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Nico hated the feeling of his binder on his chest, the texture and the cloth was torturing him. Especially cus it was summer, the hot air was everywhere even in his cabin.

But on the other hand there is NO WAY he was taking that off, the dysphoria is way too much and he couldn’t stand even more people looking at him. So Nico had the biggest conflict of the times in his hands, and he didn’t seem like he was about to make a decision.

Instead he stayed there, curled up on his cabin’s floor, “no one would notice if I stayed here all day…” he thought to himself. But his body made no effort to get up, and change out of his binder. It was silly but Nico couldn’t think what would be worst to handle, the dysphoria or the horrible overstimulation from the texture.

“Nico?” He hears his bf’s voice form the outside of the cabin, yet he made no attempt to get up. “Neeks I know you’re in there,” the voice said, now standing at his front door. Nico hear some shuffling along with noises that sounded as if someone was picking his lock, “great,” he thought.

The door opens and there stood the shadow of none other than Will Solance, “there you are,” he said, seemingly proud of himself for opening the door. “Come on death breath you can’t lay there all day,” will exclaimed, but in Nico’s opinion that sounded like a great plan, “yes I can,” Nico said, then turned his body to look away from the door.

Will walked into the cabin, closing the door behind him. He sat down next to Nico, “are you having a bad day?” Will asked, he seemed very genuinely about it. Nico just nods his head, not really in the mood to talk to anyone. “Come here,” his bf told him, gently sweeping him off the cold floor and onto his lap.

“Do you want to talk about it?” That question seemed inevitable, Nico knew it was coming, but he didn’t know what to say. It’s not like his problem would be taken seriously by many people, Will is different though, he cares an awful lot. “I don’t like the feeling of the binder right now,” Nico explained. “Cant you take it off then?” To that Nico just shook his head, and Will seemed to get the message.

Will paused for a moment, before walking out of the cabin. Leaving a very VERY confused Nico behind, what was that even about? But not too long after Will had returned, Nico wasn’t sure why he’d ever think he wouldn’t. “I got you my hoodie, they’re like a whole size bigger than yours,” he explained. And that simple action made Nico’s whole day, in ways Will couldn’t even imagine.