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(Dark! LC) Loving You Hurts
Pairing: Dark Luke Castellan x (female) Reader
▶ This is a yandere/dark work and it may contain triggering content so please READ THE WARNINGS before. Do not read if minor.
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Female reader
SUMMARY: When Luke's jealousy gets out of hand.
WARNINGS: Toxic Relationship.
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“We’re having a party tonight. You should come.” the blonde-haired boy walked with you as you collected your breakfast in a tray.
“I don’t know, Sam, maybe.” you keep your answer short, opting not to indulge into the conversation.
Luke’s stare feels obvious despite the physical distance between you, your boyfriend already seated at a table.
“C’mon, you never really come by anymore, not ever since you got with Luke. I know Clarisse will be thrilled to see you again.” he looked at you with hopeful eyes and you felt bad, knowing you’re letting all of your friends down - hanging out with them less and less.
“Luke can come too. And Chris, if he wants to.”
You hesitated for a moment before nodding your head. You seriously doubted Luke would want to go. Sam seemed satisfied enough and after giving you the time and place, he left.
Stress got trapped in your throat when you walked to the table, taking a seat.
“Who was that guy?” Luke asked you nonchalantly, his eyes following Sam as he walked away.
“Luke, you know him. He’s my friend.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
You sighed, fully aware of the interrogation he’s about to put you through. “Ares’ kid. One of Clarisse’s brothers.”
“What did he want?”
“Luke…”
“What? I’m just asking what he wanted.” he replies back, his eyes snapping at you with annoyance. “Now I can’t even ask what a strange guy had to say to my girlfriend?”
You stabbed the food in your plate, feeling your eyes becoming watery.
“He invited us to a party tonight.”
The scoff you received from Luke was loud enough to draw a few heads in your direction and you quickly captured a few slices of bacon, stuffing them in your mouth.
“Us? The way he was talking, it seems like he wanted to invite you. Since you’re his friend, right?” his voice had an edge to it, as if daring you to contradict but you stubbornly kept your attention to your food.
If you looked at him - at the angry frown he most certainly had on - you’d end up crying in front of everyone.
“Luke, please…” you supplicated, “Just let it go, please. I’m not going anyways, okay?”
He looked at you for a long moment, his brown eyes piercing through your soul as he took notice of the tears that were shining in your eyes. His gaze softened, hand reaching for yours.
“Okay.” he said, bringing your hand to his lips, kissing the back of it. “I’m sorry.”
You should’ve known that Luke’s jealous streak would never be able to just let something go.
Any hopes of forgetting the situation were shattered when in the next day a fight broke loose at the camp. And of course, Luke was at the epicenter.
You weren’t around but your siblings told how hard Luke punched Sam, which resulted in a broken nose and bloody mess.
And of course that defending your friend resulted in another argument between you and Luke.
“Luke, you’re overreacting.” you pleaded, wanting nothing more than tug on your hair with the despair you were feeling.
“No, you’re being naive. You’re not seeing it the way I see it.”
“I just- I don’t get why you had to do this, Luke!”
“He did this to himself.” he retorted, his hand clenching with anger. “He talked about you, you know? How you deserve someone better.”
Your throat went dry as you gulped. Luke took a step towards you, murderous anger plastered in his face.
“You say he’s just a friend, but I know he wants more than that.” he spited the words, inching closer to you. “He wants to take my place. To be the one you love. But I’m not gonna let that happen, okay?”
His words dimmed into a hushed whisper as he pressed his forehead against yours, his ragged breaths contrasting with your lack of breathing as you held your breath.
“Luke…”
“I won’t let you go. We’re meant to be together, I know it.” he pressed a light kiss on your hairline, ignoring the single tear that escaped your eye.
“And if I have to kill whoever gets in our way, then so be it.”
Exactly like wdym they're straight?? Bcuz imma hold the directors hands when I say this...
Do people like stranger things anymore?
asking for
uhm
a friend
I just know they were gonna kiss in that sleepover scene
Do people like stranger things anymore?
asking for
uhm
a friend
YESSS like there just such a nice trope
They're literally "she asked for no pickles" trope
Do people like stranger things anymore?
asking for
uhm
a friend
This might be a hot take but I ship Elmax bcuz of season three with them always spending time together like I love their chemistry
Do people like stranger things anymore?
asking for
uhm
a friend
I can't wait for the new season 😔
What's your favorite season btw? Mines season 2!
Do people like stranger things anymore?
asking for
uhm
a friend
I do 😋
Do people like stranger things anymore?
asking for
uhm
a friend
Reblog if your ask box is always open for chatter.
I knowww they make such a cute couple, and their wedding was so adorable seeing both of them so happy together and dancing
favorite thg character?🥺
Finnick Odair, I just love his comments in Catching Fire (the book and the movie) he's just so iconic 💕
I also love how he's head over heels for Annie and when he sees her again in Mockingjay, he's so relieved and happy like I think he literally ran towards her
favorite thg character?🥺
Finnick Odair, I just love his comments in Catching Fire (the book and the movie) he's just so iconic 💕
OMG yes and his "Honey, if I wanted to kill either of you right now, I would've done so already."
LIKE HE STARTED THE SASSY MEN APOCALYPSE.
favorite thg character?🥺
Finnick Odair, I just love his comments in Catching Fire (the book and the movie) he's just so iconic 💕
Especially when he's going back to back with Katniss in that one scene in the book 😭
favorite thg character?🥺
Finnick Odair, I just love his comments in Catching Fire (the book and the movie) he's just so iconic 💕
favorite thg character?🥺
Finnick Odair, I just love his comments in Catching Fire (the book and the movie) he's just so iconic 💕
a list of 100+ buildings to put in your fantasy town
academy
adventurer's guild
alchemist
apiary
apothecary
aquarium
armory
art gallery
bakery
bank
barber
barracks
bathhouse
blacksmith
boathouse
book store
bookbinder
botanical garden
brothel
butcher
carpenter
cartographer
casino
castle
cobbler
coffee shop
council chamber
court house
crypt for the noble family
dentist
distillery
docks
dovecot
dyer
embassy
farmer's market
fighting pit
fishmonger
fortune teller
gallows
gatehouse
general store
graveyard
greenhouses
guard post
guildhall
gymnasium
haberdashery
haunted house
hedge maze
herbalist
hospice
hospital
house for sale
inn
jail
jeweller
kindergarten
leatherworker
library
locksmith
mail courier
manor house
market
mayor's house
monastery
morgue
museum
music shop
observatory
orchard
orphanage
outhouse
paper maker
pawnshop
pet shop
potion shop
potter
printmaker
quest board
residence
restricted zone
sawmill
school
scribe
sewer entrance
sheriff's office
shrine
silversmith
spa
speakeasy
spice merchant
sports stadium
stables
street market
tailor
tannery
tavern
tax collector
tea house
temple
textile shop
theatre
thieves guild
thrift store
tinker's workshop
town crier post
town square
townhall
toy store
trinket shop
warehouse
watchtower
water mill
weaver
well
windmill
wishing well
wizard tower
Just rotting myself away while watching other people my age actually do things 💔
Girlrotting ⁺. ༶
so real like they'd leave and be like "you know what to do if a stranger comes up"
You had babysitter,
I had "don't open the door for anyone"
<3
A FELLOW HUNGER GAMES FAN🫵
YES!! I LOVE THE HUNGER GAMES SM. REREADING THE BOOKS RN FOR THE 5TH TIME. 😭
GETTING TO KNOW ME
I love reading (Fav genres include: horror, dystopia, thriller, classics but I read anything I find interesting really!)
I love video games (Some favs are: fortnite, bioshock, until dawn, outlast, alice madness returns, love sam and more!)
I love music (Idrm the genre as long as it's good!)
I like to roleplay and meet people!
Some Fandoms I'm in: THG, TBOSAS, OUTLAST, ALICE MADNESS RETURNS, BIOSHOCK, TWD TELL TALES, TLOU, and MORE !
I also like to write! (I am 19)
Real
Disorganized (aka fearful-avoidant) attachment style is overanalyzing/overcorrecting when you think your partner might be pulling away from you, but then pulling away from them when they draw close to you.
It is both craving AND fearing intimacy so deeply that you grip people tight in your hands lest they leave you, but keep them at an arms length lest they love you.