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would talk abt how dangerously yours: the masquerade coded they are but y’all ain’t ready for that 😟😔‼️‼️

“if i betray you, i betray myself. if i betray him, i betray my country. my country is very dear to be.”

“dearer than i?”

“…”

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“do you think i wanted to love you? knowing where you came from and what your mission was? don’t you suppose that every hour we were together i was thinking “she’s just pretending”?”

“i wasn’t! i loved you!”

“and i loved you so much i let you pretend?”

I wanna follow up on something...

So maybe it's stupid that I'm still thinking about this, but I think my brain has finally figured out the whole thing with Harlequin killing Helbram...

For the full context, you can read these discussions discussion with @ambersky0319 here discussion with @cupidthewriter here discussion including @wow-skylar here

I don't have the same sort of rant or preamble or what-all like I did the last time I brought this up. It's just something my brain came up with after chewing on the issue long enough.

In my last post on the subject there was a lot of argument about how Harlequin handled the situation, like from the standpoint of examining his actual actions and motives for the actions themselves. And since that was so thoroughly debated, it's not something my brain has cared to put anymore time into. That part is as resolved as it can be for me.

Instead my mind was working on the thought of "How could Harlequin actually do it? Like how did he have the heart to murder his best friend?" And that was much easier to answer actually.

Regardless of my insistence that he should or could have tried to talk/plead Helbram down first -or weather or not it would have worked if he had...-. It really had to be him.

Harlequin had to do it himself. Because he didn't see another answer. Helbram had to go down. But damned if Harlequin would ever let anyone else lay a hand on his best friend.

And there's actually proof of that!

So yeah... I still stand by the idea that Harlequin should have at least tried something none violent before killing Helbram the first time. But I think I can forgive him now.

[KazuShidou Alien Stage Cure AU]

"Sick of these nights to come

To be engulfed in silence

In your gaze where I'm seen

Consume me

Yes, me"

im so so normal about them actually

AAAUUUUUGGGHHHH FRRGGRGDHDHGEVDBXHYD SNHZHDBDBSHSGSF AAAAUUUUUHHHHH

You know what? Fuck you *undooms your yaoi*

some sketch requests from twitter

"I have never seen something more beautiful" omfg too precious

Bill at therapy! I made more! Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

Ignore how inconsistent I am….I just doodle and go with whatever

Me go back to the empire…I..couldn’t possibly..MARRY YOU?! Caspar this..so sudden…

Feel the need to share this brokeback mountain shirt I made in 8th grade

BYEE I FR THOUGHT THEY WERE ABOUT TO KISS 😭😭

FDJRJDHEBHSBSVEVW fishii why did u rebpog this 😞

because I’m still not over them

“I bet on losing dogs,

I always want you when I’m

finally fine.”

charlie was thiz you.,..

anyways RAHHHHH RAHHHH TAHHHH I LOVE THSISSS

another BANGER POST from user coolguyontheblock HOORAHHH

a little birdie told me you did art requests.. smth with r!henry and charles mayhaps 👉👈

wonder what he's sayin!! Revenged makes me sick in the head, love that ending

Hikaru and Yoshiki are a perfect example of toxic codependency. Yoshiki needs Hikaru to withstand the grief of losing his best friend/unrequited love and Hikaru just needs Yoshiki because he literally became his reason to live. As much as I love them, they are not good for eachother.

Up until here anyways. "Hikaru" realizes he is only harming Yoshiki by staying with him. Yoshiki is still grieving and so that's why he reacts like this, and "hikaru" realizes this. He says that he wants Yoshiki to properly move on from Hikaru's death because what they have ISNT healthy. Long story short, this story is so well written.

(Pt 1) Doomed Davekat REDRAW

(Original picture)

yaoi size difference

This is just a dump post cause I think too much about a dog guy

So I made an OC called Dogman (he's a superhero, because obviously.), basically being a dog in human form but my goodness do I make things...

He is every dog motif in one person. He refuses to give up on anyone, even those who are far beyond saving. He will go through great pain and hurt to protect everyone from anything. He doesn't understand when someone doesn't like him or doesn't want to be his friend. He tries and tries to gain positivity in everyone's eyes. He has a boiling point. He barks, snarls, bites. He is good, he hopes.

Protecting his small town, he's adored by everyone. No one wants him to leave. Not even his nemesis, Sterling Shaw.

They make me want to scream.

Sterling "I can control people simply by touching them" Shaw & Connor "I've never been afraid to touch you" Cairn.

Sterling "everyone leaves me so I'll kick them even harder" Shaw & Connor "I'll never leave, no matter how hard they kick" Cairn.

Sterling "I'll destroy Connor, I'll ruin him" Shaw & Connor "I'll save Sterling, I'll protect him" Cairn.

DO. YOU. FUCKING. SEE.

Sterling has never had a friendship unbound. He doesn't understand giving. Only taking and taking. He has never had a connection not built on chains and demands. He latches onto his slaves' need to obey. They need his orders like they need air. He is bad, he knows.

They're sick. I love them.

Also I made a playlist for them, if you're interested!! It's mostly Mitski, cause I have a problem.

I came up with this idea and these characters YESTERDAY and they've rotted my brain.

I need someone else to understand my vision. Please.

I can't even develop them because every time I think about them I feel sick and have to start pacing.

This is just a dump post cause I think too much about a dog guy

So I made an OC called Dogman (he's a superhero, because obviously.), basically being a dog in human form but my goodness do I make things...

He is every dog motif in one person. He refuses to give up on anyone, even those who are far beyond saving. He will go through great pain and hurt to protect everyone from anything. He doesn't understand when someone doesn't like him or doesn't want to be his friend. He tries and tries to gain positivity in everyone's eyes. He has a boiling point. He barks, snarls, bites. He is good, he hopes.

Protecting his small town, he's adored by everyone. No one wants him to leave. Not even his nemesis, Sterling Shaw.

They make me want to scream.

Sterling "I can control people simply by touching them" Shaw & Connor "I've never been afraid to touch you" Cairn.

Sterling "everyone leaves me so I'll kick them even harder" Shaw & Connor "I'll never leave, no matter how hard they kick" Cairn.

Sterling "I'll destroy Connor, I'll ruin him" Shaw & Connor "I'll save Sterling, I'll protect him" Cairn.

DO. YOU. FUCKING. SEE.

Sterling has never had a friendship unbound. He doesn't understand giving. Only taking and taking. He has never had a connection not built on chains and demands. He latches onto his slaves' need to obey. They need his orders like they need air. He is bad, he knows.

They're sick. I love them.

Also I made a playlist for them, if you're interested!! It's mostly Mitski, cause I have a problem.

I came up with this idea and these characters YESTERDAY and they've rotted my brain.

I need someone else to understand my vision. Please.

a mask of my own face, i’d wear that