to stay inside and watch a movie while cuddling.
“If you want to sleep you can,” He soothingly told me.
“Are you sure? I just don’t wan-“ My sentence was cut off by him snuggling behind me and resting his head in the crook of my neck. I stopped breathing for a split second at the sudden action.
“I said you can,” He softly whispered into my ear.
“Turn around and look at me baby,” He demanded and I listened.
My eyes came into contact with his, and once again his lips were merely touching mine. If I were to lean in a little closer our lips would be touching,reigniting the feeling i’ve been longing for a while, which was his lips against mine.
“I want you,” He spoke against my lips
“You can have me then,” I spoke in a low tone.
His soft lips came into contact with mine. I felt his hand slide down to my lower back.
Our lips moved in sync as I felt the kiss deepen with every second passing. His hands started moving lower until it was on my butt as he lightly squeezed it which caused me to quietly moan, I felt him smile into the kiss. My hands caressed his soft brown hair. He laid me onto my back so that he was now on top of me, not breaking the kiss. He bit onto my bottom lip before removing his lips from mine. I whimpered at the detachment of his warm lips against mine, the only sounds in the room was our heavy breathing and the rain hitting the window.
He leaned in again and I heard the rain stop.
His lips smashed into mine once again as he ran his tongue over my lips. He started kissing my face and made his way up to my ear.
“Your lips are like wine and I want to get drunk” he huskily whispered into my ear. Just those few simples words made me shudder under him.
He kissed along my jawline before making his way down to my neck, as he started to suck my bare skin and I instantly moaned at the sensation of his soft lips sucking away at my neck.
His lips found mine again and once again we were kissing, but this one was much more soft and passionate. He pulled away and we locked eyes,
“Rainy days with you are best,” He soothed before laying besides me, and wrapping an arm around my waist. He started to leave lazy kisses along my cheeks and jawline.
“I love you Y/N,” He whispered.
I smiled to myself. I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else, with anyone else in this moment.
“I love you too Jaehyun.”
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a/n ; uh, hi this is my first time writing something and actually publishing it. hopefully it wasn’t bad and i hope everyone enjoyed! sorry for any errors, i wrote this at midnight and i’m running low on sleep hehe.thanks for reading and if you want to send in requests or just want to say anything really just inbox me! <3
heartbreak | taeyong
↳ “I was so in love with you that I forgot I even existed”
genre : angst and more angst
pairing : taeyong x reader
word count : 976
The night sky was full of stars, but no moon. I was currently looking at the sky while sitting on the park bench where my boyfriend Taeyong told me to meet him.
Earlier today he texted me and told me to meet him here, and it made me quite anxious. For one the text was really vague and he really didn’t tell me why we had to meet here in the park out of all places.
But I obliged and agreed to meet him here, unfortunately while waiting my mind came up with the worst possible scenarios.
To rid myself of those toxic thoughts I reminded myself of how Taeyong is such an amazing boyfriend. To this day I wonder how I ended up with someone so alluring like him. He was everything i’ve ever wanted and more, I couldn’t ask for anyone better. We’re about to make two years of being together and I truly want to spend my life with him and i’m convinced I found my soulmate.
I started to twiddle with my fingers out of habit and I sighed to myself, Taeyong probably had some extravagant date night planned for us which really isn’t something new.
The cold night breeze touched my cheeks, and I shivered.
At this point I wasn’t anxious anymore, I was now annoyed and just to curious as to why he wanted to meet here on a cold winter night, when their was a thousand other places we could’ve went to.
After what felt like years of waiting, I heard soft footsteps approaching me.
“Y/N,” Taeyong spoke gently.
I stood up and admired his beauty. Since it was so cold his pale skin became a tint of red, but he still looked so handsome. I went to go hug him, but he rejected it.
“Is everything okay?” I stammered, the concern was evident in my voice. He sat on the bench and I followed his actions, taking a seat next to him.
“Y/N, I only told you to meet me here because I need to tell you something and it’s been on my mind for a while. It’s only eating me away on the inside and I need to get it off my chest,” He conceded. My hands became clammy and my stomach knotted up. He was very serious, and I could tell because he didn’t even try to maintain eye contact with me.
“O-okay you can tell me,” I stammered.
He heavily sighed before starting to speak.
“The time i’ve spent with you has been absolutely wonderful and we’ve had some really good times together. And I-“ He starting to choke on his own words, his voice becoming weak.
“You what?” I urged.
“I think we should break up,” He spoke lowly and my blood ran cold.
I quickly stood up and looked at him wide eyes, which were now filling with tears.
He stood up aswell, but this time grabbing both of my hands.
“I’m really sorry, I really am. But I just don’t think I love you anymore. You really are such a beautiful and incredible person, so don’t think the reason i’m doing this is because you’re not enough. But sometimes things change and feelings change,” He looked into my eyes, and I felt a single tear roll down my cheek.
“Y/N, I still do really care about you, and I have faith we can still be friends in the future,” He looked at me with hopeful eyes once he mentioned the idea of still being friends.
But their was no hope in me. I was completely broken. Where there was love and light for the man I onced loved was now an aching hollowness and darkness. I removed my hands from his and placed them besides me.
“Taeyong I loved you,” I felt my whole entire world crashing, and everything around me started to spin.
“I loved you with all my heart. I was so in love with you that I forgot I even existed. Don’t even try to say we can still be friends after everything we’ve been through. The promises, the fights, worrying about your health when you failed to care about it on your own, and sometimes even putting your happiness before my own,” I rebuked as I choked back a sob.
Taeyong kept his eyes on me steady, his face full of sorrow.
“I don’t know what else to say except that i’m sorry. And I know saying that won’t make up for anything, but I really do wish the best for you,” He replied with his eyes downcast.
No longer having the strength to reply to his nonsense, I just instead scoffed and sat on the park bench with a huff.
I looked up at Taeyong and we locked eyes for one last time. His eyes held an apologetic look, but the pain he’s experiencing probably doesn’t compare to mine. He is the one that “fell out of love” with me in the first place so I have no sympathy.
“Goodbye, Y/N,” Taeyong spoke one last time before walking away, and I stared until he was out of sight.
The man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with was now gone. The one who made me feel so full of joy, is now making me feel so empty. Tears of regret filled my vision as I quietly sobbed to myself.
With my head hanging low I got up from the bench and made my way home.
I wiped the tears off my face with my sleeves, but they only became replaced with newer and fresh ones.
He was gone and their was nothing I could do, except experience one of the worst feelings in the world and one of the hardest things to describe.
And that thing was heartbreak.
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(a/n : oof that was extremely short i’m sorry ;( i’m thinking about making this into a mini series though, but if i do it won’t be all angst i’ll try to make it have a happy ending. but that’s only if people want me to lol if not i’ll just leave it as it is. and i’m really sorry if this was bad, i wrote this at 2 am and the plot wasn’t really thought out hehe <33
