I Made Myself Sad Thinking About It So Im Bringing You Along For The Ride. Also, Where I Live, Is Storm

I made myself sad thinking about it so I’m bringing you along for the ride. Also, where I live, is storm like crazy, thunder was so loud it set off a car alarm.

[This was my 100th post, wooo!! 🥳]

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Seeing all the boys with they’re counterparts made Kai happy, seeing them smile and play with them and laugh, It was sweet, really.

It also stung a little…

He had joined before the Five Star trailer was released, having been a mystery face throughout the trailer and sparking a lot of curiosity amongst the fans and tons of support was given to the mystery member, who was Choi KaiSeok.

Fans loved him in the comeback, they thought it was cool to have another deep voice join Felix’s and people love his visuals as well.

Kai loved being with the others, having got to know them and be around them way before Five Star started. It just stung a bit watching them have fun with the counterpart mascots.

He smiled weakly at all of them before walking backwards and off stage. The staff in the back were going to question him when he held up a hand and shook his head as he walked away to find a chair.

A few minutes later, Chan noticed that he was down one kid. Looking around, as they pass by, he asks the others if they’ve seen Kai which all have said no, not since the characters came out.

Chan sighs when he realizes why the male wasn’t on stage and feels bad. He continues on stage, not wanting to confuse the fans by suddenly leaving but he was tempted a few times, wanting to check on him.

When the characters leave, Kai walks back out shyly, his head hanging as he composed himself before looking up, making immediate eye contact with Chan who stood in front of him.

“You okay?” He asks gently, Kai can see it in his eyes that he knew why he left and gave a small smile. “I am, I promise.”

Chan pat his shoulder and the two walked over to the others, enjoying the rest of the night with fans.

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On the ride home, Kai curled into himself in the vehicle, a small sketch pad on his lap with a dim book light clipped to it.

He started with sketching random things. Graffiti of his members names, different styles of stars, small doodles, then he started sketching the skzoo characters in his cartoon-like style with sharp edges and cute eyes before starting to sketch them in a chibi style.

Flipping the page, he starts drawing them as they are made, zoning out to his music and just doodling before he’s brought back to reality by a bump in the road and his gripping his pad while collecting himself at the sudden jump then looking back down to see he drew nine animals.

He doodled them all huddled together with smiles on their faces, Quokka on WolfChan’s back and Bbokari sitting in front of Jiniret who has his paws resting on the chicks head are drawn in the center with the others on either side of them. Drawn standing slightly off to the side was another character, a duck, it’s head tilted in a cute manner as he waves with his legs together and other paw behind his back.

Kai stared at the other character for a moment before his hand moved and he wrote “DucKai” under it with a star and a heart. He stared at the drawing for a moment, it’s WolfChan like eyes, BbokAri face and a small Jiniret like smile on his beak suddenly have tears build up in Kai’s eyes before he blinks them away with a deep breath while putting his sketchbook away after ripping the page out, missing how a tear fell onto the page.

Exiting the car, he slowly followed behind the others, stopping when the members he’s staying with stopped to open the door before they walked in. He was like Hyunjin, the both of them having to deal with gym-racha, but at least Hyunjin wasn’t alone with gym-racha anymore.

Kai slept on a small air mattress in Hyunjin’s room but he always ends up in Hyunjin’s bed by morning. They made art together, at one point Hyunjin painted a small picture then came back to see it was inked with cute doodles following the paint strokes.

Kai walked into the room, throwing the balled up doodle near the trash can before deciding which bed to flop onto, choosing the dancers bed anyway.

Hyunjin had kicked the ball of paper when he returned, picking it up and un-crumpling it, it wasn’t the paper he used so he was curious, soon turning to shock when he looks over the drawing. He glances at the male dozing on his bed before walking out to find Chan, who was in the kitchen.

“Look what I found.” He says quietly as Chan turned to him and took the paper. “Aw…this is cute but…why is it all crumpled?” “I found it balled up, I think this is Kai’s.”

“DucKai…It looks so cute….” He whispers. “I wonder why he balled it up…” He questioned before giving it back to Hyunjin. “Did you know he left stage today?” “No, why?” The younger asked in concern. “Our skzoo were on stage…he doesn’t have one…” “W-We could get him one. He has a sketch of what he wants.”

After much conversation the next day, they agreed that they should help Kai have his own Skzoo character. They decided to take it up with their manager, the designer of the other skzoo’s and the people who created the plushies to create a new character based on Kai's sketch. The boys knew it wouldn't be an easy task, but they were determined.

In the meantime, they had to keep this a secret from Kai. They didn't want to get his hopes up in case things didn't work out. Kai was oblivious to all this, he just assumed that the others were busier than usual.

Finally, after several weeks of effort, they had the first prototype of the DucKai Skzoo character in their hands. It was perfect, exactly like Kai's sketch. The boys were overjoyed. They couldn't wait to show it to Kai.

They decided to surprise him during a group live. They all sat on a couch, reading comments and having fun. Kai fiddles with the Quokka in his hands, softly flicking his paws back and forth, his stupor being broken when someone read a comment. “Oh my gosh, they’re all holding a plushie!! Where did the other one come from?” Kai looked up at Felix who read the comment then looked around.

All of them were holding different plushies, one person should be left out but he was surprised to see that all of them actually had a plush. He looked at all of them, He had Quokka, Han had Leebit, Minho had Bbokari, Felix had Jiniret, Hyunjin had PuppyM, Seungmin had FoxI.Ny, I.N had Dweakki, and Changbin had WolfChan.

Looking to Chan he saw a new plushie, a duck, the same as his sketch. Kai’s mouth fell open as he moved his eyes to Chan’s, the older male smiling at Kai and handing it to him, taking the Quokka from him.

Kai was stunned. He couldn't believe his eyes. His own Skzoo character that he had doodled was now a reality. He looked at the other boys, their faces beaming with happiness and pride. They had done this for him. He was overwhelmed. He didn't know what to say. He just smiled at the boys, his eyes welling up with tears as he hid his face from the camera that was still live.

"Thank you," he whispered, his voice choked with emotion. "Thank you so much."

The boys smiled at each other. They had done it. They had made Kai's dream come true. And seeing the happiness on Kai's face, they knew that all their hard work had been worth it.

And thus, DucKai joined the Skzoo family, a testament to the boys' friendship and their love for Kai. From then on, Kai was never alone with the Skzoo family. And every time he looked at his Skzoo character, he was reminded of the boys' gesture and how much they cared for him and how much they loved him in the family. It was a moment that Kai would cherish forever.

Fans also fell in love with DucKai, happy to finally get merch for Kai and excited that the boys added Kai to the Skzoo family. Fans are more then excited to see what DucKai and the other Skzoo’s have for the future along with their human counterparts.

✨The world was dark until you✨

Filler fic, I apologize. The others fics are coming in slow because I’ve hit a road block but i’ve started on Lee Knows and I’m coming up with fics for the others.

I swear, my first series fic will be done, I won’t be a writer who forgets their story. I’m hoping y’all enjoyed Chan’s chapter though, I am really proud of it.

Mrs. MinLee stared at her son who was face down in his pillow, refusing to get up when he has school in half an hour.

“Kai.” She said sternly. “You’re gonna be late, get up now.” She got a mumbled reply in return. “I’m good.” The woman sighs and turns when she hears her husband walk down the hall who stopped in place with wide eyes when he saw his wife’s stern face and crossed arms. “What’d i do now?”

She huffs and rolls her eyes. “Kai won’t get up.” “Ah, Schmettling, Doesn’t he have online classes?” “Aish, Gunther, you never listen. I’ve told you that his second semester is in person because he has traditional art classes.”

The younger male huffs, making his parents turn to him and he sits up. His mom sighs and her face turns into sympathy as she looks at her sons eyes. They’re still grey, almost black, almost…emotionless.

“Kai, your eyes.” His dad points out and Kai huffs out angrily. Besides the full color, his sclera was red, he’s been crying.

“Oh, son, I thought you got your colors?” “I-I thought I did to, Eomma…It went away last week…” “I knew that Thompson boy was bad.” “Appa-“ “Sorry, ehm, you need to get up and get to class.” “How can I do art classes without color? Come to think of it, no one in my classes doesn’t have their soulmate, pretty sure I’m the only one in existence to have their color taken away after a breakup…”

His mother sighed. He’s not wrong, even though you’ve lost your soulmate, you don’t loose all colors, they’re just duller and less bright till another is found but for Kai, it was rare where all his colors were taken, not just from his sight but for his eyes included. When his mom saw his eyes, she teared up a bit, excepting to see his blue eyes instead of grey.

“Well…maybe a classmate could be paired with you?” The male sighs and rubs his face. “I-I guess I could try…” “Good, your luckily Uni isn’t that far from home or you would be really late now, chop chop, let’s go.”

Kai stands in front of his classroom for a moment. He’s wearing his grey school hoodie under the school blazer he was sent before the semester started and navy pants he borrowed from a friend.

He had on sunglasses and he knew he’d have to take them off as his hand landed on the handle and pushed in. “Sorry that I’m late.” The teacher gave a soft smile and nods as Kai bows. “Actually…” The bell rang and the teacher smiled. “You’re right on time. I’m sorry, sir, but those won’t be allowed.” She said immediately and Kai sighs.

“Um, may i ask real quick what we’re doing today? I-I might need a guide…” “A guide? What do you mean?” “Uh-Um, W-Well my…my recent partner who I thought was my designated soulmate breakup with me recently…” “That shouldn’t be a problem, you’ll just see dull colors.” “W-well…” His hands shook slightly as he reached up and removed his glasses.

“Oh! How unique.” She said when she saw his eyes and the students gasped. “So…you can’t see any colors?” “Yeah…before this semester I did b-but i guess my connection to this person was…stronger so the effect was stronger…I-I don’t really know.” “Alright. Well, you can sit…” She looked around before seeing an empty spot.

“…next to my top student, Hyunjin. He can help you with colors.” Turning to the male, to Kai his hair looked white, making Kai assume he had a light hair color, his face was cute in Kai’s opinion and he held a soft expression as he waved, snapping Kai out of his zone as he walked over and sat next to him.

“Hi…” He heard a voice whisper as he was watching the teacher talk. “H-Hi…I-I’m sorry you have to help me…” “It’s okay. Gives me something to do.” “What do you mean?” He pulls out his phone under the table and taps on it before handing it over to Kai.

It was opened to a folder of artworks. Even without color, Kai found the pieces beautiful. “I paint with every free time I have, she even gives me some of the assignments ahead of time so I can do them and then turn them in.” “Wow…I need to find my new soulmate soon or I might end up failing this class…” “You’ll find them eventually.” “Wait…painting these…does that mean you have dull colors?” “Yeah…Your problem though is interesting, never heard of someone going back to no color.”

Kai sighs. “Yeah, it’s a bit strange.” The other male hums before speaking. “I-I’m sorry if this is too awkward but I hope you find someone too…only cause I think you have a nice eye color…” “Oh, your fine. Um, my mom says they’re blue.” Hyunjin looks down, what seems like shyness on his face as he answered back. “I like blue eyes…”

Kai throws the color strips away from him, it echoing in the empty studio he sat in on a stool in front of a blank canvas.

His guide in colors was going…good enough. Even if he couldn’t see them properly he still tried and the teacher actually like what he painted, but she may have curved the grade on pieces that don’t look…that good…but if she told him that who knows what would happen.

Kai puts his head in his hands and sighs, taking a moment to breath and remember what Hyunjin always told him.

“If you are ever overwhelmed, first take a breath and slow down. You won’t be able to remember things if your minds all jumbled.”

So that’s what Kai did, he took a deep breath then looked up and over the the splayed out stack of color samples. He noticed some came off the small metal rod and near the stack was the broken pin that holds the sheets in place.

Well, that’s what happens when this class has had a bunch of students but only one color sample stack.

He gets up and picks up the cards and the broken piece then looks around. He finds a box near the exit of the studio, deciding to put the cards in there so the cards are still available but the metal rod can get gotten rid of.

“Oh, hey.” He looks up and sees Hyunjin. “Hey! A-Are you okay? I-I haven’t seen you in a couple days.” “Yeah, I didn’t really tell anyone but one of my family members…passed away…I was at the service and healing of course.” “Aw, I’m so sorry.” “It’s okay, how have you been?” “Good…kind of struggling recently.” He mumbles as he looks down at the color cards again, rearranging them neatly before stepping beside Hyunjin to throw the trash away but then as he’s turning back, Hyunjin is a lot closer.

“W-What- Hyunjin?” “Oh, Sorry.” He took a small step back. “I can help you with the assignment until schools over.” “What if I…gave up?” Hyunjin immediately grabbed his elbow and pulled him back. “Excuse me?” Kai awkwardly looked down at this feet, shuffling between his left and right foot. “What if I…gave up…” “Take it back.” “Why should I?” Kai asked with furrowed brows as he lifted his head back to Hyunjin.

“I heard Mrs. Lang has been curving my grades of assignments that don’t look as good as they should be. Seeing no color is getting me pity that I don’t need.” “You’re still good.” “Am I?” “You are!” Kai pulled his arm away from Hyunjin and stepped back.

“Why were you really not here last week?” “I told you I was at a service-“ “Hyunjin, I’ve gotten to know your quirks the closer we’ve gotten, you’re lying…What were you doing?”

Hyunjin knew he was in trouble and he could see the look in Kai’s dark eyes. “Kai…” “Tell me.” “I-I…Mrs. Lee gave me permission to skip a week with no consequences…” “Why?” “To…” “To what?” “I-I can’t say-“ “Can’t say what Hyunjin! Just spit it out!!” “To make extra canvases for you!! She believes that you have potential but since you can’t see colors, you may not be able to do some of the assignments and she wants you to pass for future opportunities so I give canvases I made to Mrs. Lee so she can grade you. She must be curving them cause she knows your condition.”

“You made a deal with the principal?!” “I didn’t want to but-“ “You two don’t believe in me?? I thought principals were supposed to encourage students better? And you…my only friend this entire semester…you don’t- You don’t believe in me?” Hyunjin’s eyes widen and his mouth parts open. “No! I do!” “Then why did you do it? Why did you agree to replace my art?” He was silent, looking down at his feet. “Well?” “Cause I thought if we passed senior year together…we could go to the same college and…have a journey together…”

“A journey?” Kai asked and Hyunjin looks up again. “I-I got my color full color a week ago as well…when I got upset after dropping my fresh canvas.” Kai crossed his arms and his face softened.

Hyunjin and Kai were ‘studying’ in Mrs. Lee’s classroom, Hyunjin helping Kai with colors and Hyunjin finishing a canvas. When he was done, he got up to place it out of the way to dry when he tripped over the easel and lost his grip on the canvas.

It landed face down and normally Hyunjin doesn’t get upset over something like this but it was his most favorite piece, two figures just holding each other on a background with black, red, and a little white. He would say he doesn’t know who the two are but deep down he felt like it was him and Kai…

He started tearing up and Kai moved over to him quickly after the sound of the canvas hit the floor and he looked at the canvas then to the artist only to see him getting upset.

“Hey, Hey, Jinnie, it’s okay.” Kai said as he wrapped his arms around the male and hugged him. “It’s okay. What’s wrong? You usually brush off mistakes like this.”

Kai had pulled away and held his face in his hands and having him look into his dull eyes. Kai’s caring nature had Hyunjin feeling protected and suddenly his saturated world because brighter when he noticed…he loved his friend…

“I didn’t know how to tell you after I noticed your eyes were still dull and dark.” Now Kai was confused and shocked. Shocked because…Hyunjin liked him? and confused because he has grown to love Hyunjin too, that’s why he was so worried and more caring about the young male.

“But…I like you too…I-I still don’t have color…” Kai forgot that he was mad at Hyunjin and furrowed his brows. “What?” “I-I like you too…but I don’t know why I don’t have colors.” He looked at Hyunjin, into his eyes and waited for something to happen but nothing.

“Can…Can I try something? Maybe because I’ve already looked at someone and that relationship was really, I might need to do something…more this time.” “Y-Yeah.”

Kai stepped forward, hesitance physically visible as Hyunjin watched him with every step. “Um…Close your eyes.” “Why?” “For me? I’m slowly losing confidence.” Hyunjin nods softly and closes his eyes.

Kai now noticed how much shorter Hyunjin is, may be a couple inches but still. He places a shaky hand on the side of his face and tilts it up a little, he can feel and hear his breath hitch and he leans down the small amount before connecting his lips to Hyunjin’s.

He gasps, his hand coming up to hold Kai’s wrist as he processed what just happened before leaning in, taking a step and moving his free hand to hold Kai’s left arm as he got closer and Kai wrapped it around his waist.

After a moment, he went to pull away when Hyunjin moved his right arm around Kai’s neck and pulled him back in, his right arm going around his neck as well as Kai wrapped his other arm around Hyunjin’s waist and pulled him in a step closer.

Kai pulled back again, this time forcing Hyunjin to stay back with his arms and he laughs. “Are you going to open your eyes?” Hyunjin asked and Kai did that slowly, he didn’t expect that idea to work but when he opened his eyes slightly and saw strands of blonde hair framing his face that didn’t making it into the bun he put up and the males brown eyes which widened when Kai’s widen.

“Shit, your pretty.” Was the first thing Kai said before busting out into laughter and hiding his face in his shoulder. “Thank you, that was really sudden.” “I was taken by surprise. This is the first time I’m actually seeing you in color. If I didn’t react like that though I was gonna play dumb and say it didn’t work.” “There’s one flaw to the evil plan if you did do that.” “And what’s that?”

Hyunjin moved an arm from Kai’s shoulder and placed his hand on the side of Kai’s face, his thumb rubbing underneath the older males eye as Hyunjin smiled softly. “I would’ve noticed your eyes…damn…” “What?” Kai chuckles and opened his eyes again. “I really do like blue eyes.” He said before moving forward again to kiss Kai.

After defiance of wanting to split and the need to split, they carried on the rest of their day perfectly. They apologized to Mrs. Lee and Kai gladly made up the assignments that were ‘messed up’ as he put it so his now boyfriend didn’t feel guilty.

After the semester and the year ended, Kai’s Mom gave him permission to live in her fathers old house that was given to her after he passed where Kai immediately asked if Hyunjin wanted to live with him, he quickly said yes and talked to his own parents about it.

After moving a few boxes from each others homes, they lay on the empty living room floor, just staring at the ceiling. At some point while he was getting boxes from his house, Hyunjin hung up fairy light on the ceiling and it looked like stars.

“So…now that we graduated, what did your vision say we did next?” Hyunjin sighs softly before rolling to his side and wrapping his arms around his waist, Kai accepting it and wrapping his arms around him as Hyunjin tangled their legs. The floor was uncomfortable but they didn’t plan to get up.

“From what I remember…We applied to the same college…we also…” He stayed silently as he thought. “We got to a point where we sold our art to big names but before that we sold small prints to people who found us.” “You’re adorable.” He looks up quickly, being greeted by his sweet smile and soft eyes.

“W-What?” “You’re adorable.” Hyunjin whines before scooting up further to wrap his arms around Kai’s neck and bury his face in his shoulder. “What’s wrong?” His reply comes out mumbled and Kai has him repeat it with a smile. “I love you.” Kai squeezes his arms around the youngers waist, leaving a peck on his cheek. “I love you, too, Jinnie.”

They lay there for a moment more before Kai huffs. “The floor is starting to hurt, let’s move.” “But your bed is still at your parents house…” Hyunjin points out as he stands up.

“Shit….”

He scratches his neck and chuckles with a small smile. “Wanna meet my parents?” Hyunjin smiled, his eyes turning into crescents as he wraps his arms around Kai. “Yeah, only because we need a bed and your parents are closer to us.”

Kai smiles and they are walk out the small house.

They can’t wait to start their journey and get closer to one another.

Evening imagine ~ Changbin x Gn reader (18+)

After a long day, Changbin comes back to his study and pours himself a drink as he can finally relax. When his eyes close for what seems like just a second, a stranger finds him with a better idea of what true relaxation looks like.

The rain was ticking against the window much slower than the clouds moved in to turn the day grey. The room was dark, however kept alive by some candles lighting up the space and creating a more comfortable environment. Changbin let himself fall into a big chair in the room, the walls covered in books and a table right next to his luxurious chair that could hold his drink. His muscles were aching from his long work day, the whiskey on his side however ready to warm him up from the inside, relaxing him despite the burning sensation down his throat with every sip. It felt like just a few minutes where he closed his eyes, letting his mind wander whenever it wanted to go.

Changbin's hand slid down his tight black trousers, caressing his thighs a few times back and forth. Then slowly he slid his hand up over his pecks, still covered by his white shirt and tie. One by one he used his hand to undo all of the buttons and his tie, letting his shirt fall open and reveal his toned body. His body was heating up, his bulge already half hard, straining against the tight material just from his thoughts. His mind wandered further and before he could really know what was going on, two hands helped him out of his trousers. His eyes stayed shut, too aroused to even see who it was just lost in the feeling.

Changbin's breathing increased slowly as the hand wrapped around his cock, starting off with a decent pace that gave him just enough to grow fully hard in this person's touch. It wasn't a bare hand, he could tell, yet a hand wrapped in one of his pool gloves that covered two fingers and the thumb with a soft black material. It wasn't unusual at all, since playing a game of pool with the staff or his collegues was a daily accurance after work hours. It felt good like that, the extra friction against his cock exactly what he needed in this moment. He let the unknown person jerk him off for another minute or so, throwing back his head and moaning quietly at the feeling of being taken care of. But Changbin needed more, his hand soon reaching out to the person's hair, tugging on it to bring them closer.

'Be good, yeah?', he spoke into the quiet room before lowering the person's mouth down onto him. 'Fuck', he cursed as his hips moved to thrust into their mouth, holding the person still with a tight grip in their hair. The whole room filled with wet, needy sounds. The curiosity drove him crazy, not even really knowing who this person was, if it was one of his male colleagues from the meeting he just had or simply one of the women that worked in the house. He didn't care, he just needed release more than anything.

It was too exciting, too arousing to think of a stranger wanting to please him so badly. Changbin's moans turned into grunts, his back now removed from the back of the chair to push this person down onto his cock even further. Their nose hit his skin as they took every inch of his cock so perfectly for him each time, bobbing their head to match the previous speed of Changbin's hips. As soon as Changbin tried to move unexpectedly, the person choked on his length, causing him to release himself without any control. Changbin quickly reach for the chair to attempt to steady himself, gripping tight onto the armrest with every spurt of his release. The person on their knees skillfully cleaned him up, sweet kisses and licks almost enough to overstimulate him. They wouldn't let a single drop of his cum ruin his expensive suit. 'Fuck, yeah...that's it, swallow for me baby'.

Changbin's felt lightheaded, his orgasm too strong to even really think clearly about anything. But as soon as he took a few more breaths, his eyes opened slowly, the scene in front of him different than he had pictured. His hand was wrapped around his own cock, his own pool glove covered in white spurs of cum with his trousers all the way down to his ankles. Yet no one in sight, just him and his imagination, and too many refills of his whiskey.

This never meant to happen.

"After this, you can leave him for good and come back to me'

They didn't mean to hurt him.

'Just ask the quiet trainee to teach you the moves. He likes you, he'll totally help you. He wants to be near you guys.'

He did need help but not this way.

"Come on, babe. He's a dork, always keeping to himself." The girl next to Changbin scoffs, sitting back down.

"He's not a trainee, he is an actual member of Stray Kids. Why don't you get that?" Changbin huffed for the nth time.

"Whatever." Chan's partner cuts in.

"What are you guys talking...about..."

Namji, the 'trainee' mentioned, walked in but froze, quickly being uncomfortable with the left side of the room and six pairs of eyes failing to hide their judgmental stares, IN and seungmin not having a girlfriend luckily, the boys unaware as they chill in their rooms...'lucky' the other members always thought of the two. "H-Hi, girls. Um, what...what's up?"

He cowards a bit when one walks up to him, a fake smile on her face, it was Chan's. Took forever for Namji to pair the girls with the members.

"Since they don't want to talk, they need help in some choreo that you have already nailed and need help. Is that okay?" "Uh...r-really? Even Minho-Hyung?" "Of course he does!" His girlfriend Scratching the back of his head, he glances at the others, they weren't even looking at them, taking more interest in their shoes or fingers or the ceiling.

Except Felix, who was looking at Namji with a guilty look then looked down at his hands. "Um, s-sure. I can help at today's practice."

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Namji had walked out of practice to use the restroom and when he came back, he saw that his members new the whole dance. "I-I thought you guys were having difficulty?"

They immediately stop, watching the male walk over to the music to pause it. "You guys know the whole thing?"

Still sitting in an awkward silence, it wasn't until Han finally broke the silence in rushed characters, stumbling over his words a bit.

"We learned the dance already but the girls have been forcing us to take advantage of your kindness and the fondness you have of us so they can act out their plan and 'crush you' as they said." Han rambling finally broke Felix.

"They somehow managed to get a fake, but genuinely signed, letter from JYP and the manager saying you are being kicked out of the group."

"I knew they hated me but why would you listen to them?" "We were whipped when this all started but now all we want to do is dump them but we can't find the courage to do so. They're kinda scary." Minho answered.

Namji sighs. "Are you mad?" Looking over to Chan, he shook his head. "At you?" Hesitantly, Chan nods. "No, of course not. Like Han said...I'm fond of all of you."

A glance at his shoes and quick rub at his burning face, he looks back up. "I think I have a way, b-but I need to know what you prefer...uh...partner wise...besides those bitches, obviously."

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Namji hesitantly sent a mass message to their girlfriends, tell them to meet them at the practice room.

When they arrived, they were greeted by IN and Seungmin who bounced on the balls of his feet.

Hyunjin's girlfriend spoke first. "Oh my goodness, they have hickies." They coo over the two youngest males before finally asking where their boys were.

"Oh, they aren't here. I don't even think they'll be here at all this morning." IN spoke first. "What do you mean? Never mind, I'll just call Channie." The girl pulls her phone out and video calls him, the phone rang for a while, the male on the other end actually being at the dorm, the call being coincidentally timed with his turn, though the phone is in the living room.

Hyunjin answers Chan's phone, shocking the girl. "Jinnie? Why did you answer Chan's phone? Where are you?" "Oh, yeah, C-Chan is...uh...he's a bit tied up at the moment, he couldn't come to the phone."

"Wait!" Chan's girlfriend was shoved out of the way and Jin's girlfriend snatched the phone. "What's on your neck?" Hyunjin hesitated but this was the plan. "A hickie?" "Who gave it to you?" "You?" "We ALL haven't done anything in a month, how could I give that to you?" She was getting upset.

"You're cheating? With who?" "No one, Jagi-" "None of that. What is going on?"

IN clears his throat, prompting the girls to look up. "We know what's going on. The same person gave us ours." "What?"

He pulled out an iPad, blushing slightly before composing himself and opening Namji's tablet to photos. "What the hell?" Chan's girlfriend snatches it first, noticing her boyfriends blue hair first.

The photos were in rows of five, each row on the tablet being each of their boyfriends. The most prominent photo for all six girls was the fifth one.

Their boyfriends with their backs to the camera, head resting on a pillow, a hand in their hair. The point of view is from above, also showing the girls their bare body...along with the cock in each of their asses...pretty lewd if you ask me...

There are pictures of seungmin and IN but the girls didn't care, they only cared about the photos of their apparent boyfriends in five, distinct positions.

"What the hell?!" She shoves the iPad back into Seungmin's chest, storming quickly out of the room with the others on her trail. The two high five, happy to get rid of them and privately but openly be happy to realize how much the group really love each other, thanks to Namji.

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Chan’s girlfriend all but kicks the door down. “Where is he?” She says, venom dripping on her tone.

“What?” Changbin asks, his girlfriend stomping over to him to slap him. “Where is Namji?” He groans, turning his head back to the girls. “His room, but it’s locked at the moment.”

A quick scan and they noticed only Changbin was in the room then giggling could be heard down the hall. “That bastard.” Felix’s now obvious ex girlfriend stomps down the hall, stopping at Namji’s to pound at the door. “Namji! What the heck are you doing?!”

He stood from the bed, walking over to the door, nothing but his boxers. “What?” “Did you help them cheat on us?” “Hmm…maybe. Why?” “Why?! Because you forced them into this! There’s no way they would willingly do this with you!”

“Well, they did. The smaller ones are adorable, they can’t stand at the moment though. I also don’t think the others want to talk to you guys, seeing as yours-“ He pointed to Chan’s ex, “And yours-“ pointing to Minho’s ex,” are in that room-“ pointed behind them. “Getting to know each other more. I have the Maknae’s and Hyunjin.” He said with a smile, leaning back against the door and frame.

Changbin came back, ignoring the girls and walking into the room. “and Changbin.” He finished with a smile.

the two girls had turned to pound on the other door, but that didn’t stop the two others in that room, making them laugh a bit before Chan bit Minho’s neck, pissing his ex off when she heard a moan and she groaned.

“If we’re done here, I actually have a clingy squirrel attached to me who wants me back in bed so i suggest you leave and delete their numbers.” He said, opening the door slightly to show Han clinging to his arm, behind him on the bed, Hyunjin is cuddling Felix, and Changbin sat next to them on the top edge of the bed.

“You can’t speak for them!” “We’re over!” The others yell from the bed and Han yelling it as he goes over to his hyung, Changbin for cuddles since Namji took too long.

“Ugh!” Chan’s ex shrieks, tears in her and Minho’s ex’s eyes when she heard Minho again. “You can’t do that! We will just tell your manager and JYP!” “Oh, our manager knows, he supports it, just told us to keep the intimate touching and whatnot to a minimum when in public. As for JYP, how will you tell him? All of you aren’t allowed back in the building.”

“What do you mean? We’re signed under JYPE.” “We’re signed!” Changbin yelled out the door. “We told him and your manager what you were doing to us and they’re cutting you. Soon your fans will know. You’re done.”

With that, they finally leave. Namji sighs and turns back into the room, smiling when he heard the other two. “Finally, I thought they would never leave.” “How did that not disrupt Chan and Minho-Hyung?” Han laughs. “Who knows, probably too lost in each other.” Namji smiles and back hugs Felix who had dozed off i. Hyunjin’s arms, his face hidden in part of the pillow and Hyunjin’s shoulder.

“So cute.” He coos at Felix. “Can we take a nap?” “Sure. We were given an off day for this.” He moved his arm from around Felix to drape in over both his and Hyunjin’s waist. Changbin and Han cuddling next to Hyunjin. “When do you think they’ll be done?” Han mumbled when they all heard a scream. “I say two more rounds.”

“Dang, Hyung!” Hyunjin laughs, turning his head into the pillow. “What? It sounds good to Minho, I’d say they will keep going for awhile. Remember how long it took for Chan when I had my turn with him? He has a lot of stamina.” Namji explains. “Oh my god, I’m not use to this kind of talk yet.”

Nam laughs, kissing Felix’s head when he shifts so Hyunjin now back hugs him and cuddles into Namji. “You’ll get used to it, there’s nine of us. Now sleep.”

It’s been a crazy week but it was worth it. Namji was right, they went for three rounds before they too took a nap, Seungmin and IN arrived later, there was no room in Namji’s bed so they joined Chan and Minho, blushing a little when they saw the scratches on Chan’s back and bruised hips on Minho but nonetheless, IN cuddled with Chan and Seungmin sleeping on Minho.

No crazy girlfriends, only true love amongst adorable gay bois.

It’s was perfect.

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the end.

My Only Hyung…

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imma make myself sad but i’ll try to end this with comfort cause I just can’t make hurt/no comfort, it hurts my precious heart much to not finish without comfort. it’s also my first time writing so much detail, got carried away at the end.

[How did i just now notice the the ‘read more’ thing was on mobile?!]

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Listening to the music, the giddy feeling in his stomach took over Blue’s entire body as he jumped and squealed.

He was currently listening to his first ever album, having only published single songs, with his best friend and partner, Chan.

Happy tears threatened to fall as he settled down and wrapped his arms around the other with a chuckle. “I did it.” He murmured into the others shoulder and tightened his hold. “You did, jagi. I’m so proud.” “Thank you.” He let’s out with a laugh and pulls back, placing a small peck on the other temple.

“Thank you for helping me write my title track.” He said with a sigh. “Plus being in my first duet.” He added with a shy laugh. “You’re welcome, it sounds better then I could’ve imagined. So good!” “May I show it to the boys?” “Of course! They’ve been just as excited as me.” Blue was overwhelmed, smiling like a dork and he couldn’t resist as he leaned forward, all his feelings going into a strong, sweet kiss given to the other.

Pulling back, he placed his forehead on Chan’s and smiled. So happy at where he’s at in life.

“Thank you so much, Chrissy.” “You’re very welcome, Shawnie.”

—-

Jolting awake, Blue looks at his surroundings. He first noticed his manager in front of him, then out the window he sees his destination.

“Morning sleeping beauty.” A small smile graces his face as his manager moves out from his personal bubble. “Ready?” With a groan and a small stretch, he puts his sunglasses on and nods. “I guess.”

As he gets out of the van, he hangs his head down, a few fans gather near the vehicle as he quickly follows his bodyguard inside the venue.

Blue has been asked to perform to start off a k-pop award ceremony. He was glad to be the opening number but when he eventually saw the layout of performances, his mood flipped completely.

Stray Kids was on the list, the third performance of the evening. He should be excited, possibly getting to see his old friends again after two years but he’s nervous.

“W-Would I be able to see him again?” He asked his manager as they looked over the list. “Probably not. They got their own stuff to do tonight.” He replied, missing the part where Blue said ‘him’

His thought were cut off when he was lead to a room, his room for the evening.

“So, What song were you thinking of doing tonight? You said you’d get back to me on that.” His manager asked him as he put his bag on the couch. “I…” He hasn’t thought of that at all. “You haven’t decided?” The other asked again. “N-no, I have, I just…” He stared at the elder for a moment before mentally saying ‘Screw it!’ and answering. “The title track of my first album.”

The manager looked at him with a tilted head and a raised brow. “How come?” “Uh…” Because he’ll be there “Old times sake? It’s my most popular one, even today.” His manager accepted his excuse and nods. “Okay. I’ll let them know while you get ready.”

After he left and closed the door, Shawn sighed and sat in the makeup chair. None of his Makeup or styling staff were there yet so he relaxed and stared at the wall in front of him, thinking of nothing and everything from if he needed a quick snack to his choreography.

The title track didn’t have any dancing to start with until he saw a Live of Hyunjin free styling to his song, proceeding to go to the others and propose if they’d like to help him make a dance for it, happily agreeing.

Then it hit him like a bus. They would be in the audience, he’s performing a song co-written and choreographed by one of the best groups he’s befriended. He quickly snapped out of his zone and grabbed his phone, texting his manager.

Shawn: I want the song to be announced differently

Manager: What do you mean?

S: I want the title to be announced as a different name.

M: . . .

M: That can be done. What is the new name?

S: Stray Away

M: You sure?

S: Yes.

Shawn knew that the new title would be recognized.

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He stared at the managers in front of him, mouth agape and tears gathering in his eyes.

“W-We have to split? Th-that’s not fair!” “Your fames are growing and we’re not sure if your relationship can be hidden any longer. We see how connected you are but-“ Shawn’s manager looked at Chan’s then back to him. “We’re sorry.” They give a genuine look of apology then step out so they can process.

“Th-They want- break up? I-I c-can’t- I don’t-“ His hands reached up to his hair as Chan wrapped his arms around him, trying to stop the upcoming panic attack. “Hey, Hey.” Shawn wrapped his arms around the younger and held tightly as he buried his face in the others neck.

“I can’t.” He choked out, tightening his hold and fisting the others hoodie. “I can’t either but we have to.” He whispered.

They stood there in each others arms for what seemed like forever. “C-can’t we just say we did but not actually split?” “They’d find out somehow, Shawnie.” “I can’t. It feels so wrong. I-I can’t live without you, jagi, I just can’t.”

“We can do it. Just, when we do, promise me one thing.” Shawn pulled back and placed his hands on the others face, Chan leaning into it while leaning up and forward to rest his forehead on Shawn’s, his own hands raising to rest on Shawn’s “Anything, Jagi.”

“Don’t stray away from me and the boys.”

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He regrets leaving them behind but he still texts them.

Eventually his makeup and stylist arrived and got him ready. They styled him with blues, whites, and a little black.

“Real quick, gotta tell you something.” His manager said while slowing them down on the way to the stage. “While you were getting ready, I managed to find their manager.” He was confused but the other kept going, “We got to talking and eventually that lead to us being on a call with Jyp along with the venue leader.” His eyes widen, mouth falling open slightly. “We talked about nothing bad, i promise. We discussed two things with him and the leader, one being about you and the boys, specifically Chan but all of them were-“ “Blue, you’re up now!!” Someone yelled and he panicked.

“W-what’s the second thing?” He tried to get the answer but he was being pulled away from his manager and over to the stage. “You’ll see!! Don’t worry!!”

He was confused on what that meant but proceeded up the stairs, got help with situating his mic pack, and mentally prepared himself since he’s performing this song as a solo for the first time since the promotions of it.

When the lights dimmed after he was announced, he walked to his place and got set.

The music started and he got lost in his own world. Doing the moves beautifully and smoothly while singing.

After a move of reaching towards the ceiling, preparing to sing the other part of the duet, he goes to turn back and was expecting to ghost a hand on a backup dancers face when he first saw the dancer not wearing the face piece he himself chose for the song.

Locking eyes with the dancer, his singing faulted slightly before his line was over and the other started singing his part.

He stood there, shocked about what was happening at the moment that he was almost late on his line. His brain caught up to him as he began singing again with the other. He tried to look away, tried to be professional, tried to get back to the dancing but not even Chan was pulling away, subtly leaning closer into the hand still hovering, Shawn immediately thumbing over Chan’s cheek. They just sang, in their own little bubble until it ended and clapping snapped him out of his trance.

He smiled and bowed with Chan before walking off stage with him.

They barely made it out of the way of the stage stairs before Shawn engulfed the other in a hug, arms tightly wrapped around the shorter as his face is in his shoulder. Chan accepting it immediately, wrapping his arms around Shawn’s neck and burying his face in the soloists neck.

They stood there together for a few minutes before Shawn’s manager cleared his throat. They pulled away but the soloist kept his arms around the other. “So you told him?” Chan’s manager asks, confusion taking over the silver headed male. “No, he was being pulled to stage before I could.” “W-Was this what you planned with the venue leader?” “Yeah. How’d you like it?” “I-I was shocked. M-Maybe cause i haven’t seen him in person for two years.”

“Glad to see you liked the surprise.” His manager said, pointing out the arms still wrapped around Chan making the other pull away from out of embarrassment.

“What was the other thing? With JYP?” “Well, His members, over the years, have noticed a bit of a drop in his personality since that day we talked to you two and they voiced they’re concerns. Your staff had also noticed a shift in you and told me about it.” He explained. “We’ve been talking about it since about two weeks after you two, uh, split up. We’ve been trying to find ways to still have you two be together seeing as both of you are apart of the others personality, each others other half, inspiration, all that.”

Chan’s manager then spoke. “We talked to Chan recently after, unfortunately, months and months of talking with JYP and figuring stuff out. After talking, Chan proposed to opening a spot in Stray Kids.” Shawn’s eyes widen as the pieces click. Shawn loves being a soloist but he’s also talked in the past about wanting to be in a group, to both Chan and his manager.

“R-Really?” Chan nods. “The boys miss you, I’d also love to have my boyfriend with me all the time.” The soloists breath hitched before turning to his manager. “But-“ “You’ll be integrated into a group known for a lot of physical affection and playful interactions. Fans will just think you’re being playful with Chan, only if you play along with the others to not make it suspicious.”

He nods excitedly with a smile. “Y-Yeah, of course.” “So, Do you want to be a Stray Kid?” Chan asked and Shawn turns towards him, taking the formers left hand into his right, his left hand raising to Chan’s face as he leans in, giving the other a heart fluttering kiss that felt like their first.

If they could stay like that for longer, they would. Chan missing the way the older held him gently but tightly like he might disappear and his soft but slight chapped lips from his bad habit of biting. Shawn missed holding the other along with his soft, full lips.

It was only half a minute before he pulled back and chuckled with a sigh.

“You’ll have a hyung in your group now.” Chan sighed dreamily as he leaned more into the other and giggled, a noise Shawn was happy to hear again.

“My only Hyung.”

Cat Distribution System is broken, he already has cats!

I don’t know what this title is but I love Minho and I’m bored.

Walking down a sidewalk, Minho rolls his eyes at Jisung and Felix. He didn’t want to go with them to get drinks and snacks for everyone but Chan said they needed some sort of supervision.

The two boys walked a few steps ahead of him, bumping into each other and laughing about who knows what as he watched them carefully and the people around them so if they bumped into someone walking by he can apologize for them.

It was slightly muggy that afternoon, rain from the previous night still cover the ground as the air almost feels sticky along with it being slightly humid but there was an added breeze that kinda helped.

Looking around, he almost missed Jisung whose knelt on the ground to tie his shoe. Regaining his balance he steps to the side, pulling Felix with who still stood in the middle of the path.

“Oh my gosh, Hyung, look!” He’s looking down at Jisung who’s staring forward. The rapper was about to stand up when something under a nearby box caught his attention. “What?” Minho asked, only seeing the trash bin the convince store they were going to owns and boxes around it.

Jisung gets up and quickly walks over to the dumpster, picking up a box as the other two walked over to him to reveal a seemingly small scottish fold kitten, it’s beady eyes looking up at its shelter suddenly being moved as it cowards away and tries to hide.

It’s fur was pepper and ginger colored soaked, slightly covered in mud. Minho’s face fell from his neutral look to a softer one as he gasped and picked the kitten up, it looked about 8 weeks old as the idol cradled the kitten to his chest. “What do we do? There’s a collar…” Felix spoke before picking up the blue collar to see if there’s a tag but all he found was a broken ring which usually hold the tag on it. “The tag broke off…Never mind…”

“Well, I can’t leave them here. Let’s go get the stuff and then we can go from there.” Minho concludes as the walk away from the garbage and to the store.

He put the kitten in his coat, trying to lessen its shivering as the three of them collected the requests of treats then leave.

They stood next to the store entrance before they returned to the others. “So, now what?” “Well…I’m not sure.” “It seems like the system is out to get you, Hyung.” “What?” “Cat Distribution System.” Felix laughed. “Although I think it’s broken, this is someone else’s cat.” “Alright…Well, I can take it with us to clean it up a bit then maybe come back here to see if someone came to look for them.” “You think that’s okay?” “Yeah, it’s not like I’m keeping them.”

Walking back to the dorms, the kitten had fallen asleep and Minho smiled softly. His hand rested on the kitten under his jacket the whole time back home, even when he dropped off one of the snack bags and went to the other door to change his shirt, it being wet from the cats fur, and to wash the kitten before walking back to the other dorm with the kitten wrapped in a towel.

“Minho, why do you have a cat?” “Found it.” “I assumed that but why do you have it?” Chan asked again as he sat cross legged on the couch.

“I couldn’t just leave it. I was gonna eat my snack then go back out to see if the owner was nearby.” “But there’s no collar, what if it’s a stray?” “Oh! If you’re going out later I should give you the collar to return it as well.” Felix said as he got up to get the collar out of his jackets.

“It has a collar?” “Yeah but no tag.” Minho replied and sat next to Chan. “Aw, that sucks. Well, it’s very cute.” He smiled as he reached over to scratch its head.” “Very cute.”

A little later on, he went out again back to the store he found the kitten. He doesn’t know how he can back track from there but maybe a sign or something was put up about a lost cat.

When he got there, he first checked to see if maybe the broken name tag was where the cat was only to find no tag. He let out a heavy sigh as he looked at the cat. “Where do you live, little one, huh?” All it did in return is meow and nuzzle against Minho’s chin.

“Minho!” He looks up at the sudden call of his name and look around. “Excuse me, h-have you-“ The voice deflated as it was ignored and the person walked away. “Damn it, my sister should be looking for him, not me. She left the door open, not me.” The voice huffed and Minho turned to his left to see a disheveled male, seemingly younger than him, looking around with what looked like tears in his eyes.

“Hey, Are you okay?” The boy looks over to him and he eyes widen when he sees what in the idols arms. “Minho! Oh my gosh, you found him, thank you so much.” He took the cat into his arms and hugged it as tight as he could and kissed his head. “It’s name is Minho?” “Yeah- Oh, buddy, where’s your collar?” “Oh, here.” Minho pulled the collar out of his pocket and handed it over. “When we found him the tag wasn’t on it anymore.” “Dang, well i’ve been needing to change it anyway since my address is different now.”

The boy finally looks up from cooing at the cat to the man who had found him. “Oh-Oh my god…Now I feel even more thankful.” “Huh?” “Thank you for finding my cat, Lee Know. Thank you.”

His eyes widen slightly when he hears his stage name and he chuckles. “Oh, well, uh, Jisung actually found him earlier today and took us to him. He was under that box over there.” He said pointing to the box. “I picked him up and took him home to clean him up. He was covered in a bit of mud when we found him.” “Aw, well, thanks again, Lee Know, for taking care of my cat. C-Can I ask you a question?” “Yeah.” “Usually I leave Idols to themselves but c-can i get a picture of you with…uh, Minho. My sister won’t believe me that Lee Know of Stray Kids found my cat.”

Minho smiled and nodded, taking the cat from the boy then smiling when he stepped next to him for a selfie. “Thanks again. I’m sorry if I kept you from anything.” “You’re fine, we didn’t have anything for today.” “That’s good. Um, could you say hi to the others for me? You don’t have to! I-I’m just really proud of all of you and I’m actually a month older than…um, than you actually…and it’s just really cool that you found my cat. Oh, my name is Kai.” Minho chuckles. “Yeah, I can say hi for you. They loved your cat.”

Kai shuffles awkwardly. “I feel embarrassed that I named my cat after you.” “That’s okay.” “Okay, um, right. Thanks again, I-I should head home to yell at my sister for leaving the door open. When you do, can you give extra love to your cats from me? Your cats are adorable as well.” “Yeah.” “C-Cool, take care Lee Know.” “You too.”

Kai walked away, happily scratching his cats head as Minho smiled and walked back home.

When he arrived at the dorms, taking off his jacket, Chan looked over to him. “Hey Min, did you find them?” “Yeah.” He smiled and moved to sit next to Chan once again. “Why are you smiling?” “The owner was a Stay, the cats name was Minho.” The boys coo and a couple laughed. “He asked if I could say hi to you guys for him. He’s proud of us and he mentioned he was a month older than me, he kinda went off on a rant but it was funny…in a good way, of course. Even asked me to give extra love to Soonie, Doongi, and Dori.”

“Did Minho find another cat dad and fall in love?” Minho’s brows furrow as he grabs the pillow between him and Chan to swat it at the back of Hyunjin’s head. “I was just returning his cat, and he’s a Stay anyway.” “So?”

Minho scoffs and rolls his eyes. Kai was kinda cute which threw Minho off for a moment before he fell into Kai’s rant and found him adorable. He now realizes that Kai was wearing a Maniac hoodie and his hair was blue. “His hair was blue like Felix’s…and he was wearing a maniac hoodie…” He says absentmindedly. “He also had a Leebit keychain tied to one of the hoodie strings.”

“Oh god, he’s in deep just from a simple exchange.” Seungmin said almost sounding mortified before falling to the floor when Chan kicked his arm to push him over.

Minho ignored them and pulled his phone out. He didn’t know if Kai had any socials but he tried the cats name. All he got was fan accounts with ‘Minho’ in the user before his eyes caught a profile picture of a familiar cat. ‘Kai_and_Minnie’ was the name and when he tapped on it, he saw pictures of the male and the cat.

Maybe it wouldn’t be a bad idea to talk to him again…

Just something cute. I love Minho a lot, he’s so cute.