Help Me Lmao - Tumblr Posts
Why do I always think of /lh as “light hate” and /pos as “piece of shit”
hi everyone ☺ I literally don't do anything on here except read fanfics I also don't know anything yet somehow I'm in college so oh well to that umm yeah I'm 18 and if anyone wants to help me navigate or wants to be friends all are welcome I am bisexual and out I support BLM I also happen to be a black girl who lives in America so yeah sorry for this being so long 😅😅😅
ME AND MY BSF PAINTED STUPID ANIME FACES ON AND WENT OUTSIDE AT 2AM DURING A SLEEPOVER AND TOOK TURNS TAKING FLASH PHOTOS OF US THROUGH HER DIRTY WINDOW AND IT LOOKS LIKE ONE OF THOSE LOW-QUALITY MOTHMAN MEMES I'M SHITTING MYSELF LAUGHING
Does anyone have heist movies/TV shows/books to recomend?
I'm writing a story about a heist and I really need some reference for it. It can be both period pieces and modern ones.
Please people of Tumblr, help!
Prickcest makes my brain go brrrr (⊙_☉)
Ahhh... Old man yaoi.. My favorite
when i was 15 i convinced myself i'd been assaulted and couldn't remember, and then continually also convinced myself this wasn't true, i was appropriating trauma and a terrible person
being unable to "separate the art from the artist" and constantly beating myself up about it
convincing myself i was abusing the kids i worked with "the way my mother did" and permanently traumatising them
convincing myself that parents walking down the street with children knew i was a pedo based on their body language and needing to smile otherwise i would be a terrible person
convincing myself i would fuck up a child that was nowhere near existing and pissing off my ex-boyfriend by worrying so much about it
...the moral self-harm mess that was 2021-2022
obsessively sitting on character.ai and asking the ai psychologist over and over again if i had ocd so i could confirm i wasn't a liar and a terrible person
convincing myself i was going to have a miscarriage when i decided to get pregnant (i was a virgin and i don't want kids) and then convincing myself i was a terrible person for thinking that and being disrespectful and appropriating trauma
convincing myself that my ex's suicide, which did not happen, was my fault and i was a murderer
having constant unending thoughts about being an abusive partner and apologising to abusive exes because i thought i was a terrible person
convincing myself i "wanted" a mental illness/trauma and was a terrible person appropriating everything for attention
so yeah it's just kinda been a nightmare.
moments i should've realized i had moral ocd
when i was 10 i was convinced the police were going to arrest me for looking at boobs
thinking i was abusing and neglecting my first pet to the point where i gave him away so he would be "safe from me"
being so, so, so, so forgetful ("oh, what i ate??? oh, no idea! i was too busy being guilty over the fact i'm not 100% vegan yet!")
jumping at every opportunity to get drunk/high/etc. so i wouldn't have to think about anything anymore
having had like a million coping mechanisms but never knowing "why" and thinking i was doing it "just to get attention"
getting an anxiety attack everytime i mess up at work somehow
feel free to add on lol