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A good adaption should not be an exact replica of the original material, but should rather build and expand upon it.
im a fucking sucker for the “character gets so badly injured that they can’t think clearly and start calling for help in a distressingly vulnerable way.” characters who start using nicknames for their friends they haven’t used since they were kids. characters who start begging for their brother they haven’t seen in years to be there. characters who would usually use their parents’ names or call them mother/father/etc crying out mama when they go down. u understand.
I WISH someone would have told me about healing the Chakras a lonnnnng time ago, but thankful now as I have started
I now understand love isn't real
HITTING THE DECK SO HARD RN
DEATHDROPPING BECAUSE THIS IS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS
“Hey Mac could you come save us please—”
Thank you op for pointing this out because... I've been there too. I didn't notice it until now.
I knew there was a reason I was so in tune to Ruby's break down. I was at the same place. A couple of years ago I was stumbling into depression. BIG time. And no matter how I seemed to reach out to my friends (I was at college far away from home) none of them seemed to hear me.
So I did the only thing I hadn't tried yet. I snaped. I yelled at them in their own room, swearing (I NEVER swear, and it's a fun personal reason) but I did because I knew it would grab their attention. And it did.
How did they respond? They got mad at me. Pointed everything at me. How dare I yell at them? How DARE I? It was after this that I cut them out of my life for good. Granted it wasn't the best thing for me to do, but I was deep in depression with no support system. I didn't know what else to do.
And while I don't think Ruby should do that for her team obviously, there are differences between my old friends and her team, I have come to a connection with how Ruby is feeling at this moment, and I literally feel her pain. And I now understand why I do.
Some additional thoughts on Ruby’s breakdown.
I’ve been where she is, I’ve done what she did, and make no mistake: it’s a cry for help. It’s being pushed to the point where lashing out is the only way you can think to get people to recognize that something’s wrong, that you’re not okay, and it’s carried by the anger of “why didn’t you notice? don’t you care?”.
No, it isn’t all that fair to WBY and Jaune. It’s not supposed to be. Ruby isn’t right and she isn’t wrong, and the way she expressed herself definitely wasn’t healthy, but every single other time outside of Chapter 1 where she’s had moments where she’s clearly not okay, she’s been brushed off, interrupted by something going wrong, or the group has already moved on, and she is painfully valid in reaching her breaking point.
What makes it worse? She was met with hostility. She was met with surprise, and wariness, because she’s never been allowed to not be okay. From the moment she was told that she always had to be at her best back at Beacon, she has not had the reprieve of being a person. She’s the leader, she’s the support, she has all the answers, she knows what to do.
“It’s all about you”? It’s never been about her. It’s been about a Huntress, the leader of Team RWBY, a Silver-Eyed Warrior, the daughter of Summer Rose, the way others—the way the rest of the world—perceive her.
It has never, ever been about Ruby Rose, because that’s not who she’s been allowed to be.
Good luck on exams!! ^^
So school (hell) starts tomorrow and I’m not going to be as active as I usually am because my final exams are coming up. Which means that I’m not going to be able to update Masterpiece for a while (I swear once I get a break it’ll be the first thing I do). And the same goes for talking to my Tumblr friends (more of a family really). I know I’ve been MIA for a while but I will be back, I promise <3 @thesirenserenity, @tahciram, @krzed, @flowermochii, @sugar–pie, @angellecookiewingz, @rowcnaravcnclaw
I don't think you all understand I desperately need a sapphic version of It's raining men
HAHAH,LOSER. YOU'RE IN THE CLUB NOW >:D (Send me that playlist)
guys…..
i think i smell a
SHIT ITS A NEW HYPERFIXATION FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
My situation is literally when someone knows or realizes too much... hyper awareness. Then when I try to shine light on certain things that certain people aren't aware of, it's like they cut me off or call me crazy; when I'm simply opening, or trying to open, their eyes about well known patterns and things in the world. They still choose to ignore it instead of realizing that truth and preparing. This isn't about "religion". This is however about factual things happening in our world and happening around us and happening to us that reflect in scripture that was written thousands of years ago. But the people who claim to love me ostracize me. They do not and will not listen. I don't go about preaching to them in a chastising way either. I simply inform them, or try to inform them, and they don't and won't listen; if anything they ignore me and label me crazy. That's what I meant by there is no real love here on Earth. It really isn't. Only God is the one that truly loves and listens and cares. God will never forsake or ostracize you. Only if you aren't faithful then will God have absence. God has the ability and power to truly forgive and forget your transgressions as long as you keep faithful.
I didn't understand what was happening to me for YEARS. I was self-harming and having thoughts that I hated and didn't agree with. I was having issues of loneliness of not wanting to be alone and yet, when people (or other kids when I was a kid) would try to invite themselves into my life, I would always push myself away. I never truly fit in ANYWHERE WITH ANYBODY. But I understand now that it's not because I'm better than anyone or anything like that, but I am chosen and what I mean by that is that I am the only deep thinker around me and not one else ever resonates with me. I say that in the least boastful way possible. I'm not here to boast. But it's something I just really notice, on top of the fact that no one can connect with what I'm going through, I'm single, no children, always been alone truly, always have been attacked spiritually; whether it was seeing things as a child or even as an adult, whether it was being forced to do sexual things when I was younger or whether it was my dad humiliating me or beating me, or whether it was constant bullying and being an outcast by cousins or school friends, whether it was my uncle who constantly got away with bullying or hurting me or whether it was having confused thoughts that I didn't understand. I FORGIVE ALL OF IT🙏. It hurt me, alot of it lead me to a crippling porn addiction, which lead me to turn against myself even more by suicide attempts cutting myself and in recent past years a major sudden, UNEXPECTED, drug addiction🤔😳. It still baffles me because anyone who knows me, drugs were NEVER and were always the furthest thing from anything I ever wanted to deal with. I feel like this all occurred because not only was I not in touch with God earlier on and consistently, but God was calling me and I never gave God the focus that I should have. I'm an only child and barely survived, a premature child. My mother and I almost passed away while she was in labor, She CANNOT have anymore children, I stayed sick as a child, my mother has had constant health issues ever since I was born. With all of this it can't be ignored. I survived alot of deadly suicide attempts. Someone, SOMETHING, wants me here alive for a purpose. I give that up to God. God kept me here and alive for a reason. I can't ignore that. There are many others like me that are HEAVILY tested. I'm not saying that I'm special or better than anyone else. But I do believe, along with MANY others, I am chosen. God bless, and just know, if you feel alone it's because God chose you to be alone and is preparing you. I'm here to listen as well. I WILL NOT JUDGE YOU. I understand the greatly misunderstood. Feel free to talk to me if you feel no one in the world will listen. No matter what it is. God bless
thinking about the canonical 3 cm difference between gai and kakashi. it's not much but it is something that can be so special. to me
Hannibal lecter was peacefully om nom noming his way through Baltimore for YEARS, but one glare and breakup speech from his boyfriend had him on his knees surrendering to the police. Simp.
i dont think you guys understand what im going through rn
i dont think you guys understand what im going through rn
i dont think you guys understand what im going through rn
Take my quiz –> Which one of Bruce Wayne’s love interests are you?
Disclaimers:
1. Half of the results are real love interests and half of them are gay
2. This quiz is dumb and the results tell you nothing about yourself because the descriptions are just me making fun of the characters
Normal Ass People are very nice when everyone else is a cracked-out magic shitlord. The straight man, if you will.
CT, have you ever played D&D? and what class do you play/think you would play?
I enjoy D&D. I play human fighters.