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10 months ago

“We absolutely should not be doing this,” the hero whispered, but there wasn’t any heat to it. The other end of the line rustled as the villain laughed.

“There are a lot of things we shouldn’t be doing. Namely, I shouldn’t commit felonies, you shouldn’t talk to a felon…” their friend trailed off.

This time, the hero was the one who laughed. Outside, a bird began to chirp with the sunrise, and the villain sighed.

“Time distance.”

“Time distance,” the hero agreed, and by god if the miles weren’t a wound in itself.

“You should sleep,” the villain murmured. The hero hummed.

“Probably, yeah.”

Neither of them hung up.

“If I promise to call tomorrow, will you go to bed, please? For me?”

The hero sniffed, eyes heavy as the sun peeked through their blinds.

“Promise?”

“Pinkie.”

The hero slumped backwards. “I won’t hang up though.”

The villain laughed, softly, with an affection the hero didn’t want to think about.

“I’ll do the heavy lifting, once again,” but the hero knew they smiled as they said. The line clicked off.

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“Hey, Sunshine. Committing nefarious acts of kindness and good deeds, I take it?”

“Hey,” the hero was breathless, hand pressed against their side. It came back bloody.

Any humor dropped from the villain’s voice in an instant.

“You’re hurt.”

The hero managed a pathetic laugh, flinching.

“Just a little.”

“It doesn’t sound like a little.”

The hero eyed their wound, swallowing.

“Absolutely just a little.”

“It’s a good thing you’re the kid of a hero, because love, you absolutely suck at lying.”

The hero tried to pretend something didn’t warm in their stomach at the endearment.

“I have…bandages. And antiseptic. And some good old natural dirt to rub into it if all else fails.”

The villain sighed on the other end of the line, and the hero knew they were rubbing their brow. For some reason, despite the pain, it made the hero grin.

“I’m fine,” they promised, and when the villain stayed silent, they said it again. “I’m fine.”

“If you die I’ll be mad at you.”

“Fairly certain that is the wrong sentiment for a villain to have towards a hero—“

“Has the bleeding stopped?”

The hero slapped some tape around the edge of the gauze, blood still dried around the edges.

“Yes.”

The relief was palpable.

“Good. Go to bed.”

“You’ll call again?”

“Promise.”

The hero smiled.

“Pinkie.”

The villain hung up.

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“You wouldn’t happen to have a flamethrower I could borrow, do you?”

The hero blinked, holding the phone away from their face for a moment.

“I’m sorry?”

“Oh, don’t be, I just need one,” the villain snorted, and a loud crash sounded in the background.

“What on earth are you doing?” Concern rolled in the hero’s gut. The villain laughed.

“You’re going to want plausible deniability sunshine.”

“Right,” they paused. “But why a flamethrower?”

“It has flames, it throws them, what else could I ask for in an object?”

“I can throw flames.” Even though the villain couldn’t see it, the hero let a spark flicker on their finger tips.

“And again,” the villain’s voice lowered. “What more could I ask for?”

The hero didn’t have a response to that, but the villain somehow, like they always did, knew that.

“Any bruises I should know about?”

“And what would you do about them? You live on the other side of the country,” the hero teased.

“I can steal a fighter jet in less than half an hour.”

The hero blinked at the seriousness in the villain’s tone. They laughed, nervously.

“Please don’t do that.”

The villain sighed. “You ruin my fun.”

“I haven’t arrested you, so I think that should get me brownie points.”

“You live on the other side of the country,” the villain parroted.

“I could get there faster than a fighter jet,” the hero said. The villain snorted again.

“Will you—“

“Call again? Pinkie.”

The hero smiled. “Promise.”

The villain hung up.

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The hero picked up the phone on the third ring, smiling.

“Hey trouble maker, what’s—”

All they got in response was a pained wheeze.

“Villain,” the hero said, gut plummeting. “Are you okay?”

“Fine,” the villain bit out, breath short. “I’m okay.”

“You don’t sound okay.”

The villain gave something that was either a laugh or a sob.

“Mhm.”

“What’s going on,” their voice broke, and the villain fell silent.

“It’s going to be okay,” they murmured. And the hero knew.

Innately, in a painful, wretched way, they knew.

“My dad is there.”

Their dad, the superhero. Their dad, who had forbidden them from ever speaking.

Their dad, who wanted the villain, their villain, dead.

The villain made a quiet noise of ascent.

“I’m coming—”

“You won’t make it.”

The hero stilled.

“How bad is it?” Their hands were shaking. They couldn’t find their suit, why couldn’t they find their suit—

“Too fast for a fighter jet,” the villain tried, voice too light and wet with tears.

The hero slammed a drawer closer, throwing open the door to the basement, searching for something, anything.

“I can be faster,” they grit out, breathless. Their chest hurt.

“Not that fast.”

“Please,” the hero sobbed, and on the other end of the line, the villain did too.

“Don’t do this to me.”

“I don’t want to,” the villain swore. They coughed, and it was a deathly thing.

Something slammed in the background on the end of the line, and the hero’s fingers clenched around the phone.

“What was that?”

The villain let out a pained whine, phone crackling as they shifted away, before their voice came over the speaker again.

“I’ll call again tomorrow.”

The hero’s face was wet.

“Promise?”

The villain let out a small sob, but they still sounded like they were smiling, soft with affection.

“Pinkie.”

The hero didn’t mean to say what came next.

“I love you.”

The villain didn’t even pause, breath hitching. “I love you too.”

The line crackled.

“Sunshine, I need you to do something for me now,” the villain rasped, voice choked with pain and tears and love and fear. “I need you to hang up.”

The hero forgot how to breathe.

“No—”

“Please,” the villain took a sharp breath through their nose, and it sounded painful. “Just this once. I can’t do it this time.”

“Villain,” the hero began, but the villain cut them off as something crashed in the background once more.

It sounded like a building falling.

It sounded like the hero breaking, too.

“Sunshine,” the villain pleaded. “Just once. I’ll-I’ll call you back. I swear.”

They could both taste the lie.

The hero sniffed.

The villain sobbed.

And for the first time, the hero hung up.

The villain never called them back.


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2 years ago

Prompt:

"Why did you stop?"

"When no one is listening, is there a point in talking?"


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2 years ago

Writing Prompt:

Didn't you know? Monsters like us don't get a happy end"

Or:

"Haven't you read the fairytales? You know monsters like you and I never get happy endings"


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2 years ago

Writing Prompt:

”Have you ever seen a ghost before?”

Or:

”I/I’ve felt like a ghost for so long”


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1 year ago

They had been torturing cruelly, betraying and denying feelings towards each other their whole life.

Until the Great War nearly over, they confessed and forgave, putting the ugly rivalry aside and swearing oath to each other under the gods. They proved love could stand so strong it beated the long lasting hatred.

They were madly in love and have about one year of pure happiness and peace until Aegon died on the labor bed covered in blood and left a hole on Jacaerys’ heart even the Seven Kingdoms couldn’t fill in.

We can plant a memory garden

Say a solemn prayer

Place a poppy in my hair

There's no morning flory

It was war it wasn't fair

And we will never go back to that

Bloodshed crimson clover

the worst was over

My hand was the one you reached for

All throughout the Great War

🎵.


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2 years ago

Teaser [I don't have a title for this yet]

"WE WERE SUPPOSED END IT TOGETHER"

Thunder claps around them; rain falling heaver than earlier.

"Why? Why did you do it? This wasn't the plan"

Stede looked at Edward with sorrowful eyes, pleading for an answer. His sword deep in the others stomach, blood blending with the rain as it fell onto the ground.

"I'm Sorry. I just wanted a happy ending" Edward said with his voice shaking.

Stede let out a sob, "You didn't need to go this far! We could have a peaceful life without war, without the bloodshed of our friends..."

Edward let out a sigh, "I wanted you to have a peaceful life without the decree".

Everything fell silent between the two. Stede pulled Edward in to an embrace, ignoring his own sword in his lovers stomach.

Edward gasped, "I hope one day, maybe if God has pity on me". There was a smile on his face, looked at Stede one last time "We will be able to live together, peacefully".

Edward's breathing stopped.

Within the woods a scream so painful could be heard with the claps of thunder and the falling rain.


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1 year ago

Please I am begging. I need fanfic recommendations of the most painful angst that will hurt my chest and have me sobbing for days. Any and all suggestions welcome please. Preferably no happy ending because I like torturing myself

Fandoms:

Percy Jackson and Olympians

Maze runner

Hunger games

Harry Potter (+marauders era obv)

Lockwood and co

Marvel


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2 years ago

Prompt 3

The screaming match had final subsided, the silence crushing down on the two siblings.

“What happened to us?” The youngest asked, tears brimming in their eyes, threatening to overflow.

The eldest looks up at the person they once swore to protect.

“We grew up.” They stated, face showing no emotions. Though a scream was clawing at their throat.

Their eyes were drawn to the tears dripping down the youngest cheeks. Blotchy skin and a runny nose coated their face.

The elder looks back to their feet. 

“Or at least I did.” 


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2 years ago

So I was rewatching rescue bots and I just had a thought for one of the episodes, its the one in season 4 episode 24. Where in the episode the rescue team go to a damaged building to retrieve the peoples personal belongings after it was blown up on its side making it hard for it to stay together, mic and chief (Her Dad) head inside to find one thing left on the list, someone’s medicine. While the others were out side until they all heard a rumbling noise coming from the collapsing building and as they were getting out Chief Burns almost gets buried under pieces of the building but Mic pushes him out of the way in time, however she gets buried under the broken pieces of the building. Immediately the bots in a panic (almost about to have a spark attack) remove the pieces off Mic and see that she is unconscious until a second later she wakes up but only for a couple of seconds until she falls unconscious again. (This genuinely scared the FUCK out of the bots because they thought that she just died in font of them.)

So I Was Rewatching Rescue Bots And I Just Had A Thought For One Of The Episodes, Its The One In Season
So I Was Rewatching Rescue Bots And I Just Had A Thought For One Of The Episodes, Its The One In Season

(DONT WORRY EVERYONE SHE LIVES) ⬇️

(She just need some time to recover after maybe breaking 3 ribs in her ribcage.)

@eva-artist-face @digital-darling-arts


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1 year ago

Tsireya x Reader where the reader is from the Omaticaya Clan. They like each other but they are scared of Ronals reaction.

Or

Tsireya x Lo’ak where their relationship blooms after the war.

Either one is fine thank you😝

Tsireya X Reader Where The Reader Is From The Omaticaya Clan. They Like Each Other But They Are Scared

“Afraid” || Avatar,TWOW

Synopsis:you and your family arrive to seek safely from the Metkayina clan. During your stay,you’ve started seeing one of the locals in a different way..

Warnings: Theres fluff at the beginning, but at the end it’s angst!

Notes: I didn’t know which gender you would prefer. So I made the reader Gender Neutral! Thank you for the request anon! 💛

© 2023 whatisthatmae - please do not steal my work,upload, nor copy any of it on any other websites. All of the rights of my work goes to me. If you have any inspiration please tag me as well!

You and Tsireya are both 18 years old!

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You and your family left your home to seek safety away from the Sky people. It was sad leaving your home,but you knew it was for the best to keep your family safe. You didn’t exactly know where you all were going to go but it seemed like your father did.

You all traveled through eclipse and through storm. Your Ikran was getting tired of flying but then you say ahead a place which looked like…a reef? You didn’t know what exactly your father has lead you all here for so you were just confused. When you all were approaching you saw the people of the clan. Which they look very different from what you were used to seeing.

You landed on the island and all of their clan all of a sudden showed up. Their faces were kind of giving us mixed signals. Some were looking like they were confused,while others gave looks of disapproval. You all landed your Ikrans on the sandy shore and as you all got off,your father being the first to step foot on the land walked towards the people with his hands raised as if to show peace.

The locals kept staring and after a few minutes you’ve gotten uncomfortable but luckily your older brother Neteyam saw your discomfort and stood beside you to shield you from their eyes. You look around the place trying to take it all in when your eyes landed on something in the water.

It seemed to be a person, a beautiful one in fact. You were starting at her for awhile as she moved out of the water,it was so hard to take you eyes off of her. As she fully came out of the water the two of you made eye contact for a few seconds. “Hey” you said with a small smile. You tried to wave at her but your brother smacked your hand down as the Olo’eyktan showed up.

All she did in return was giggle at you and smile and you couldn’t help but feel all giddy inside as you watch your father and the Olo’eyktan talk. In the middle of their conversation a woman showed up, dressed in more finer clothes so she had to the Tsahik. After a while your father and the clan leader finally decided that you and your family would stay with the clan..as long as you all adapt.

He mentioned that his son & daughter will assist you all along the way. “My children, Ao’nung and Tsireya will be assisting your children to adapt to the water.” Then you looked to his side and there she was. You finally caught her name and smiled to yourself. It was a very beautiful name suited for her. “Come! I will show you our village.” She looked very excited to help us. You could just tell You’ll have a good time with her during all this.

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It has been a few weeks of being with the Metkayina and you and your siblings have been learning well. Recently Tsireya has been giving you longing looks,staring a little too long at you. You obviously noticed a few times since she wasn’t even trying to be secretive about it. Don’t get me wrong, you have a HUGE crush on her,but your not as obvious.

There was one thing you had trouble with during your lessons that you just couldn’t get right and you were frustrated. Your breathing was still off and you couldn’t be under water as long as your siblings because of it.

Tsireya noticed that you weren’t following them under water the she looked up and there were your legs still in the water. She swam up next to you while you were still catching your breath. “Are you okay? Do you need any help?” She looked at you with her eyebrow muscles moving upward in question.

“No! I keep trying to get used to the breathing technique and it keeps failing!” Your lips pout for a moment and Tsireya giggles at this wit her hand up to her mouth. “It is fine. I will help you. How about tonight? I’m free then.” She looked at you in question again. You took this as your opportunity to make your move on her.

You were occupying yourself with things to do until it became eclipse. You were making a necklace for Kiri, you’ve seen her looking at these crystals in the ocean so you’ve gotten some for her. You hid the necklace under a blanket and headed out of your Marui.

You walked a long the shore for a while and soon enough,you saw her on a rock in the waters. So you swam up to her smiling and she gave you a warm smile back. You pulled your self on the rock and sat criss crossed.

“We will start with you lesson now.” She said as she gently put her hand on your stomach and chest. “Breathe in slowly.” You feel your heart beat faster because of how close she is to your face. “Your heart rate is very fast. Calm down.” Smiling gently you nodded as if determined.

You tried to slow your heart beat down but it failed. She looked up at you in your eyes without saying anything. It was like a silent plea she gave you and before you two know it your kissing in the middle of the night. Her hand on your waist and your hand behind her neck to pull her closer to you.

Unfortunately,you had to part ways to breathe. You looked at each other with so much adoration for each other. “I will see you tomorrow at our lessons.” She smiled at your brightly and swam back to shore in no time. You waited for her to leave before you sighed like you were in love. After a while of waiting you swam back to shore and walked to your family’s Marui.

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Over the next few days you and Tsireya have been doing that often. Even during the lessons, kissing behind huge rocks or coral reefs you name it. Both of your parents hav been suspicious of you two lately,seeing a change in your behaviors.

So, all four of them met up late at night to have a discussion about you two. “Do you think something is going on between them? They’ve both been acting the exact same, all giggly and happy.” Your mother said with a worries look on her face.

Tonowari sighed and said “I do think something is going on, the behavior was just so sudden.” Tonowari seemed more calm about this situation, meanwhile Ronal is not having it. She believed Tsireya needs to distractions during her Tsahik training and you were clearly on of them.

“I think we should keep that away from each other.” All of the parents look at her to continue. “It won’t be temporary, just until Tsireya becomes Tsahik in my place..I cannot have her having any distractions from that.” With a stern look on all of their faces they agree and nod their heads.

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You and tsireya have been distant from each other lately. Nothing bad was going on between the two of you,but your tasks were just keeping you apart. You still try and make time for each other but it was never long, only a few minutes.

While you and Tsireya were walking past each other she stopped you and whispered in your ear “Come meet me at our spot tonight.” She said with a worried look. You nodded and kept walking ahead wondering what she was so worried about.

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Surprisingly you swam to the rock first this time getting there before her. Usually she was always there before you. Hmm. Somethings definitely wrong. Sooner or later she shows up and apologizes for being late. “What did you need to discuss? When you came to me you seemed worried. What is wrong?” She sighed and looked down at her fingers.

“I don’t think we should do.. this anymore.” She gestures to you and her. Did she not like you anymore? Why would she do this? ”Why? Have I don’t something wrong? I promise I’ll fix it-” “No! it is not you. It is our parents. I think they’re onto us and..to my mother, becoming the Tsahik after her means everything to her. I don’t want to let her down.” Looking down, you understand want she meant, she thought you were being a distraction towards her and her goal.

“But just know,during anything ____ I see you.” She said witha genuine face but it was also full with hurt. “I see you Tsireya” you sniffled slightly and tried to give your best smile to her only to fail.

It hurt your heart knowing that you won’t be able to be together because of that,but you respect her and her wishes with a silent nod and tears coming down your face slowly. You got up and swam back to shore. “____! Wait!” She yelled after you but you just kept walking. Wiping your tears away.

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The days after that, you and Tsireya never talked about anything other than the lessons it was something she forgot to show you all because it slipped her mind..because during that time she was with you.

You never look her way anymore. Never thought about her more than a helping guide on how to live there. The same goes for her, she is trying to keep her reputation up,& being with someone? Was not on the table.

I guess that’s just how it was going to be from now on..

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Hello!! My first Angst story! I hope it was good enough for your tastes! My hands are really tired from writing,since I write all of my “stories” in just one time period. 😅


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2 years ago

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ran haitani x female! reader

warnings: fluff to angst, more angst than anything though :/, some violence, jealous Ran, mentions of abuse

summary: looking back on your life with Ran Haitani, you try to figure out where your relationship went wrong. only to figure out, none of it was ever your fault.

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You met Ran Haitani when you were 15 years old, just a year younger than him. You knew how him and his brother were the infamous rulers of Roppongi. You knew how everyone feared him, terrified by the mere presence of them.

But not you.

Ran took a liking to you when he met you through Rindou. You used to come over and help Rindou study, while Ran would watch you from the living room. He would always give you soft looks, causing a blush to rise on your cheeks each time. “Get with eachother already! I need to pass this test.”

Ran took Rindous advice and asked you out later that night.

You didn’t go straight back to school after graduating. Instead, you moved in with Ran. You cooked for him, cleaned around the apartment, washed and put up his clothes. Ran knew then that you would be the perfect little house wife. You even remember the conversation in bed with him one night.

“You don’t need college, we got everything we need.”

You raised a brow at him, laying your cheek against his chest. “We still live in this apartment with your brother.”

“What’s wrong with that?”

He couldn’t convince you to not go back to school. So he would drive to and from class everyday, never leaving until you entered the building. He was never late, until he was.

A friend from class stayed with you as you waited. And right as Ran drove up, his ride came as well. He gave you a quick hug and a smile, before leaving.

You smiled at Ran, taking the helmet from his hands. “Who the hell was that?”

“Oh, just a friend from class. He stayed with me until you got here. Where were you?”

Ran stared in the direction the car drove off to, snapping out of it when you waved a hand in front of his face. “Gang meeting ran a little longer than it should’ve, it won’t happen again.”

You sat in class the next day, waiting for it to start. Looking at the door, you seen you friend who waited with you. Though, he was definitely not the same.

He had bruises all over him, his lip was busted, his eye was almost swollen shut, and his arm was in a cast. When he seen you, he quickly moved to the other side of the room, as far from you as possible.

You left your last class early, taking a taxi home. When you walked in, Ran and Rindou were sitting on the couch, talking as Ran was putting his shoes. They both looked at you with surprise. “Hey baby, you’re home early?”

“What did you do?”

It was silent as you and Ran stared at eachother. He stood, putting the unlit cigarette behind his ear. “I did what I felt was right.”

“By almost killing him?!”

“Why do you care so much!? Huh?”

“Because you can’t just go around and do that to people! We seen some delinquents hanging around, you were late, he stayed. What’s so wrong with that?”

Ran let out a bitter laugh, getting closer to you as he backed you into the wall. “Some delinquents? Baby, you know every delinquent in this fucking district know to not even look at you. On top of that, he had the audacity to put his hands on you.”

Your jaw was clenched tightly as you stared at him. “I don’t trust all of them, no matter what you tell me. And ‘audacity’? Really Ran? He was being nice.”

He punched the wall next to you, causing a small scream to come from you and for Rindou to jump up. “Ran stop!”

“You’re mine! No one else put their hands on you.” Tears filled your eyes as you glared at him, watching his crazed eyes soften. “Don’t cry baby.”

Pushing him off of you, you ran up the stairs. “I’m leaving!”

“You’re not going no fucking where!” Rindou ran and stood in front of the stairs, pushing Ran back.

“Go calm the fuck down before you do something you’ll regret.”

You remember how you shifted closer to the wall that night once you feel the bed dip in. Ran let out a sigh before wrapping his arm around you, pulling you in. Stuffing his face in the crook of your neck, you both just stayed quiet. “I apologize for I did, it wasn’t right.”

You turned in his arm, Ran slightly smiling at you small pout. “Do you mean it?”

He brought you in closer, holding you to his chest. “Of course I mean it baby.” He brought your face up, giving you a gentle kiss. “I never want to see you cry again.”

That was the second and last time you fought with Ran. Usually you would just bicker back and forth but would laugh it out before it became a big deal.

You graduated college with a writing degree, becoming the assistant to a big time editor in Tokyo. Mikey had formed Bonten, making Ran one of the executives. Ran asked you to marry him, doing it quietly at a courthouse. Everything in your life was going right.

Until it wasn’t.

You remember how it started. You were doing laundry, folding and putting it away. You came across some socks, they were too small to be Rans and you didn’t own a pair like these. Deciding to question Ran on it later, you put them away in your nightstand.

Later that evening, Ran came home, walking to the kitchen as you cooked dinner. He wrapped his arms around you, kissing up your neck, making you giggle. “Ran stop, I’m trying to cook.”

“And I’m just trying to love on you~”

You turned around, wrapping your arms around his neck and he kissed you deeply. His hands gripped your hips as yours pulled at his hair, moans coming from both of you. He turned the stove off and dinner became forgotten.

As well as the socks.

The second time was when he came home late. You finishing up in the bathroom when you heard the door shut, as well as stumbling around. Sighing, you turned the bathroom light off and got into bed, waiting for Ran to stumble up the stairs.

He walked into the room with a big smile, drunk out of his mind. “Babyyyy~”

Falling into the bed, you cringed at the smell coming from him, sweat and alcohol. You knew he’d be out with Rindou and Sanzu. “You need a shower.”

He looked up at you with a cheeky grin. “Help me?”

You helped take off his clothes, getting the water ready. Turning around, you went to speak before stopping, noticing the reddish bruise that was on his neck. He seen the way your eyes wondered and immediately defended it.

“Sanzu fucking threw his cigar at me tonight, that asshole. It’s fine really, barley hurts.”

You weren’t stupid, by no means. Though he was drunk, and you weren’t in the mood for it. “Let’s get you in the shower.”

The last, and final time, was really the topping on the cake. You were at your desk, outside of your bosses office when one of the new employees had walked to you. She had files, so you were expecting her to hand them to you. “You’re y/n Haitani, right?”

“Yeah that’s me. Do you need me to take those files?”

She giggled slightly, a small smirk taking over her lips. “No actually.” Pulling a gold ring from her pocket, you watched as she set it down on your desk. “Your husband left that at my place three days ago. He’s just so forgetful.”

It was Rans ring. Your initials were on the inside of the band. She walked away as you just stared at the ring. So many thoughts were going through your head.

You went home that night, packed your things and sat at the bar, waiting for Ran. You spun his ring on the counter, your wedding ring sitting near the sink.

The door unlocked and you lifted your eyes, watching Ran walk in. He saw you and smiled, you giving one back. “Hi baby.” He walked up and gave you a kiss, looking around the kitchen. “We going out for dinner tonight?”

You slightly shook your head. “No, I was thinking we just make sandwiches or something.”

He looked beyond confused but nodded nonetheless. He began getting the stuff out, pouring himself a glass of whiskey in the process. You just glared at his back. “Are you missing something, Ran?”

He turned around, seeing you play with his wedding band and smiled. “Hey, where did you find it? I’ve been looking for this for a while.” He took it and put it back on his hand, seeing yours was off. He picked it up, wanting to put it back in your finger.

“I’ll put it on later.”

His eyes narrowed slightly before he nodded. He went back to making the food. “Remember when I was in highschool, and we had just started dating, and you thought I cheated on you?”

He tensed up very quickly, slightly looking back over his shoulder. That was the first you both fought, and it almost led to a breakup. Though just like the second time, he was so in love with you, he wouldn’t let you go. “That was a long time ago, why are you bringing that up?”

You shrugged, tapping your nails on the counter. “I was doing my makeup before going into work, and I just remembered, how hard it was to cover that bruise. You know, the one you gave me. When you thought I cheated on you.”

He slammed his cup on the counter, becoming aggravated. “Why would that be something you remember all of the sudden? You do your makeup every day.”

You smiled at his outburst, amused by it really. “I’m just curious is all. You hit me because you thought I cheated on you. What do I get to do, to you, for actually cheating on me?”

His lips were parted, and his eyes widened at what you said. You raised a brow, tilting your head while he just gave you that stupid look. “Did you know she works at my office, Ran?”

“Baby-“

“Don’t you fucking baby me.” You picked up your ring, throwing it at him while he struggled to catch it. He watched you walk to your room before coming back with suitcases, starting to put your shoes on. “I’ll be back for the rest of my stuff later, probably while you’re at work.”

“No no no, NO NO! You can’t do this!” He pulled the bag from your hand while you just stared at him. Dropping to his knees, he gripped your hands, tears already falling from his eyes. “Don’t leave me please. I can’t do this without you.”

You softly smiled at him, running a hand through his hair, leaning down to his ear. “You’ve already shown me how easily replaceable I am.” A sob broke through his lips as you continued. “I’m sure that blonde bitch would love to live here.” You leaned back up, glaring down at him. “Would love to come home everyday after work, and make you dinner. Would love to clean this apartment every day and clean up after you, because god forbid you clean up after yourself!” You threw him off of you, watching as he fell back. “Or maybe to do your laundry and find another woman’s clothing, or try to help you shower only find a goddamn hickey.”

“It was Sanzu-“

“Sanzu doesn’t smoke cigars!” He flinched as you yelled. “All that dumbass does is take pills.”

You slipped your shoes on, grabbing your bags and opening the door. Just as you were about to leave, he wrapped his arms around you, holding you close. “Please, please don’t leave. I wanna talk, I wanna work this out. Please y/n, don’t do this to me. I just want another chance.”

Tears of your own fell, feeling his arms tighten again. “I’ve wasted 12 years with you Ran. I’ve done so much for you, and you do this to me? What did I do to deserve this?”

“Nothing baby!” He turned you around, hands grabbing your face as he cried. “You’re so perfect! It’s me, it’s me I swear. I need help, and I need you here to help me-“

“I don’t wanna help you, Ran!” You pushed his hands off of you, watching him stumble back. “I shouldn’t have to help you. I shouldn’t have to go through this. And I’m not going to.” Grabbing your suitcases once more, you gave him one last look. One that made him flinch with how much it was filled with hatred. “Fuck you and a second chance.”

He watched as you left.

And a week later, he came home to an empty apartment.


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2 years ago
REQUEST ARE OPEN!!!

REQUEST ARE OPEN!!!

Art account: https://www.instagram.com/mistyeyed.art?igsh=MThscnFub2Y3MDV3YQ%3D%3D&utm_source=qr

Who I write for:

-Sam and Colby

-Evan peters and his characters

-Chris Evans and his characters

-Sebastian Stan/Bucky Barnes

-Matthew Grey Gubler/Spencer Reid

Have a lovely day<3

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1 year ago

Character who's just been absolutely emotionally shattered by what someone just said. They just kinda freeze, stunned for a moment before a mix of deep anger and deeper sadness kicks in. They shoot back with the best, harshest comeback they can before storming off, seemingly ticked off, but as soon as they're alone, tears start to sting their eyes. They sit on the bed/couch whatever, feeling absolutely defeated and almost kind of shocked, like, "did that really just happen?". It's been a long time since they've felt this alone...


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1 year ago

No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )

No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )
No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )

notes ; thank you to @little-box-of-autism for the prompt idea :D.

. word count ; 1067

. warnings ; angst ?? does that count?? also talking about a child that MIGHT be dead

. tag-list ; @onlyreadz

No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )

Spider's heart was pounding as he ran through the dense forest. The past few days' events had left him feeling a mix of intense emotions - anger, sadness, and betrayal - and he couldn't shake them off. He had always known that he didn't quite fit in with the Na'vi, but the pain of being told so still stung. The cold, hard truth was a constant reminder of his outsider status, and he wondered if he would ever truly belong anywhere.

He wasn't exactly comfortable with the scientists either - they were always annoyed by him, treating him like some kind of weird pet or nuisance to be taken care of, like a chore. And as for the Sullys, well, he didn't exactly feel at ease around them either. Mrs. Sully in particular made him feel uneasy, and the thought of being around the McCoskers, especially Nash, gave him an icky feeling in his brain.

As he ran, his feet pounding the forest floor, he couldn't help but wonder if he was the only one who had ever felt so alone. Caught between two worlds that he didn't fully belong to, he felt isolated and disconnected from everyone and everything around him.

The confrontation with Neytiri had only made things worse. Her snarls and hisses echoed in his mind, and he could feel her furious gaze burning through him even though he was no longer in her presence. He had hoped that Jake would offer him some kind of support or reassurance, but instead, he was met with indifference. It hurt more than he cared to admit, and he tried to tell himself that he wasn't Jake's child and had his own family to worry about. But deep down, he couldn't shake the feeling that he was truly alone in the world.

As he ran, his thoughts raced, and he wondered if he would ever find a place where he truly belonged. It was a daunting prospect, but he knew that he had to keep searching - even if it meant running through the forest until his feet gave out.

No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )

It had been a full day since the spider had gone missing, and everyone was preoccupied with their own tasks. The scientists were conducting experiments and analyzing data, Jake was fulfilling his duties as chief, and Neytiri was observing her mother as she trained to become a tsahik. However, Lo'ak and Kiri couldn't shake the feeling that something was off. They had always seen Spider nearby, whether he was with them or the scientists. When they inquired about his whereabouts, they received no satisfactory answers.

"Spider? Haven't seen him," Norm replied, his attention still focused on the data displayed on the screen. He didn't seem to care that a child under his care was missing since yesterday's eclipse.

"Really? He's usually around in the morning. It's been a couple of hours now!" Lo'ak responded, his voice filled with worry and annoyance.

"Don't worry about it, he's probably just sick or off on some adventure. He's a tough kid," Norm waved them off, demonstrating little concern for the fragile human that Spider was.

Lo'ak and Kiri scoffed at Norm's words. If Spider was really sick, he would have stayed at the shack. With that theory in mind, they left the shack and went on with their day, but the worry still lingered in their minds.

Two days had passed, and Max's and Norm's worries grew stronger. Despite their concerns, they decided to leave Spider alone, hoping he would recover from whatever illness he had. Meanwhile, they continued to experiment with new things and analyze the data.

As more time passed, Kiri felt like she was about to explode from stress. Her imagination ran wild with thoughts of Spider encountering dangerous creatures or getting lost in the vast forest. Even Lo'ak, who was usually calm and collected, was curious about where Spider had gone. Eventually, even Norm and Max started to worry about Spider's disappearance, despite their initial indifference towards him.

Norm signaled Jake to ask him about Spider's whereabouts, but unfortunately, they got no leads.

"You're telling me you haven't seen the kid, Norm? I thought he was with you," Jake said.

"Well, I thought he was with you, Jake! Or outside... somewhere! You can't just tell me the kid disappeared!" Norm replied, exasperated.

"..."

"You don't think he actually left, do you, Jake?" Norm questioned.

"..."

"Jake?" Norm pressed.

"Norm, when was the last time you saw him?”

"Um, I think it was two...no, three days ago," Norm responded.

"Shit, shit, shit. You don't think he got hurt by a thanator or something, do you?" Jake questioned, panic creeping into his voice.

"What do you mean, Jake? Did you know he went out and you didn't think to tell me or go after him?" Norm exclaimed.

No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )

The search for Spider began in earnest. Jake, Kiri, and Lo'ak ventured deep into the forest, determined to find the missing boy. They were joined by other hunters and Neteyam, who was just as worried about Spider's safety. Neytiri stayed behind to care for Tuktirey, not wanting to risk the safety of her child. Three days had passed since Spider had gone missing, and hope began to dwindle. If he had been gone for that long, he could be anywhere in the vast forest, far beyond the clan's territory.

Jake's heart was pounding in his chest as he contemplated the lifeless body that could be waiting for him somewhere in the forest. He feared that they wouldn't find his body, leaving his fate forever a mystery. As he thought about the possibility of a cold night out in the forest, he could only wonder if Spider could survive such harsh conditions.

Jake felt a pang of guilt as he thought about Spider, the boy he had failed to protect. If he had only been more careful, perhaps they wouldn't be in this predicament. His mind raced with the possibilities of what might happen to Spider if he was caught by the other Na'vi clans in the woodland terrain. Would they keep him as a hostage or worse? The thought of his young… friend? being held against his will was unbearable.

As Jake's thoughts spiraled out of control, he realized that he needed to focus on finding Spider before it was too late. He took a deep breath and steeled himself for the daunting task ahead.

No Longer Accepted ( Part . 1 )

A . N ; this took me embarrassingly long to write for 1,000 words... this is part one, not sure how long p.t 2 is gonna take


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3 years ago

"I'll wait for you until then.....please do the same my love"

Sukuna x reader

Part 2

"I'll Wait For You Until Then.....please Do The Same My Love"

༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚

𝕾𝖚𝖒𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖞: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫.

𝐀 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫,𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧,𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞.

𝖂𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌: 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭,𝐞𝐮𝐡,𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰.𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭??𝐕𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨.

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Since the day that you were born,you were blessed with strong curse techniques and was raised by one of the best jujutsu sorcerer clans,which was at the same level of strength as the Gojo clan.You were used to seeing horrendous creatures roaming around the streets and staring at you from buildings and killing those monsters was a routine for you.

But what you were not used to,were the voice that you would hear at night,in your sleep,or whenever you were alone and spending time with yourself....You were never able to understand the pleading words that you would hear,the shadow that you would see in your sleep,begging you not to leave and to stay,as hard as you tried,your attempts to discover the reasons behind those torments were non-fulfilled.

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"Y/N-chan,let's go!" you heard your colleague,Gojo screamed.

There were news that one of your student,Megumi Fushiguro,was fighting a curse in a college about 2 km away from where Jujutsu High was.You were a special grade jujutsu sorcerer and stood next to Gojo when it came to strength and power. But unlike the white haired one,you weren't so full of yourself and would always come up to save one of your students without any cocky comment...

"I sensed some curse energy from that building...It wasn't much though...Don't know why Fushiguro seemed to have a hard time"you were starting to get pissed off by his comment but quickly brushed it off as you arrived to your destination.

But to your great surprise,there was no curse infront of you.However,you saw your poor student ,bloodied,on the floor,trying to stand on his feet.But what you saw next to him was much more astounding to your eyes....Next to your student was another boy,maybe the same age as Megumi,who was giving off a tremendous amount of curse energy.What was more appalling to you was the fact that this complete stranger was somehow familiar to you.

Your trance was suddenly cut off after hearing Gojo's voice

"So,did you find it?" The "it" referring to a certain cursed object,which was nothing more than a finger belonging to Ryomen Sukuna,the King of Curses.

Before Megumi could answer,the pink-haired boy sheepishly said "Sorry I ate it"

You were beyong shocked..It didn't take a genius to know that the finger was weird...And who in the world eats a finger anyway?

"FOR REAL!?!?!"you screamed

"For real" megumi confirmed,looking done with the situation himself.

Gojo stood infront of the pink haired boy whose name you heard was Itadori Yuuji,and gazed at his soul...As curious as you were of that familiar stranger,you didn't want to interrupt the blindfolded man from observing by his Six Eyes whether Sukuna was inside of Yuuji.

"Haha you're not kidding..They are combined",he laughed, "Can you switch to Sukuna?"

"Sukuna?" Poor boy,he didn't know what he put himself into...

"The curse object you ate,"you replied

"Oh yeah probably"

"Come on back after 10 seconds" Gojo said, warming up

You personally didn't like that idea at all..Sukuna was a powerful curse and evoking him was such a negligent action.But then you heard those voices again

"I'll wait for you until then,please do the same my love"

'Why now?why am I thinking of this now?'you said to yourself..

"Y/N-SENSEI!!BEHIND YOU!!"

But it was already too late..You were caught by two strong arms with sharp claws-like nails.They embraced you in such a tight hold that you were nearly suffocating.

"I-,"

The King of Curses was violently pulled away from you by a furious Gojo who slammed him onto a wall.

"I'm sorry but as long as I'm here,you won't be able to lay a single finger on her" gojo sneered.

"It doesn't matter what era it is.You guys are always a pain,you stupid jujutsu sorcerer," Sukuna ran towards him and pushed Gojo down..But Gojo was much more powerful than him...

Sukuna felt his energy growing weaker and weaker by the second,which meant that the Itadori brat was gradually taking control of his body...but before returning to his domain,he manged to turn to turn you and said,

"I'll be waiting for you until then,please do the same my love"

This is my first every story so please have mercy on my poor heart...🥲


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3 years ago

6:00

Megumi x reader

Part II,Part III

6:00

𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭,𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐣𝐞𝐫𝐤.

༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐

6:00,that was the time he gave up on you.

People always said how a marriage life has a lot of ups and downs,but at the end of the day,love will create a way throughout the storm.But unfortunately,this wasn't the case for you and your husband,now ex-husband Megumi

You have been noticing how he would always come later than usual,claiming that he had to do 'overtime' work or that he had loads of 'paperwork' to do.But you knew that there was someone else,someone better,for whom he was willing to give up on his loyal wife for,for whom he was willing to miss your wedding anniversary for.

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6:00 and Megumi still wasn't home.Suddenly,the door opened.

"I told you not to wait for me,"Megumi said,his cold face not looking at you.

"I know.But i wanted to know if you were going to eat,"you said.

"I don't want to.I am not hungry."he went to the shower to relax,but you knew that it was just to escape your questionings.

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"FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE,Y/N! I HAVE A LIFE! CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!?"Megumi yelled at you.

"BUT I'M YOUR WIFE MEGUMI. DON'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW WHY MY HUSBAND KEEPS COMING LATE,WITH LIPSTICK STAINS ON HIS COLLAR!?"you cried.

"Tch.You want to know something?"he looked at you,his deep piercing for what seemed like the first time in ages.

You should have just left the conversation to be,and not to indulge much into the subject.But at the same time,if you didn't stay,you wouldn't have known what he thought of you,the reason why he would always distance himself from you.

"I fell in love with someone else."

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But even though,you never gave up.Even after he literally pushed you out of the house to settle with his new girlfriend,you still didn't give up on messaging him first thing in the morning,wishing him a happy birthday on the specific days.

'Stupid',your friends used to say.How can a beautiful woman like you lower herself to the point of begging such a douchebag?

'Love makes you do stupid things,'you would always say,with a warm smile that hides a painful agony and lots of self-hatred,but only you would know that.

Because at the end of the day,it was your marriage,yours to fix. Beside,no one would be able to understand the burning pain that was present inside your chest each time you would think of him.

'Just move on already,love someone else,you deserve so much better'

Where's the lie? Didn't you deserve love? Didn't you deserve to move on and to live with someone who will love you with an ethereal admiration and not just a temporary feeling of compassion?But would you be able to love someone the same way you loved Megumi?

'I am not ready yet.'you would say.

5:06,the clock read.

It was now the time for you to deliver Megumi some pastries that you baked.You would always come to give him fresh clothes and small gifts at his workplace,leaving them outside his office and pass incognito because you knew that he wouldn't take them knowing that they are from you.But you cared for him.You knew how much he worked and how hungry he might get.You knew how exhausted he might be and that's the reason why you keep bringing him clean and warm clothes,especially during winter.

Even though,he had someone else to take care of him,you always found time to bring him gifts.

You entered the big cooperation where Megumi has been the CEO of for more than 5 years already.Upon seeing you,the receptionist gave you a pitiful smile.

"Good morning Mrs Y/N.Are you going to deliver things for Mr.Fushiguro again?"she asked,noticing the two bags of fresh clothes and pastries.

"Yes I am."

You walked alongside the corridor where Megumi's office was.You noticed the small table on which you usually laid the presents.

But suddenly,the door of the office opened,revealing none other than Megumi.

His eyes looked at you and looked at the bags full of clothes that you were holding.His eyes widened upon realising that it was you,who were bringing those small gifts to him all this time.

But what you didn't expect was the way his eyes were burning in anger.You did knew that he might get angry if he learnt that the provider of all these little needs was you.He clearly stated last time he saw you bringing him pastries that he doesn't want to have anything to do with you.But did you expect him to straight up grab the bags that you were carrying and throw them on the floor?No,you didn't.

Because the man that you were seeing infront of you was no longer the one you fell in love with.He was no longer the warm man who would kiss you early in the morning and who would cook you breakfast.He was no longer the man who would say 'my love,don't leave' but is the one who would forced you to get out of his sight.

"I think that you didn't get me right last time."Megumi started talking but you were too focused on the pastries that were laying crushed on the ground.

"But those little things won't make me love you again,"he said.

Your legs felt numb and fell on the floor,picking up what was left of the pastries you baked for him from the dirty parquet.You were at least thankful for the tears that were blurring your vision.They prevented you from seeing the massacre Megumi made with all the effort you pulled out to make a perfect frame with the photos of all the good moments you spent together.

After taking everything and putting them in your bags,you trembled while walking towards the door and opened it.

6:00 the clock read

6:00,that was the time he gave up on you

@nuttywastelandmentality


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3 years ago

6:00 (Part II)

Megumi x reader

6:00 (Part II)

𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊:𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭,𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐣𝐞𝐫𝐤.

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6:00,that was the time he would usually receive some gifts and sweet pastries from this unknown person.

But since the day that Megumi perceived that you were the one behind those little presents,this daily routine of seeing bags full of sweets and Teddy bears quickly dissipated.

Not that he expected you to still undergo this regular task of bringing those usual offerings after what happened last time.He literally humiliated you and didn't show any compassion when he stepped on the photoframe that you made for him.

Ironic that now,this same photoframe is hanged up to the wall of his office,and he's been staring at it for a few days after your last encounter.

Instead of focusing on the meeting that was actually taking place,Megumi's mind cannot help but project the face you made that day.It has been 4 years already since you walked out of his office.

To say that he regrets everything that he did would be an understatement.The supposed girlfriend he had at his house the day you showed up with tears in your eyes was just a random girl he hooked up with in a way to convince himself that the choices he made were regretless.But did it work though?

6:00 (Part II)

Probably not.Because they didn't even last 3 days;the woman in question was no different from the other women who he slept with behind your back.Just a quick fling with a gold digger.

And the iconic line of him 'falling in love with someone else'? Megumi was a good businessman but also a talented actor if he was able to feed you with that lie.For him to fall in love with someone else,he should have a heart.But he didn't.Because his heart was stolen by you.

You think that he doesn't want to come back to you and to beg on his knees for you to take him back?Yes he doesn't want to.Why?Because he knows that you would take him back.That you won't even bother listening to his pleads and just make him some tea.That was the kind of love you had for him.But he didn't treasure it.

Instead,he chose to act like a total asshole.Leaving you waiting for him until you would collapsed on the sofa of the living room,while he was out drinking and dancing with random girls.

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'Y/N.I messed up.And you know what?I won't even apologise for it.'he would drunkenly mutter to you in your sleepy state.

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His pride prevented him from feeling guilty at the time.His pride didn't allow him to feel any remorse and to beg for anyone's forgiveness.But where was his pride now that he was looking at his watch,waiting for you to come?

5:45 the clock read and your car was not even in the parking lot.

He hurt you pretty badly.But didn't he always did so?Why did you decide to stop coming now?He didn't even hurt you that much did he?

The meeting ended but Megumi felt like it didn't even start.His day was full of thoughts of you and his heart was feeling weak.

6:00 (Part II)

But he suddenly felt a glimpse of joy.

Because sitting on a bench next to the receptionist table was his lovely Y/N,with her bags in hands and a welcoming smile on her face,walking in his direction.

6:00 (Part II)

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3 years ago

6:00 (Ending)

Megumi x reader

6:00 (Ending)

𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭,𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐣𝐞𝐫𝐤.

༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐༒࿐៚༒࿐៚

5:50 the meeting ended.

Was it the meeting that got him weak?

Was it the load of paperwork he had to sort out this morning that made his head dizzy?

Or was it the heartbreak he felt when you walked past him?

"Yuuji!!"

Yuuji?Wasn't he the guy who was working in the same project as him?Did you come for him?

"Y/N..Baby!"He heard the guy respond.

"I brought you food and your favorite dessert because you told me that you will have to work overnight with the big project coming."he heard your lovely voice said.

'I'm staying overnight too' he wanted to say.

"I even brought you some warm clothes and a duvet large enough to warm your whole body in case you feel cold!!!"you said.

'Where is mine?'Megumi thought.

"But you didn't bring me my Teddy Bear"he heard your new lover's voice muttering.

"Here!!"you laughed,probably giving him the toy he wanted.

"YAY!!!"the room was filled with the laughter of your boyfriend and you.

'You didn't bring me anything?'he wanted to ask.

The funniest part was that the interaction between you and your new partner was all happening behind him.He couldn't find it in himself to confront you,to say the least to even look at your face.But he effortly turned around to face his fate.

He didn't care about you,he doesn't care about you.

And yet tears were already brimming in his eyes at the sight of you smiling at someone else.

He didn't love you anymore.His actions clearly showed it.So why was his heart breaking when he saw you kissing Yuuji?

'Did you seriously think that she would stay tied up to you?'he was laughing sourly.

6:00 (Ending)

"I have to go back home.Your mother just texted and said that she just brought Yuki home. Oh God."you sighed.

"Ahh sorry,my love,that I have to leave you alone today but I'll make it up to you and to our baby tomorrow,yeah?"Yuuji exclaimed.

Not only did you move on,but you already had a family with someone who was treating you a lot better than Megumi ever did.

You did your best to ignore the latter's presence since you came into the building today.But you felt that you needed a closure.

So,you finally turned around to look at Megumi,who was in such a pitiful state.Eyes full of tears,dark circles clearly showing his lack of sleep,hair dishevelled from all the pressure he's been through.

You shot him a warm smile,to show him that you didn't loath him,even after all the torment he put you through;that you and him would still be friends.

Megumi wanted to tell you that the little things you gave him did make his love for you grow fonder.

But he didn't.

Because it was already too late.

The time on his watch read 6:00

6:00,that was the time you gave up on him.


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3 years ago

𝕱𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝕳𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙

(Baji x reader)

𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬(𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠),𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡,𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐮𝐩,𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐛𝐚 𝐝𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲,𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐞.

They say that the sun brings life....but it took one away from you.

As you were about to go and take a long needed rest,you heard the door knocking.You went and opened it,revealing a person,who you recalled was Chifuyu.He was a good friend of your ex-boyfriend Baji Keisuke,but after your breakup with Baji,you no longer found it in yourself to face his friends.

The memories of that painful breakup still lingers in your mind. 'Where did I go wrong?'you would say to yourself. 'Was it because I wasn't understanding enough of his struggles?'.You remember how it was on your 3rd anniversary since you guys started dating.

Though he broke your heart when he left,he was still the only one who mended it when you were lonely,or when you had a family fight and ran away from home.

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"Tch,Y/N-chan....Why are your hair so fucking messy?CAN'T YOU TAKE CARE OF THEM??" Baji said trying to brush your long and frizzy hair.

"AHHH IT HURTS..." you said slapping his hands away from you.

"Well maybe if you took care of your hair like I do,none of this shit would have happen- *crack*YOUR FUCKING HAIR BROKE MY PRECIOUS BRUSH YOU BITCH I'M GONNA-"

He ran after you, looking furious as ever.You were laughing like a banshee while running for your life.

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"B-but B-Baji..i won't interfere with your business with a gang or anything.I won't visit you in Toman,please I won't-"

"I'm not longer in Toman.I'm a member of Valhalla now."he said,while tying his hair up in a bun.

"Baji...why would you leave a gang like Toman for those headless angels criminals?BAJI THIS IS NOT LIKE YOU"you screamed and jumped on him,causing him to fall down.

After a few miserable and pathetic punches thrown at him,Baji grabbed your weak hands and said

"I'm no longer the Baji you used to know."

He removed your weight from his body and walked away,leaving you screaming like a hysteric on the cold floor of the subway station.

He left you.He abandoned you.He walked out of your life,the only souvenirs you had of him were the good moments and the promise bracelets you both gave each other.

And on those,were imprinted the words

'I might be gone,but I'm forever in your heart♡'

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And that was the same bracelet Chifuyu slid inside your shaky cold hands,your soul already detached from your body.

"H-he told me to give you this,before dying."he said but your brain went blank.

"I'm sorry...I couldn't save him."The broken boy infront of you fell on his knees.He was crying and screaming in agony.

You on the other side,were benumbed by the news you've just heard.Staring down at the bracelet that was covered in Baji's blood,your legs felt numbed and you broke down on the floor.

Chifuyu grabbed the back of your head and rested it on his shoulders.He was caressing your back,drawing invisible circles on it,while trying hard to find soothing words to comfort you.

"Don't cry Y-Y/N,please.Don't cry." he managed to say calmly but at the end,his voice and emotions ended up betraying him.

You could tell by the way his chest rose and fell,by the way that his jaws was moving up and down that he was doing his best to act tough and invulnerable infront of you.But deep down you knew that he was the one who deserved more consolation and empathy than you did.Afterall,he was the one who was there with Baji from the beginning.He was there when Baji chose to leave Toman,he was Baji's disciple.

You removed your head from the crook of his neck and grabbed his cheeks,staring at his lachrymose eyes.

"Chifuyu,thank you for staying with Baji till the end."you dried his tears with your thumb.

Chifuyu looked at you,with a reassured face.He grabbed your hands and said

"He loved you you know.He never told me anything right after your breakup but I could see a picture of you in his pocket.I knew that the only reason he ended your relationship was because he chose a fate where he would die in it.But he always loved you and wanted the best for you."

You looked down at the promise bracelet one last time before putting it on a shelf,next to all the pictures that you and Baji took together,to which you remembered each and every single moment of them.

You turned around and saw Chifuyu on his knees,a hand to his heart.

"I'll protect you Y/N.Baji told me to protect you so this is my duty now.You are under the guard of Toman and we will always protect you.I won't let anyone lay a single finger on you.I swear it on my life."

And at that moment,you felt happy.Because inside of Chifuyu's eyes,you could see your Baji staring right back at you,reciting the same exact words that Chifuyu just said.It was as if Baji's soul was communicating with you through Chifuyu and it showed how powerful the meaning behind the very words imprinted on the promised bracelet you had was.

༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐

"I might be gone,but I'm forever in your heart"he said,and handed a colorful bracelet with a BxY/N.

You stared at the bracelet in awe

"How much did you pay for that?"you sadly said.

"No need to care about the price.I'll buy a whole gold mine for you."His cheeks reddened,his eyes evading your face.

༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐៚༒࿐

One last tear slipped from your eyes and slid down the curve of your smile.

You laid a hand on your belly,

"I trust that you'll take care of us Baji"

Even if the sun took one life away from you on that day,it still brought another one.


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2 years ago

𝕷𝖊𝖛𝖎 𝖝 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗 (one-shot)

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𝕭𝖊𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖊: 𝚄𝚗𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝙴𝚛𝚎𝚗 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

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That should be him, he thought.

As his dark grey eyes landed on you and your fiancé slow dancing in the wedding hall, Levi couldn't clear the envious feeling that has been suffocating him for a while now. He, the one who has been your best friend, he, the one who has supported you through thick and thin, he the one who dried your tears whenever your lover would cancel your dates for work...Levi has always been the one who stood next to you through the hardest and difficult times.......only to be met with utter disappointment at the end... Was it worth it? Was fighting for your love all this time worth the tremendous pain he was inflicted with? Because at the end of the day, you would never be his to love. But all Levi ever wanted was for you to be happy; he only hoped to see you smile every day until the day you die. Even if your smiles and 'i love yous' were not meant for him, Levi wished you the best.

After finishing his glass of wine, he stood up, and with one final glance at you and Eren, he left. Loving you was a losing game that he was addicted to. A game that he was willing to bet all his fortune on even if the outcome would still be a failure. But Levi was sure of one thing: you were a choice with no regret.

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